…And around the world, in the US, an Air Force pilot called Garry Beus test-flew an enhanced F-16 over the baked desert of California and looked up at Venus, smeared and distorted by his canopy in an eggshell sky, and thought with wistful sadness of his dying mother Monica, and how she must be fascinated by this… And in Los Angeles, a journalist called Joely Stern, dismayed by yet another rejected job application, stared up at a Venus made Mars-red by filthy LA smog, and she stared at it, wishing she was up there, up in space, anywhere but here…
…And in Japan, a geologist called Blue Ishiguro watched the evolving light in the sky, fascinated, and wondered if he should call his friend Henry Meacher at NASA who might know more about this — but then he’d heard Henry was leaving NASA, not to mention Geena, and it mightn’t be a good time… And, atop a Japanese mountain called Nantai, a Buddhist monk — originally from Ireland, called Declan Hague — stared at the strange light and wondered what it might mean for his self-imposed exile and the guilt that still racked him…
…All around the planet, as it turned in the wash of Venus light, human faces were lifted to the sky, shining in the strange light like coins in a well, amused or puzzled or wondering or indifferent…
…And in Houston, Tracy and Jays Malone spoke in hushed tones, so as not to wake the kids.
More than three decades after his Moonwalk, a few years into a whole new century, and here was Tracy with kids of her own, kids to whom Apollo was some sort of Cold War relic — not even that, something prehistoric and incomprehensible, something their grandfather had done. For somehow, as if mocking the old dreams, the space program had become a thing of the past, not the future.
But her name was undoubtedly, famously, written on the Moon — she’d seen photographs of it — and it would indeed be there for a million more years, less the few summers she had spent growing up since Jays came home.
So there had been only one place to come on this strange and cosmic night.
She stood with Jays on his verandah. It was just like all those years ago, except that now she cradled a pina colada in her hand instead of a soda.
And, in the dawn sky, there was a new light, which outshone even the battered old Moon.
“Quite a night,” said Jays, the light casting sharp point-source shadows on his face. “Quite a week, in fact.”
“Yeah.” So it had been, all of seven days after the Venus event first showed in the sky.
According to the TV there had been Venus-watching parties all over the US, a predictable run on telescopes and binoculars in the stores. The Hubble Web sites had crashed from the hit traffic, even though NASA hadn’t turned the Hubble that way yet.
She said, “Those guys on the TV, yammering about anti-matter comets and alien invaders. The most remarkable week since Neil Armstrong touched down on the Moon—”
“Or since man came out of the caves. Makes you miss Cronkite,” he said, “and I’ve been further out of the cave than most.”
The heatless light of dying Venus made her shiver. “So what do you think has happened up there, Dad?”
“Danged if I know.” His voice was light, but his face was a mask, expressionless. “I don’t think it’s a good omen, though.”
And that made her more queasy than all the fantastic speculations of the TV pundits.
He touched her arm. “Come on. I want to show you something.” He led her indoors, towards the lounge. “Something I never showed anyone. Not even your mother.”
“Why not?”
He grinned, and put his beer down on top of the piano. “Because it’s a federal offence.” He started to rummage at the back of a dresser drawer.
She looked around the room. So familiar, nothing changed since she was a kid, it was like being transported back in time. It was an old guy’s trophy room, with Jays’s photographs of airplanes and spacecraft, a whole-globe view of Earth taken with a hand-held Kodak, a little framed patch of spacesuit, grey with Moon dust. But everything was old and faded. Even the spacesuit piece looked like it had come over on the Mayflower.
Jays approached her. He was carrying something in a fist-sized plastic envelope. The plastic had gone yellow and brittle with age. In the gathering dawn light, she could see it held a piece of rock, black as tar.
“Oh, Dad. Is that what I think it is?”
“It’s a piece of bedrock, sweet pea. It froze out of a lava flow, that bubbled out of the Moon more than three billion years ago…”
It was, of course, Moon rock.
“Are you supposed to have that?”
He grinned, his teeth white in Venus light. “Hell, no. I told you. It’s a federal offence. I grabbed it when I was deep inside the rille, out of sight. They never missed it. Our documentation wasn’t worth jack shit anyhow. I wanted to leave it to you and the kids. So I will. I never even took it out and looked at it before, all these years. Come on.” He stepped towards the porch.
The eastern sky, behind the house, was growing pink, but the Atlantic behind them was a mass of darkness still. Jays found a place to hold his rock so it cast two shadows in his hand, from sun and Venus.
“It looks like coal,” she said.
He laughed. “The Moon is dark. If it was bright as Earth, acre for acre, you could read by its light. But you’d never see the stars…”
There was a sharp smell. Like before a storm. Or like a beach.
“Dad, what’s that?”
“What?…” But now his older senses registered it. “Ozone. Electrical fire.”
We’re not in a spacecraft now, dad, she thought. But still, maybe she should go get the kids—
Jays dropped the rock — it thumped dully on the wooden patio — and he tucked his hand under his arm. “Jesus, that’s hot.”
2
The day of Geena’s post-flight press conference was, it turned out, the last day Henry would spend in Houston. So Geena, with a sinking heart, realized she had no excuse to duck out of seeing him, one last time.
She drove the couple of miles to the Johnson Space Center from their abandoned Houston home, in the decaying 1960s suburb of Clear Lake. On NASA Road One, she found herself queuing in a bumper-to-fender jam. Once more, NASA Road One was being rebuilt; it was choked by huge, crudely-assembled contraflows, and the multiple surfaces made ramps that slammed into the suspension of her Chevy.
The short drive took her the best part of an hour, and she had no option but to sit there with her starched collar itching at her neck, the skirt of her suit riding up around her knees.
At length she crawled past the wire fence that separated JSC from the rest of the world. Through the chicken wire she could see the JSC buildings, black-and-white cubes scattered over the old cow pasture, looking small and cramped and closed-up, out of place in an era when every office building was a glass-walled rhomboid.
She tried the radio. Every station she found seemed to be playing country music, the modern stuff that sounded to her like soft rock. The DJs harangued her about a write-in campaign to have TNN — The Nashville Network, country music TV — retained by the local cable company. She flipped around to another station, 93.7FM, which seemed to play nothing but “fun oldies’. They had a policy of no repeats during a single day, and on Sunday mornings, she learned, she could enjoy breakfast with the Beatles. The music, every track of which she’d heard before, was depressing Boomer stuff, and sounded much worse than she remembered; it made her feel very old.
At last she found a news channel, and listened to an earnest debate about whether ebonics should be allowed in schools, and an ill-informed discussion about the latest news from Venus.
She had flown in space on four missions now: two Shuttle missions and two stays on Station. Her last Shuttle flight had finished a month ago, just before the Venus event. And every time she returned to this — from the black silence of space, the simplicity of her life and objectives up there — she felt depressed as all hell.