‘He was soaked to the skin, but other than that seemed perfectly sound in mind and limb and in tearing spirits. My first thought, and probably that of the others, was that he’d been drinking and had got into a fight. He was very flushed and had a cut under one eye as well as several scratch marks on his cheeks. Nathaniel heaved himself out of his chair, absolutely livid with temper, but before he could utter a word, Tom crossed the room, seized Eris Lilywhite about the waist and spun her round, shouting, “I’ve done it! I’ve done it! I’ve told old man Bush and his fat, frumpy daughter that I’m going to marry you, not her.” And he kissed her in front of everyone. Then he turned to Nathaniel and said, “I don’t care what you say, Father, Eris has promised to be my wife and I intend to wed her whatever measures you may take to try to prevent me.”’
‘What happened then?’ I asked, as my companion broke off, staring into the fire, obviously reliving the moment in her mind. ‘Dame Jacquetta?’ I leaned forward and gently touched her arm.
‘What?’ She jumped and turned a blank face towards me. Then understanding flowed back and she apologized.
‘I’m sorry, lad. I was lost in my own thoughts … What happened, you want to know. Well, I’ll tell you. My brother started to laugh, that’s what happened. Nathaniel sat down in his chair again and laughed until the tears ran down his cheeks. “You minx! You baggage!” he kept on saying to Eris. Then he grabbed her away from Tom and pulled her down on his knee. “You’re not going to marry her, my boy,” he said. “I am!” One of the twins, I remember, started to laugh, a loud, embarrassed sort of laugh, and the rest of us smiled feebly thinking it was either a very poor joke, or Nathaniel’s way of ridiculing Tom. We were all feeling shocked and someone, Petronelle I think, shouted, “You can’t do that, Thomas!” Though why she thought he would attend to anything she said, I’ve no idea. And, of course, he didn’t even hear her. He was staring at his father, absolutely transfixed.’
‘So when did you realize that your brother was serious?’ I asked.
‘Almost immediately. Nathaniel stopped laughing and just stared at us all until he had reduced us to silence. Then he said quite quietly, “You’re wrong if you think I’m funning. Eris promised to be my wife only this morning.” He kissed her cheek. “Tell them, my girl. Go on, don’t be scared. I won’t let them hurt you.” Scared!’ Jacquetta’s lips very nearly disappeared and she breathed heavily. ‘That hussy wasn’t scared! She just smiled serenely at us and said, “It’s true. I’m going to marry the Master. I’m sorry, Tom, but I didn’t think you’d be going down to the Roman Sandal today or I’d have told you earlier. You’d better try to make your peace with Rosamund.”’
Jacquetta rubbed a hand wearily across her forehead before continuing. ‘As you can imagine, Tom went wild. He caught hold of her wrists and pulled her off his father’s lap, then put both hands round Nathaniel’s throat and tried to strangle him. If Ned and the boys hadn’t managed to drag him away, it would have been a hanging matter. Tom would have killed him, I’m sure of that. But Ned and the twins had no sooner released him than he turned on Eris and tried to throttle her instead. Ned had to haul him off again, by which time Tom had begun to come to his senses. He tore himself free and flung himself away towards the outside door, cursing both his father and Eris. It was shocking to hear, but I don’t know that any of us blamed him. “May your soul rot in Hell this very night!” I remember him shouting at Eris, and then he rushed out into the storm.
‘Petronelle started shouting at Eris, too. “Go home!” she kept screaming. “You slut! You scheming little whore! Go home and tell your mother! We’ll see what Maud has to say about it!” Ned told her to be quiet. He was still attending to Nathaniel, who was very white and shaken, but beginning to come round; enough at any rate to tell us that if we didn’t like his choice of bride, we could all leave his house on the instant.’
‘And you … and Mistress Merryman …’ I suggested hesitantly, ‘Did you say anything?’
Jacquetta looked a little sheepish. ‘Probably,’ she admitted at length. ‘Although exactly what, I can’t remember. Petronelle was still yelling at Eris to go home. I went over to calm her down because I thought her in danger of having hysterics. I could understand why, of course. She could see that if my brother and Eris Lilywhite had a child, a son especially, Nathaniel was going to play God with Ned’s and the twins’ inheritance. Ned wouldn’t be able to call his soul his own: he’d be under constant threat of being cut out of his father’s will unless he obeyed every order to the letter.’
‘Had he never faced this threat from Tom?’ I queried.
My companion shook her head. ‘No. Tom has never been his father’s favourite. In many ways he’s too like Nathaniel for them to get along without bickering. The same traits in each irritate the other. Besides,’ she added viciously, ‘any idiot could see that Eris was going to be able to twist my brother round her little finger. The stupid old fool was besotted. And she’d take good care that any children of hers were given priority.’
‘Your nephew, Ned, went out after his brother, I believe.’
‘Not immediately, and not for long. He came back in about ten minutes, saying there was no sign of Tom and it was too dark and too stormy to go looking for him. I’d managed to quieten Petronelle down in the meantime, but as soon as she saw Ned she started up again and suddenly flung herself at Eris, clawing, kicking … That was when Eris left. She grabbed her cloak from the peg, announced she was going home and burst out sobbing. No tears, though, that I could see: it was all a fake for my brother’s benefit if you want my opinion. Then she ran out. Nathaniel was all for going after her, but Ned said his father was in no fit condition: he’d go. He was absent a lot longer the second time. When he did return, he said he’d called on Maud Lilywhite to tell her what had happened. Poor soul! She was as shocked as he was, and he’d waited a while with her, both of them hoping that Eris would appear. When she didn’t, he came on home. Of course, we all thought she’d turn up eventually. Although where we thought she was or what she was doing on a night like that, I now find it hard to imagine. But at the time, none of us was thinking properly. Nathaniel began shouting at Ned to go and look again, upbraiding him for not doing enough to find Eris, but suddenly Ned had had enough. He looked ghastly, absolutely exhausted, and so did Petronelle. “Fuck you, Father!” he said. “I’m going to bed!” And he seized Petronelle’s arm and pushed her out of the hall ahead of him and upstairs to their bedchamber. I heard him slam the door.’
There was another pause, so lengthy that I thought Jacquetta must have finished her tale, but she suddenly stirred and went on, ‘That was when Nathaniel said he was going out to search for Eris. Elvina and I told him not to be a silly old fool – he had a cough bad enough to see him six feet under – but he wouldn’t listen. He put on his cloak and took a lantern. The twins tried to stop him, but he cursed them and pushed them away, so they went with him. Needless to say, they lost one another in the dark. The lantern got blown out in the gale, and they came straggling back one at a time; Nathaniel after about half an hour, then Christopher and lastly Jocelyn. Josh said he’d even been down to the village, but didn’t do more than look up and down the main street. It wasn’t a fit night for a cat to be out in, let alone go knocking on doors. Besides, as you can guess, neither of the boys was that anxious to find Eris. If she never came back, it would be too soon for them. They’re not stupid: they knew very well what their grandfather’s marriage to her could mean, for Ned and for themselves.’