I smiled.:)
I typed in a reply: “Dear Kate-arrived safely. I’m not in the apartment. Spending a few days R amp;R at the beach.”
I thought a moment. I’m not good at this mushy stuff, so I followed her format and typed, “I missyou:(and I can’t wait to seeyou:) I’ll try to meet you at the airport. All my love, John.”
I sent it into cyberspace, thanked Susan, and left the office. Downstairs, I asked Peter where he got his hair done and he gave me the name of the place in Westhampton Beach.
I drove into the village, found Peter’s hairstyling place, and got my first decent haircut in over a month. I asked Tiffany, the young lady cutting my hair, “Do you know Peter, the desk clerk at the Bayview Hotel?”
“Sure. He has great hair.” She added, “Great skin, too.”
“How about me?”
“You have a nice tan.”
“I was in Yemen.”
“Where’s that?”
“Saudi Arabian peninsula.”
“No kidding? Where’s that?”
“I’m not sure.”
“Vacation?”
“No. I was on a secret and dangerous mission for the government.”
“No kidding? You want a little hairspray?”
“No, thanks.”
I paid Tiffany and inquired about where I could buy a bathing suit. She directed me to a sporting goods store a block away.
I walked to the store and bought a pair of baggy green swim trunks, a black T-shirt, and beach sandals. Tres Hamptons.
I drove back to the hotel and went into the lobby to check for phone messages, and to see if Peter noticed my new haircut, but he was off-duty. There were no messages, and I went to my room and changed into my new swimwear, remembering to remove the tags.
I checked my cell phone for messages, but no one had called, and my beeper was still not charged.
Thinking of Roxanne, I left a few dollars for the cleaning lady, and I exited my room.
I drove down to Cupsogue Beach County Park, parked in the lot and walked to the beach. It was a day of brilliant sunshine, warm temperatures, and a soft breeze.
I spent the morning swimming, catching a few September rays, and running barefoot on the beach, humming the score ofChariots of Fire.
By noon there were a few people on the beach, mostly families, enjoying what could be the last good beach weekend of the waning summer.
I was in better shape than I’d been in years, and I resolved to stay that way so that when Kate came home she’d marvel at my golden tan and my surfer-boy body. I wondered if she’d stayed in top shape in Dar es Salaam. I hoped I didn’t have to say something like, “You’ve put on a little weight, sweetheart.”
I should probably not say that until after we’d had sex.
I ran out to the western tip of the park where the inlet separated this barrier island from Fire Island, where the memorial service had been held at Smith Point County Park. This was the inlet from which Captain Spruck had sailed into the ocean on the evening of July 17, 1996, and seen something that had troubled him ever since.
It was the kind of golden late summer day that makes you reflect on the cycles of the seasons, with corresponding thoughts about the cycles of life and death, and what we’re doing on this planet, and why we’re doing it.
Weird birds circled overhead, then dived after unsuspecting fish, who in the blink of an eye were transported from sea, to air, to bird’s stomach.
Out there, over the ocean, 230 people had started a journey to Paris, but had suddenly fallen three miles through the night sky into the sea. Just like that.
A society can be judged by its response to untimely deaths-accidents and murder-and the society we lived in spent a lot of time, money, and effort to investigate accidents and murder. It was part of our culture that no murder go unpunished, and no accident be written off as unavoidable.
And yet, five years after TWA 800 exploded in midair, apparently and officially as a result of an electrical spark in the center fuel tank, not much had been done to correct the potentially catastrophic problem.
Meaning what? Meaning, perhaps, that the alternate theory-a missile-was still influencing some people’s thinking and decision-making.
As the years passed, and not one single similar problem had occurred-even with no remedial action taken in regard to the fuel tanks-the official conclusion became a little more suspect.
Ijogged along the ocean beach, then turned inland and ran up and down a few sand dunes, hoping to spot the tail of a kinetic missile sticking up out of the sand, but no such luck.
I found the small, sheltered valley between the dunes where Don Juan and his lady, now named Jill Winslow, had spread a blanket and spent a romantic and probably illicit hour or so on the beach. I wondered if this thing that had happened here still haunted them.
I took off my T-shirt and lay down where they’d probably lain down, my T-shirt for a pillow, and slept in the warm sand.
I had an erotic dream in which I was in an oasis in the Yemen desert, and my harem consisted of Kate, Marie, Roxanne, and Jill Winslow, who was wearing a veil, so I couldn’t see her face. There wasn’t anything too subtle about the dream, and it didn’t need much analysis, except for the part where Ted Nash showed up on a camel.
Back at the hotel, my message light was blinking, and I called the front desk. The clerk said to me, “Mr. Verdi called. He asked that you call him back. He left no number.”
“Thank you.”
Using the room phone, I called Dom Fanelli’s cell phone.
He answered, and I said, “Mr. Corey returning Mr. Verdi’s call.”
“Hey, Giovanni, you got my message?”
“I did. How’d you make out?”
“I spent all day banging away at my computer for you. It’s Saturday. I want to spend some quality time with my wife.”
“Tell Mary it was my fault.”
“No problem. Anyway, she went to her sister’s in Jersey. Factory outlet houses. You ever go to one of those places? Mama mia! These broads are practically changing clothes in the aisles. The more you spend, the more you save. Wrong. The more you spend, the more you spend. Right?”
“Right.” I knew by now that he’d gotten a hit.
“Anyway,” he said, “I found some Winslows for you, and I think I narrowed it down to one Jill Winslow who might fit. You want it?”
“Sure.”
“First, you tell me what this is about.”
“Dom, I can get the same shit you just got. What you want to know is something you should not know. Trust me on that.”
“I want to know. I’m not trading for it-I’m giving you what I found anyway-I just need to know what’s fucking up your head and your life.”
“I can’t talk over the phone. But I’ll tell you tomorrow, in person.”
“What if you get killed before then?”
“I’ll leave you a note. Come on, I don’t have a lot of time.”
“Okay, here’s the only Jill Winslow that fits the age group and the geography. Ready?”
“Ready.”
“Jill Penelope Winslow, married to Mark Randall Winslow-where do these WASPs get these names? She’s thirty-nine years old, no apparent place of employment. He’s forty-five, an investment banker with Morgan Stanley, works in Manhattan. They live at Number 12 Quail Hollow Lane, Old Brookville, Long Island, New York. No other property owned. According to DMV, they have three cars-a Lexus SUV, a Mercedes sedan, and a BMW Z3. You want the particulars?”
“I do.” He gave me the models, colors, and tag numbers, and I wrote them down.
He said, “The BMW is in her name.”
“Okay.”
He continued, “I tried a lot of different sources for the phone number, but no luck. I can probably get a number for you Monday. I did a criminal and civil check, but they’re clean. No Jill Penelope Winslow divorce or death, but your Jill Winslow and the one I focused on may not be the same person. So, without a middle name from you, or a DOB, or Social Security number-”