“When’s that cast coming off, Rayburn?” asked the coach. “We need you back at third.”
“Next week,” said Will. “I’ll only miss one more game.” He had missed four games already, and he was worried about losing his position to a skinny freshman.
The next day Tula was waiting for him after practice in a grove of apple trees that had been an orchard way back before the school was built. Will settled himself beside her and pulled the most recent letter from the state university out of his pocket. It was crumpled, but the words hadn’t changed even though he’d practically worn them out by running his index finger over the lines of text, something he did again as he read the letter aloud. All the while his aura stretched and flexed, and occasionally it intersected with Tula’s aura, which retreated slightly in deference to their comparative forces, but advanced too, in response to the magnetism that had an attractive as well as a repelling force. The letter talked about his accomplishments and test scores and indicated that the college gave generous scholarships to promising student-athletes like Will.
“Why, Will! That’s wonderful news!” exclaimed Tula. Her eyes shone, and when she looked at Will, he saw himself reflected in her expression of surprise.
Will rested the dirty cast on his knee and said that college was only the first step, that after that came medical school. The notion that the idea had been planted there by the headmaster’s report landed briefly in his consciousness before taking off again.
Tula didn’t blink as she asked him what kind of doctor he was going to be.
“An orthopedic surgeon,” replied Will.
“I volunteer at a health-care clinic!” exclaimed Tula. “I’ve already gotten all seven Rainbow merit bars, so I’m working on getting my service jewel. You could come along with me some time if you want.”
This was an unexpected invitation, and Will readily accepted. It wasn’t a date, exactly, but it was the next best thing.
5.2 Maggie
One morning, apropos of nothing, Valerie stopped what she was doing and said, “Of course people make mistakes. We’re only human, after all.”
Since there was no one else in the room, Maggie assumed Valerie was talking to her. “Excuse me?” she said, but Valerie just snapped her gum and made little huffing sounds as if what she was doing was physically exhausting.
Maggie spent the rest of the morning pondering Valerie’s strange outburst. Had she been talking about the justice system or about something else? Did she know more than she was letting on about prisoners who had been wrongly convicted? If so, why was she so glib in denying it whenever Maggie brought the subject up? And what had made her mention it on a quiet day when the director was out of the office?
When Valerie went on her break, Maggie sat in her co-worker’s chair and flipped through the neat stacks of papers on her desk, but she found nothing out of the ordinary. Then she prodded Valerie’s computer to life, but she didn’t have the password and wasn’t able to get past the log-in screen. By the time Valerie returned, Maggie’s curiosity had gotten the better of her. “What mistakes?” she asked. “A few minutes ago you said something about mistakes.”
“Oh,” said Valerie. “DC’s in a twitter because he can’t find a top-secret report some muckety-muck sent him. I’m sure I don’t know where it is, but you know DC. It’s always someone else’s fault.”
Ever since taking the document from the munitions plant, the word “top-secret” had held a special meaning for Maggie, and she hoped she didn’t look as eager and unsettled as she felt. Now she wondered if she was being accused of something. She had copied Tomás’s file, but she hadn’t really taken it, and as far as she knew, it wasn’t secret. “What’s so top-secret?” she asked as casually as she could.
“Lord if I know,” said Valerie. “I just push the papers, I don’t read the damn things.”
Maggie had begun to notice how importantly Valerie presided over the office and how quick she was to pass the boring or unpleasant tasks on to Maggie. “You don’t mind if I delegate, do you?” Valerie would call to DC through the glass partition of his office, and mostly he would wave his hand dismissively. “Just so the job gets done, I don’t care who does it,” he would tell her, although now and then he would shake his head and say, “I want you to handle this personally. Give it that special Vines touch.” Then Valerie would laugh knowingly and pass something more menial on to Maggie. It wasn’t as if Valerie was shirking, for even though she left every day at exactly five o’clock, she worked hard and often arrived half an hour early. Lately, though, she seemed to be going out of her way to make it clear to everyone what the pecking order was.
A few days after telling Maggie about the missing report, Valerie wore a blouse that was so sheer in the back that the black hooks on her bra were entirely visible and anyone standing behind her could read the writing on the label that said 36 D. The front panel of the blouse was made from a respectable navy fabric and from that angle, Valerie looked proper and businesslike, but from behind, she looked like a slut. The blouse bothered Maggie out of all proportion to what it was, for it seemed to say something not only about how Valerie had hidden sides to her, but also about how everyone did.
All morning, Maggie kept sending irritated glances in her co-worker’s direction, but mostly Valerie ignored her, answering the phone and making neat stacks of documents for DC to review or for Maggie to cart down to the file room. It was almost as if someone had snuck up behind her and altered her blouse without her knowledge. At one point, the lanyard that held her ID badge looped over one of her breasts in a way that would have embarrassed Maggie, but Valerie did nothing to fix it. She only stretched her arms above her head when DC walked by, further emphasizing her anatomy before getting up and walking to the hallway alcove where the copy machine was kept. The director had his head down, but if he had looked up just then, he would have been treated to a view of the see-through part of the blouse and the thick elastic of the bra. Maggie could stand it no longer, and when DC went off to an afternoon meeting, she cried, “Valerie! Your blouse is completely inappropriate!”
“And what are you, the clothing police?” Valerie smiled and coughed out a hoarse little laugh.
Maggie immediately regretted her outburst. In an attempt to cover up her disapproval, she said, “It looks great on you, don’t get me wrong. I just wouldn’t have worn it to the office.”
“You wouldn’t have worn it at all,” said Valerie. “Frankly, you don’t have the body for it — but no offense.” She didn’t sound at all like Misty when she said it. Misty would have added, If you’ve got it, flaunt it. Or she would have said, Hell yeah, it’s inappropriate. I’m trying to shake things up a bit. It’s high time we had a little fun around here.
But Valerie wasn’t Misty. For the first time since quitting her job at the munitions plant, Maggie thought about her old life and wondered if she had made a mistake. Of course people make mistakes, she thought, and when she realized those were the very words Valerie had used that morning, she wondered if someone was using Valerie to send her a message the way Pastor Price said Jesus sometimes did.
Just before she left for the day, Maggie tried to patch things up with Valerie. “I’ll walk out with you,” she said. “Will has a game this evening, so I can’t stay late.”
The two women gathered up their things, but just as they were going out the door, Valerie said she had forgotten something. “You go on. I’d forget my head if it wasn’t screwed on.”
“Okay, see you tomorrow,” said Maggie, but a niggling suspicion made her loiter in a dark elbow of the hallway to see what Valerie would do. Instead of retrieving some forgotten item, Valerie took a piece of paper from her purse and tucked it into DC’s locked bank of files before closing everything up again, hiding the key in her desk drawer, and breezing down the corridor in a whirl of efficiency and Shalimar perfume. Maggie followed quietly behind. It was only when she got to the parking lot that she discovered the reason for the charade. Valerie didn’t head toward her own parking space at all, but walked the entire length of the asphalt lot and got into a car that was waiting at the far end. Even though the car was too far away for Maggie to identify, she knew it belonged to DC. She should have known it all along.