"I love to think of that white fruit," said the demon with a smile.
I stubbed out my cigarette and cut into the salad as if it were a steak.
"He's built another one," said Misrix.
"Another what?" I asked.
"Another palace. He's built one in his mind. It is magnificent, and in addition to the objects carrying symbolic meaning there are even people in this one who stand for certain ideas."
"How do you know?"
"I've been there," he said.
8
We stood next to Below's bed, staring down at him. the candle's glow illuminated his head, and its dance created the illusion that he was about to awaken.
"It's all in there," said Misrix, pointing.
"In his memory?"
The demon nodded. "I can put you in there," he said.
"How does that work?" I asked.
"You felt it in the cistern when we were hiding from the explosion. I put my hand on top of your head."
"It was like a dreaming wind," I said.
"I can put a hand upon your head and the other upon Father's, and you can travel through me into him. You will appear in his new memory palace in your present form. It will have all the reality of this world," said the demon.
"All the reality of this world?" I said, and laughed.
"The antidote is there," he said.
"I have been trying to forget about the antidote," I told him.
"It's there in a symbolic form in the memory palace."
"Maybe I could find it."
"But how would you be certain you have found it? You don't know the symbolic meanings of the objects. How do you decipher the secret language that is the center of that world?" said Misrix.
"What about you? Why don't you just enter into his memory? It would seem more direct that way," I said.
"I was there once," said the demon, "and because I appeared in my form, the inhabitants of the place were frightened of me and tried to kill me. I was forced to flee after only a short time. I know in my deepest self that if you were to go in there and some tragedy were to befall you, you would also die, here, in this world."
"There's a solid recommendation," I said.
"Yes, but you look like the other inhabitants. You could use your intelligence to decipher the symbolic system," said Misrix, putting his hand on my shoulder.
"But that could take forever."
"In the world of the memory palace time runs at a different pace. Seconds here are minutes there," he said.
"What did you see when you were there?" I asked.
"A small island that floats among the clouds a mile above a silver ocean of liquid mercury."
"He's really basting the shank with this one," I said.
"He's limited only by the boundaries of his imagination," said the demon. "On the island there is a tower called the Panopticon. It sits at the center of everything and from a series of portals issues a flying female head with streaming hair and bright, searching eyes. It moves through the village at the base of the tower, watching the lives of the inhabitants. When I was there, I was chased by it. It bit my back and neck."
"Very appealing," I said.
"For the antidote, I would guess you would have to get inside the tower, but there is no telling where he has hidden it."
"It could be an ant I unknowingly step on while hurrying after a clue," I said.
"Possibly," he said. "But remember, Father has to be able to readily find the object in order for the memory system to be worth his while. Now, would you like to take a journey?"
"I'd thought I already had," I said.
"You must go farther."
Given I was able to elude the werewolves, I could return empty-handed to a sleeping Wenau, or I could enter into a world whose atomic structure was Below and grope for the antidote. I told Misrix that I needed to take a short walk in order to clear my head. He said that he would need a few minutes to get two chairs set up.
I left Below's room and walked down the hallway. My thoughts were still adrift, and I kept returning to the image of the demon standing beside the remains of the false paradise. There was only one thing I could do to increase my chances. When I came to Misrix's door, I found it open and went in.
As I passed countless rows of objects in the Museum of the Ruins, memories went off behind my eyes like strings of firecrackers. Misrix had told me that all of his artifacts should add up to a love story, but I was beginning to think he had missed the mark. Instead, I foresaw peril and strangeness without resolution. For that reason, I took the white fruit.
It felt almost like a ball of smooth flesh in my hand. The aroma of Paradise swirled around me, and my mouth began to water. I tried to think noble thoughts, knowing the fruit's disposition to reward and punish. The taste was sweet dripping energy, and I felt it in my blood. I couldn't stop eating it. The salad Misrix had served me had left me hungry, but now I felt as if I would never have to eat again. Upon taking the last bite, I saw the mental image of my neighbors at Wenau before it flapped once and folded into a green veil as the demon's hand touched down upon my shoulder.
"Misrix," I said, turning quickly.
"What have you done, Cley?"
I held the core of the fruit out to him, and said, "You see, the story isn't over yet."
He shook his head sadly and took the core out of my hand. "I have the chairs ready," he said, bringing the remains of the fruit to his nose. He breathed deeply.
"That's Paradise," I said.
Back in Below's room, we sat in our respective chairs. Misrix had been kind enough to also bring me a foot bench, so that I would be comfortable. The demon sat next to Below, within arm's reach of the Master's head. I sat last in line, in the shadows, waiting to feel the effects of the fruit of Paradise. There was no sensation except fear.
"Sit back and close your eyes, Cley," he said.
I took a last look at him in the wavering candlelight, and he smiled at me, but this did little to relieve the doubt I was feeling. I finally closed my eyes and rested back in the chair, putting my feet up.
"You will feel my hand upon your head," said Misrix, "and then you will feel the dreaming wind you spoke of. If all goes well, you will go where I direct you."
I pictured him laying one of his enormous hands upon Below's bald scalp. Then I felt him drape one gently over my own head.
"Think of it this way, Cley. To decipher the symbols, you need only read the Physiognomy of Father's memory," he said. "Hold on tight. While you were eating the fruit, I indulged in the beauty." His laughter became a strong breeze behind my eyes, which grew into a twister of dreams that lifted upward, taking me with it.
I found myself draped across the demon's arms, flying through a starlit sky. It was freezing cold but everything was perfectly clear.
"Look, Cley," he said, "we are passing over the Beyond."
"Am I in your memory now?" I asked, looking down. We passed low over the top of the forest, and it seemed to stretch forever in all directions. An occasional scream vaulted up from beneath the trees, barely audible above the constant beating of his wings.
"Yes," he said.
We flew on through the night for quite some time, and I was just becoming accustomed to the strange experience when I heard Misrix groan. His face was quite close to mine, and I could hear that his breathing had become labored.
"Cley," he said.
"Are you all right?" I asked, feeling his grip on my legs loosen slightly.
"I'm having a bad reaction to the beauty."
With this, he began to shiver and suddenly moved the arm behind my back to clutch at his chest. I reached up and grabbed on to his right horn like a stirrup.
"Let go of me," he yelled. "I can't see."
"Do you have me?" I asked.
"Yes," he said, and although his grip was again firm, I could tell that we were losing altitude. *