All this was behind them now. The darkness shut them in. Black, half-seen things slipped by-a big soft blur that was a house, and the long smudge that was a line of trees; water glinting for a moment and dissolving back into the gloom again. There is always a strangeness about driving at night. To have so small a visible space in which to move and yet to move so fast, to rush upon the dark and see it slide away, receding endlessly upon itself, induces an inertia of the faculties. Thought is in suspense, ready to move again when the spell is broken.
Gay had been in turmoil. She had been afraid, bold, eager, and afraid again. She had nerved herself to go down to Cole Lester. She would have nerved herself to the point of driving a strange Bentley along strange dark lanes. She would presently nerve herself to grope in a dark garden for Sylvia’s blackmailer. Because Sylvia simply mustn’t be allowed to hand over her husband’s papers to Mr. Zero, and the only way of stopping her that Gay could think of was to butt in at the critical moment and scare Mr. Zero off the map. He was bound to be scared if he thought there was a witness to his blackmailing, and it ought to keep him quiet and prevent him from worrying Sylvia again. Gay had thought it a very good plan in London. Presently at Cole Lester she would probably not feel so sure about it. At the moment it was just a plan suspended between the time in which it had been conceived and the time at which it must be brought into action.
They came in Colebrook and stopped. One of the little bright yellow signs put up by the A.A. informed them that they had arrived. At a quarter before midnight there would certainly have been no one abroad to settle the question. The village was fast and dreamlessly asleep about its green, its pond, and its overgrown churchyard.
Algy said, “Well?” and waited. When there was no answer, he said, “What next?”
“I’m trying to think,” said Gay.
She had been to Cole Lester once when Sylvia was engaged, but it was more than a year ago, and it had been daylight. She had to shut her eyes and call the daylight picture back. Mrs. Thrale, and Marcia, and Sylvia and herself in the car which Francis had sent for them. Mrs. Thrale twittering all the way. And they had gone on past the church and along a lane, and then there were big gates, big wrought-iron gates, and a stone pillar on either side with a thing like a pineapple on top. Mrs. Thrale had given a sort of little gasp, and Marcia had chattered about what a lovely place it was, but Sylvia had just sat there and smiled without a word to say. Then Francis had met them and taken them all over the house, and the garden, and the grounds-
Gay opened her eyes and said,
“We turn up by the church-we’ve got to find the church.”
“Church all present and correct,” said Algy-“on the left.”
“Then we turn up by it, and there’s a lane, and you come to some big gates.”
And suppose they were shut.
This thought, which might have occurred to Gay in town, bobbed up with horrid suddenness now. You simply can’t take a blackmailer by surprise if you have to knock up a lodge and get yourself admitted in a flourish of trumpets.
The gates were open. Gay seemed to remember that the drive was a very long one. She wondered whether she dared let Algy drive her in. It would be nice to feel that he was somewhere near, and it would be very nice not to have to walk up that dark drive all by herself. But could she risk it? She didn’t think she could, and when Algy said, “Do we drive in?” she made her voice as firm as possible and said, “No.”
“What happens?”
“You stay here-I go in.”
“Gay-”
“You said you wouldn’t ask any questions.”
“I’m not asking questions. But I don’t like it. Why not tell me what it’s all about?”
He heard an odd little laugh.
“Isn’t that a question?”
“I suppose it is in a way, but not the way you meant. Look here, my dear, I’m not an absolute fool, and I can’t very well drive you to Cole Lester without guessing-”
“You’re not to guess. And I never said a word about Cole Lester, and-Algy, you promised.”
“All right-my head’s in a bag. I’ve never heard of Cole Lester-it’s rather famous, you know-I don’t know that it belongs to Francis Colesborough, and I shouldn’t dream of guessing.”
“You’re not to, you’re not to! Oh, Algy, you did promise!”
“Yes-I was a fool. Well, I stay here. Are you going to be long?”
“I don’t know,” said Gay in rather a small voice.
“You’d better have a torch.” He put it into her hand. “If I’m asleep when you get back, just wake me.” He shut the door between them.
Gay looked at it with a horrid sinking feeling, and then turned away.
They had stopped just short of the gates, and Algy had switched off the headlights. She put on her little torch, found her way between the gateposts, and then put it out again. She must do without it if she possibly could, because her plan depended wholly on being able to get to the yew walk without being seen.
It was terribly black in the drive. She stood still and shut her eyes whilst she counted a hundred. When she opened them again she could see the black tracery of the trees against the sky, and the sky wasn’t black-there was light coming through it, and she could see a star. She began to walk up the drive. Once or twice she blundered into a holly or a yew, but for the most part she was able to keep fairly straight, and as she went on her eyes began to see more and more. There was one blackness of a dense bush, and another of a tree. She kept a hand stretched out before her to save her face, but she didn’t use the torch again.
In the end she came out upon the broad sweep in front of the house and could see it plainly as a great mass rising up against the sky. There was no light anywhere. The front seemed windowless, without a gleam. She stood at the edge of the trees and tried to think which way she must go. She had to get round to the back of the house. And there was a path-she remembered that there was a path.
She began to skirt the gravel sweep, keeping to the left, and presently she found what she was looking for. The path ran between shrubs. She had to use her torch once where two old hollies leaned together overhead, and once she thought she heard a footstep-someone moving, but she couldn’t tell whether it was behind her or in front, or whether it was just the echo of her own footstep thrown back from the wall of the house. Her heart beat quick and frightened. She thought, “I don’t know why I came. I can’t stop Sylvia. I ought to have made her tell Francis. I can’t do any good this way. Oh, I do wish Algy was here.” But she went on, because even if a thing isn’t any good, once you’ve started it you’ve got to see it through or else despise yourself for a spineless rabbit for ever and ever.
XVII
Sylvia heard the last stroke of twelve die away. There was an old clock against the end wall of the corridor, a tall old clock which struck with such a ringing sound that she could sometimes hear it in her sleep. Even after the sound had died away the air still seemed to tingle. There was a tremor now, and she waited for it to pass, because it frightened her a little. Everything frightened her a little tonight.
When the air was still again she opened a big mahogany wardrobe and took out a black satin cloak. She was still wearing the crepe dress which she had worn for dinner. She didn’t very often wear black, but Francis liked it better than anything else, and she had wanted to please him. She had taken the papers out of his safe the night before. No one else could have done it. Francis never forgot his keys or left them about like other people did. But it had been quite easy for her to take them from under his pillow, and open the safe, and put them back again. She had found the papers at once, a bundle of letters marked Zero, so it was quite true what Mr. Zero had said about the letters belonging to him, and of course Francis oughtn’t to keep letters that belonged to someone else, but she did feel that perhaps she ought to be a little extra nice to him tonight. And the black dress would be quite good for meeting Mr. Zero in. It wouldn’t show any marks, and if she put on her cloak and pulled the hood up over her hair, no one could possibly see her as she crossed the lawn.