I sat on the bed and talked to some. I walked with one boy while his nurse pushed him around the grounds. Each time I came into a room, someone's face lit up with excitement. A mother visiting her daughter actually cried when she saw me. "Our whole family loves you,” she said. "God bless you for coming.”
Guilt and happiness both flooded through me at these times. People wouldn't have been so grateful if they'd known I was an imposter, but wasn’t it worth it to make them happy? Weren’t they better off that I'd come than if they kept thinking that Kari Kingsley was some unreachable celebrity who didn't care?
Each child seemed so brave. My problems—the worrying I'd done about money, about not being popular enough in high school, and about my father—all of them shrank in significance.
While I sat in the last room talking to a girl named Morgan and feeling that I really should have eaten more than toast before I left, I heard a noise and looked up.
Grant Delray stood in the doorway.
CHAPTER 9
I couldn’t read Grant's expression. It wasn’t surprise, approval, or disapproval. He just watched me. Morgan looked over and gasped. “You’re Grant Delray.”
His gaze turned to her, and he smiled. "You caught me.”
"I didn’t know you were here too," she chimed. "Can I have your autograph?”
He strolled over to the bed and took the pen from my hand. "Sure thing. Where did you want me to sign?”
She grabbed the CD I’d given her. "Here—can you sign next to Kari’s signature?"
As he wrote, he spoke out loud, "To Morgan, hope your surgery goes well. Remember when listening to this CD that you actually like me much better than Kari Kingsley." I smacked him.
Morgan's gaze flicked to me, then back to him. "Kari is an amazing singer," she said.
My stomach rumbled loudly, and as Grant handed the CD back to her, he said, "It’s true. Even Kari’s stomach sings."
"Yes, and it hits the low notes much better than I do," I said. "But right now it’s saying it’s past time for lunch, so I’d better go."
I gave Morgan a hug good-bye, then stood up and left the room. Grant came with me. We walked down the hallway together, neither of us moving very fast. Bao-Zhi walked even slower, following us far enough away that Grant and I had some privacy. I stole a glance at Grant’s perfect profile. His hair wasn't mussed and gelled like it had been last night. It lay against his face in smooth brown waves. He wore jeans and a T-shirt, making him look like a normal guy. Well, assuming that the normal guy was really hot.
"It was nice of you to drop by and talk with the kids,” he said.
"How did you know I was here?"
"My father called and told me. He’s the director.”
My head swung around to look at Grant. "He is?"
Grant smiled at my surprise, and I wondered if Kari already knew this information, in which case I’d made myself look really stupid.
"Neither one of us advertises it,” he said. "My family likes to be left out of the limelight. My dad especially doesn’t want to be inundated at work by girls asking for my phone number.” He motioned with his head toward the lobby. "Although he does threaten to auction my number on eBay every time he needs a fund-raiser. That's why I’m always available."
"Well, he seems very nice."
Grant laughed, and I looked at him wondering what I’d said wrong.
He shook his head. "I just never imagined you'd be so polite."
I mentally chided myself. He was right. I'd never acted like Kari around him, but it seemed a little late for that now. Besides, being polite was good.
He said, “I guess since you put in an appearance here, I owe you a report on Lorna’s book.”
“That's not why I came.”
He raised an eyebrow. "So you’re saying you don’t want a report?”
He had me there. “No, I want it.”
"I’ll see how much information I can get from my agent. Lorna gave him a copy because she wants his advice on how to get around her nondisclosure contract. That’s how I found out about it.”
"Isn't the whole point of a nondisclosure contract that she can’t write a book?” I asked. I’d signed one myself, and it was pretty specific about that point.
His eyes shifted from the hallway to me. "She's claiming that you broke the contract by firing her without just cause, and she’s betting that you don’t want the conditions of her being fired brought out in court. Even if you stop her, your image is going to take some damage."
"That's so vindictive and malicious.” The words came out of my mouth with too much surprise. Kari had been upset last night, but not surprised. Plus, Kari probably wouldn’t have used the words vindictive and malicious. I made a mental note not to say any words I’d seen on the SAT vocabulary test.
“That’s why I told you about it in the first place," Grant said. "It’s bad enough that so many people make money off celebrities. They shouldn't make money by stabbing us in the back. I wouldn’t have helped her if I'd known she was going to do this.”
"You were smart to help her,” I said. "Now her sequel won’t be And Grant Delray Is a Jerk Too.”
He laughed, and the two of us slowed our pace even further. We'd reached the lobby. He said, "Can I buy you some lunch, or are you one of those girls who lives on a diet of cucumbers and unbuttered popcorn?"
"Do you really want me to say, or would you rather read about it in Lorna's book?”
He tilted his head and smiled. "Actually, that's one of the things I already know about you from Lorna. You claim to be a vegetarian but you cheat.”
"You know that?” I couldn’t keep the happiness out of my voice. "Good—I am so craving a cheeseburger. With bacon.” He laughed at me again. "Okay, it’s a date.” He glanced back at Bao-Zhi and must have judged his bodyguard skills to be lacking. "There’s a crowd forming in the parking lot outside the hospital. My dad can have the hospital security guard help you to your car, or you can ride with me. I'm parked in the back by the food service entrance.”
I tried to make it sound like I actually considered the options before I said, "I’ll ride with you.” I turned back to Bao-Zhi. "Can you please bring the car to the front of the hospital like you're waiting for me to come out? That should keep the fans there until I leave.”
Which was not only good crowd control, it meant I got to be alone with Grant.
I stepped closer to Bao-Zhi and whispered, "Don’t tell Maren about this and you’ll receive a really big tip.”
A few minutes later, Grant and I climbed into his dark green Jaguar and drove to an ocean-side restaurant with private rooms. Our room had a great view of the beach, but I hardly looked at it. Sand and waves just didn’t have the same appeal as sky blue eyes. Even though I really wanted a cheeseburger, I ordered an artichoke pasta salad because I was paranoid the waiter would tell the tabloids that I'd eaten meat. Grant changed his order to a bacon cheeseburger so we could switch meals after the waiter left. Really, he was such a nice guy.
Despite this fact, and the aforementioned hotness factor, I did not throw myself at him over lunch. I didn’t even use Seventeen magazine’s flirting tips with him. If pressed, I might admit that I smiled a lot, and maybe I had a hard time taking my eyes off of him, but I didn’t flirt. It was pointless.
I couldn't tell him who I really was, and if he started liking me, then he might show up someplace the real Kari was. That would be a really bad end to my high-paying job, not to mention the end to the best chance I had to meet my father. Besides, Grant knew someone who was writing a book on Kari, and despite the fact that he was laughing and joking now, he would probably not think it was okay that I'd lied to a hospital full of sick kids, or that Kari paid me to deceive people. I did not want Lorna writing a chapter entitled "Alexia, the Illegitimate Sister, and Kari Kingsley, Imposter."