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We met in the kitchen after a while, and started in on supper. Nude. She kept goosing me. I tried to keep a bit of decorum, but did grab her boob once. We were like this when Mom and Dad came home.

"What have we here?" Mom asked. "A little outreach?"

"Yeah, I talked him into it," Tina told them. "So I felt honor bound to join him."

"That’s fine," Mom said. She looked at me. "Tina heard right, didn’t she? You are a big boy." Then she winked at me-I was blushing furiously-and she and Dad went upstairs to change out of their work duds.

When they came back down, I was stunned-they were as naked as Tina and I!

"All in the family, right?" Dad said.

"Yeah, we decided it would be fun." Mom added. "A little loosening up would do us all some good."

We sat down to supper that way.

"So, is the program going any easier?" Mom asked.

"Some," I told her. "Today was an interesting day."

"Couldn’t have been that interesting," Tina interjected. "I mean, he told me earlier he was still a virgin. I would’ve thought somebody would have pounced on that big boy by now." She grinned at me. "In fact, I’ve got a couple friends who I know would love to partake."

"Sorry. My first time is reserved for Amanda."

"Oh, jeez," Tina said.

"Especially after what happened today." Tina looked up with interest at that, and Mom asked, "What happened today, Jared?" So I told them, the whole story.

When I was done, Tina looked up at me, wide-eyed. "You got to her. You absolutely got to her, little brother."

"Yeah," I agreed, "but it also scared the shit out of her. How she’s going to deal with this is the big honkin’ variable."

"You’re sure this wasn’t an act," Tina said.

"Shit, Sis, how many times have you ever completely broke down and cried on a guy’s shoulder after getting fingered by him?"

"Never. Good point," she agreed. Then she looked at me. "Little brother, it’s time to tell her how you feel."

"Oh, I dunno about that."

"I think she’s right," Dad piped up. "She might think it’s just her."

"That’s a point I hadn’t thought of," I admitted. "I’ll have to think about this."

"Well, I’m amazed you’re even thinking about it," Mom said. "I’m also amazed you did what you did today. With Amanda, and walking around here nude in front of us. You’re opening up, Jared. It’s only been two days, and you’re opening up in ways I didn’t even dream of." She smiled at me. "I worry about you, honey. We’re living in an open, sexual world now, and you seemed so repressed."

"I was. But I was more lovesick than repressed."

"What if she rebuffs you?" Tina asked. "What will you do?"

"Get over it. It’ll hurt, but I’ll get over it. I don’t plan to be repressed any more."

"Good for you!" Dad said enthusiastically.

We finished supper, and I did my homework-in the nude. Tina came downstairs and gave me a squeeze goodnight, which just made me laugh. When I went to bed that night, I felt very strange-but I felt good, too. Better than I had in a long time.

But I didn’t know what was going to happen tomorrow, and that worried me.

CHAPTER TEN AMANDA

I got done with cheerleading, got dressed, and made my way home. And all the doubts and the questions and the agonizing creeped back in.

I got home and went upstairs. I’ll admit it, I locked the door to my room and masturbated. For quite a long time. Mom, thank goodness, stayed downstairs, until she called me down to supper.

I ate, not saying much. After supper, I made a decision. I needed to talk to somebody, and there was really only one choice. I went to Daddy’s office, knocked on the door, and asked if I could talk to him.

"Of course, Punkin, what’s on your mind?"

"I need to tell you what happened to me today, because I need your advice. This might shock you some, though."

"I can take it," he grinned. "Lay it on me." So, I did. The whole day, from beginning to end.

To his credit, he was only mildly shocked. "I’m a bit worried about you having your first real sexual experience in front of an entire class, though."

"That’s not what bothered me. What bothered me was how I felt." I took a deep breath. "Daddy, how do you tell the difference between lust and…something more?"

"That is not an easy question, Punkin," he said. "You can’t figure out if you’re just in lust with Jared, or if it’s something more than that."

"Exactly," I agreed. "It’s so confusing. Besides what happened in Biology, do you know what was the most exhilarating thing that happened to me today? Him undressing me before school. And next would be the kiss I gave him after school. I’ve had more guys than I can count all over me today-and I get more of a thrill from a kiss. A naked kiss, granted, but a kiss nonetheless. I’d rather have him kiss me than have any other guy fooling around with my…you know." Yeah, I could say it, but not to my Daddy! "But having him fool around with my…you know…was almost more than I could bear."

"You’re still a virgin, right?" Daddy asked me. I confirmed it. "Could you picture losing your virginity to Jared?"

"Just about constantly." I admitted with a giggle.

"Fine. Could you picture losing your virginity to anybody else?"

I thought about it, and then gave him an honest answer. "No."

"That’s part of your answer, then. These two days have awoken you sexually, I realize that-and, quite honestly, I’m glad."

"I’m glad you’re glad. Because Mom’s going to freak."

"Don’t worry about your mother, this conversation is between you and I and these four walls," he assured me. "Anyhow, was I was saying, you’ve been awakened. I expected that. However, if it was just general lust, I wouldn’t expect you to care who you were with."

"Hmm. Good point," I agreed.

"And didn’t you tell me that you’ve enjoyed Jared’s company this week, at lunch and stuff? Just talking, even though both of you were naked?"

"Yeah. Yeah, I have. He’s easy to talk to, he’s kind, he’s smart, funny."

"Right. Here’s my guess. My guess is you really like this guy. Now, my guess is that you also have the hots for him, and the two things are intertwined-but that doesn’t mean they’re the same." He smiled at me. "Trust me on this one, baby-sex with someone you have feelings for is the best sex there is. And there’s no shame in admitting that. Love between a boy and a girl doesn’t have to be pure, innocent, romance. Sex creeps in. That’s perfectly natural. Especially in the position you and Jared are in right now-if you like him, I would expect sex to creep in."

"Thanks, Daddy. You’re the best."

"Don’t mention it. Now, how does Jared feel about you?"

"I don’t know." I frowned. "He mentioned, at one point, a crush-a long-time crush, but nothing’s ever come of it. I don’t know how he feels about it now. I know one thing, though-I wasn’t the only one feeling something intense in Bio class."

"That’s good, but you need to know."

"You’re right. I do." I stood up, walked over to him, and kissed him on the cheek. "Thanks so much, Daddy. It helped, a lot."

"Good. Anything for my Punkin."

PART THREE-WEDNESDAY DAYTIME

CHAPTER ELEVEN JARED

I woke up Wednesday morning, and quickly got dressed, as I was running a wee bit late. That’s probably a good thing, because, even fully clothed, Tina kept grabbing my ass all through breakfast.

This was going to take a little getting used to.

Anyhow, I walked to school. Coming down Robin Road, which runs along the football field, I approached the path that goes to the school building, and I got a nice surprise. Amanda was there waiting for me.