I allowed my mind to wander for a moment, recalling the incident to which he referred. In an almost reckless attempt to identify a sadistic killer, I had channeled the last living moments of his second victim, a young woman named Karen Barnes. I could still feel the same tortuous pain she had felt when the killer physically ripped her beating heart from her chest. My own heart had gone still that day, and had it not been for the actions of Felicity, it would have remained that way.
I shuddered inwardly and pushed back the horrific remembrance. “Yeah, Ben, I know what you’re saying. I was a little on the ‘fucking terrified’ side myself.”
“I didn’t hit ya’ too hard, did I? I mean… Well I wasn’t quite sure about what ta’ do.”
“No. No, you didn’t,” I replied and then added, “But remind me never to make you angry.”
We both let out a light chuckle, and the sea of tension ebbed, if only for a brief moment.
“You can still feel ‘er or whatever, can’t you?” He asked, glancing sideways in my direction and squinting against the wind.
“Yes,” I admitted. “That’s why I came out here.”
“And it ain’t just her, is it? You pick up all kinds of shit the rest of us can’t see, don’tcha’?”
I nodded. “It happens.”
“All the time?”
“No, not all the time, fortunately.” I puffed on my cigar as I paused. “But enough.”
“Jeezus, white man…” He shook his head. “How do ya’ stand it? It’s gotta drive ya’ nuts.”
“How do you stand the things you see every day as a cop, Ben?” I asked rhetorically. “Just like you, I’ve learned to tune it out. But sometimes…”
An awkward pause rushed in behind my words to fill the void once more. Held fast by the chilled darkness surrounding us, it was cemented securely in place by our own fears of what we were facing. A thin streak of light danced hesitantly through the distant sky, spreading spidery tendrils and bringing an orange glow to the flat underbelly of the low-hanging clouds. Languid seconds flowed by, and finally a throaty rumble of thunder echoed in from the west, announcing the storm’s relentless advance.
When the wind blows from the West, departed souls will have no rest. The line of poetry drifted through my mind yet again.
“So what did Doctor Sanders find out?” I asked, forcing a minor redirection of the subject.
“She found soot and blistering in her trachea,” Ben answered. “That pretty much confirms she was alive when she was torched. Her shoulders were dislocated like you described. She had several torn ligaments and stress fractures. It was all just like ya’ said… Only other obvious thing was a few deep puncture wounds on ‘er back. She was only able ta’ find those because a portion of ‘er back was shielded from the fire by what she was chained to… Other than that, we’ll hafta wait on the lab stuff.”
“They called that pricking,” I sighed. “Witches aren’t supposed to bleed or feel pain, so it was believed that by stabbing them, the accusation could be proven.”
“That must not’ve been too effective,” he ventured. “Ya’ stick somebody, they’re gonna bleed.”
“They often used stilettos with retractable blades. Like a magician’s trick knife. That way there was no wound and therefore no blood and no pain.”
“They’d rig the test?”
“Of course. It wouldn’t do for them to be proven wrong after making a public accusation of heresy.”
“Yeah, but he didn’t rig this,” he protested. “She actually had wounds. Deep ones. Doc says she prob’ly woulda’ died from the internal injuries if he hadn’t torched ‘er first. She definitely bled an’ I’ll guarantee ya’ she had ta’ have screamed. I sure as hell would’ve.”
“He probably just assumed the blood wasn’t real and that it was an illusion. A spell cast by a consort of the devil. Any cries of pain were more than likely attributed to an attempt to trick him as well.”
“So even when this asswipe disproves his accusations with his own tests, he just changes the rules?”
“Correct,” I answered. “Once he accuses someone of heresy and WitchCraft, there is no reprieve. We’ll end up with a body.”
“Shit,” he muttered.
“You know, Ben,” I volunteered, “I hate to bring it up, but there is a relatively large and outspoken Pagan community in Saint Louis. Especially Witches and Wiccans. He isn’t going to have to look very hard for victims.”
He puffed quietly on his cigar then let out a long, frosty sigh before replying, “Yeah. Don’t remind me.”
CHAPTER 8
Bright sun shone down from a deep blue sky, decorated here and there with only the barest trails of wispy cirrus clouds. Though no longer pristine and unblemished, a deep blanket of snow still covered the city. Wide swaths of trampled footprints from children at play cut paths through otherwise smooth, white, rolling lawns. Across the street a stocking cap adorned snowman stood sentry outside the entrance of a carefully constructed snow fort. Armed with a broomstick, he stood rigidly at attention, executing his assigned duty like a frozen Marine.
Dirty grey mounds replete with grime, cinders and chemical additives were heaped alongside curbs, courtesy of County maintenance crews, resting exactly where they had been placed by the passing street department plows. They lined the avenues like the ornamental walls of a fairy tale winter wonderland estate. Each passing hour of warmth from the radiant sunlight slowly and painstakingly sculpted the piles into smaller versions of themselves, sometimes gouging Swiss cheese holes through areas of lesser density.
Later, when the temperature would again dip well below the freezing point, the process would switch gears, grinding mid-motion into reverse, and they would once again harden with crusty layers of glistening ice.
Iridescent stalactites flowed downward from the edge of our roof-several of them refracting the sun as Mother Nature’s slender prisms. Electric-hued primary colors danced through their conical, transparent shafts seeming to undulate slowly as the frozen water hovered just the other side of liquid fluidity. Shimmering droplets rolled steadfastly downward and gathered purposefully at the tips. Each drip growing and bulging ever larger until its weight combined with gravity to send it plummeting toward the earth below, only to be followed momentarily by yet another, and another…
I took a sip from my steaming oversized mug of hazelnut coffee as I watched the scene through the picture window of our living room. A little more than a week had passed since the great midwestern blizzard had all but completely buried Saint Louis and most of the bi-state region for that matter. It had taken a full two days for the city to dig itself out, and talk had already begun about the ability of the metropolitan sewer system to handle the impending run-off. Twenty-three inches of snow-all in one fell swoop-wasn’t exactly normal for the area, and winter still had a good month left to go. There was even panicked speculation that we could be in for a spring that would make the flood of ‘93 look like a minor mishap with a backed up kitchen sink.
As devastating as a flood would be, it was the least of my concerns at this particular instant. Fear had stalked me every moment, asleep or awake, since my becoming involved in this investigation. Each day that passed without another body turning up allowed me to relax a little more. But I knew deep down that it was only a temporary reprieve. This killer would be passing judgment on someone else and carrying out an execution based on his warped interpretation of an equally warped manuscript. Of this, there was no doubt in my mind. My only question was “When?”
Absently, I reached over and tended to a tickling itch on my forearm. Entirely unlike the burning pain that had once occupied that spot, the sensation was merely that of new skin growing as my body repaired itself. The wound had healed almost as quickly as it had appeared, lending even more credence to my feeling that it was an ethereal sign meant solely to gain my attention. With its mission accomplished, there was no longer a need for it to remain. The symbol was now visible as nothing more than a faint pink scar. With luck, that too would soon fade.