“Yes. See... my need for Alex is not as pressing as I had originally thought.”
His need for Alex? The fuck was that supposed to mean?
“Gonna need more details than that Lex. And I ain't got all day.”
I got a brow raise for my rudeness, but it was expected of me, so he said nothing about it. “Yes. As it turns out, I won't need her for another few days. But, you can understand why I couldn't exactly let her go back to her life now that she knows about our little... arrangement.”
A few days.
A few days to figure out another plan.
A few days to take the son of a bitch down for good.
Alex could get her closure.
She could move on with her life.
“So what you asking, Lex?” I asked, trying to keep my mind in the present.
“I am saying that I need you to hold onto her for me.”
Thank god.
I could practically feel the sigh of relief from Alex. Shooter had moved his hand out and squeezed her pinkie with his before letting her go. A tiny gesture that was so much like Shooter. Always thinking of everyone else. Even though Lex hadn't said anything about letting him off the hook.
“You want me to keep the bitch for a couple more days?” I asked, knowing I was going to get an earful about calling her a bitch if we got out of this.
“You'll get the same rate. Consider it a paid vacation.”
“A vacation where I have to cart some chick around with me everywhere?” I asked, shaking my head.
Lex waved a hand. “I need her. I don't need her in good spirits. Keep her chained in your basement for all I care. So long as she is alive and conscious at the end of the week, I will have no complaints. I do worry though,” he said, looking between me and Alex in a way that had my teeth grinding together.
“Don't have time for games, Lex. Tell me what the problem is or let me get going.”
His eyes narrowed the slightest bit and I knew I was pushing it. He was getting angry.
“That maybe you have formed an... attachment.”
At this, I threw my head back and laughed. A full, throaty sound. To him, it sounded like what he was suggesting was absurd. To me, it was a good old fashioned laugh at his expense because I had my face buried in her pussy when he had Shoot call me earlier.
“She ain't exactly my type,” I said, shaking my head, still smiling.
“I heard woman was your type.”
That wasn't exactly untrue. I got around. I got around with a lot of different women. “I like a woman who looks like a woman, not a twelve year old boy,” I went with. I saw Alex stiffen at my remark, but there was nothing I could do about it. I was trying to help her. If she had to be pissed at me for it, so be it.
“Twelve year old boy?” Lex mused, turning his attention back to Alex, his dark eyes raking over her in a way that made me feel filthy and he wasn't even looking at me. “I don't think that's fair, Bryan. I mean they may be small, but they're enough for a handful,” he said, his body jerking like it was going to move in her direction. But then he sighed, shaking his head at something he must have been thinking, and turned to face me. “She's a woman. She's nearby. A man has his... needs.”
“This is a job. I keep my dick in my pants,” I drawled, letting there be a slight double meaning- I can, but you obviously can't.
Lex let out his breath, offering me a resigned look. “I need to be sure you follow instructions to the letter, Breaker. ”
Oh fuck.
I knew where this was going.
From the look Shoot was giving me, so did he.
Alex was still just standing there with her dead eyes, shoulder almost touching Shooter.
“Oh yeah?” I said, raising a brow at Lex.
“I need to make sure your loyalty is where it should be.”
“Meaning with you.”
“Of course,” he said, waving a hand.
“Break...” Shooter's voice held warning.
Lex raised a brow at him. “Hit her,” he said abruptly.
Yeah.
Saw that coming.
Fuck.
Never once. Not in my life. Not in my career. Never once had I ever raised a hand to a woman. And, come whatever consequences, I wasn't planning on starting now.
“Look, you get your jollies off knocking around women, that's your business,” I said, shaking my head. “I ain't doing that shit for your entertainment.”
Lex's chin jerked and a gun cocked behind my neck.
It was the first time I had seen a genuine reaction out of Alex since I got the phone call. Her eyes snapped to mine, widening, knowing that sound before her gaze found the gun pressed against the back of my head. She looked like she was ready to bolt.
Attention off of them, Shoot's pinkie grabbed her's again, but held on, trying to anchor her in place. She looked over at him, dropping his grip, taking a step back, and making her eyes move away from me.
“Really Lex?” I asked, shaking my head, sounding almost bored. It wasn't the first time I had a gun pointed at me. It wouldn't be the last. All I could hope for was the shit holding it had a steady trigger finger.
Lex looked disappointed, then waved a hand at the other guy who immediately grabbed Alex's arm roughly enough for her to yelp, dragging her away from Shooter who looked ready to pounce until a gun pressed against the back of his head too. “Maybe that will help you make your decision,” he shrugged. When I hesitated, the gun cocked. And I knew they weren't bluffing. Shoot was useless to them. They'd killed for less than his name calling earlier.
His eyes told me he was thinking the same thing. And I saw something there that I never had before. Not strong. Not prominent. But there.
Fear.
Shit.
Alex's head twitched, catching my attention. And the second my eyes landed on her's, her chin lifted, and her eyes opened wider- a look that seemed to scream- 'do it, you have no choice'.
And I really didn't.
But I couldn't.
“On your knees,” Lex growled toward Shoot who took a breath and forced a smile.
“Don't know what way you swing, man, but my mouth is for pussy only,” Shoot said, attempting levity even in his final moment.
Lead settled in my stomach, heavy, making me feel rooted in my spot, too horrified to move. To do anything. To say anything.
Shooter got to his knees, winking at me.
God damn it.
This couldn't fuckin' be happening.
“Have any final words for your brother?” Lex asked, his voice emotionless. Like he did this every day. In a way, he did.
“Don't forget to send Pops the scotch,” he said. And he meant that. That was what he wanted to leave me with.
The man behind him took a step back, aiming.
“Just hit me!” Alex shrieked, the sound bouncing off the walls and shooting through my system like knives.
It was the first time she had spoken since she greeted Lex and everyone's eyes fell on her. The air around her seemed to be charged, sparking off with her anger. Because that was what she was- she was pissed. Her cheeks were flushed with it. Her posture stiff with it.
“Miss. Miller...” Lex started.
“Shut your fucking mouth you slimebag,” she snapped and I fought the urge to groan. That fuckin' mouth of her's. It was gonna get her in all kinds of trouble.
To Lex's credit, he didn't even flinch. I had expected blind rage. I had expected her brains all over the window behind her. Women did not, ever, speak to Lex Keith that way.
“This is my meet...”
“What part of shut your fucking mouth don't you understand?” she pretty much just... screamed, before turning her head in my direction. “Stop this. Stop all of this. Just... hit me.”