“Exactly.” I move around a rack of kid souvenir shirts, and from the corner of my eye spot the familiar blue package. “Gasp,” I say. “There they are.”
“Where?” Cora whips around, looking frantic. “Do they have my fancy flavor?”
I direct her head toward the Pop-Tarts just as I hear, “Stella?”
My entire body freezes as the authoritarian voice I grew up with shakes me to my bones. Slowly, I turn around and come face to face with my dad. My dad, shirtless, wearing swim trunks and a straw hat.
I’m going to tell you right now—this isn’t normal.
Growing up, my dad was straitlaced. Rigid, almost. He woke up, worked out in the garage, ate breakfast with the family, and then went to work, where he did something like computer processing. Still not quite sure on the details. When he’d get home, Mom would have the food on the table, ready, and then he’d check over our homework while Mom cleaned the kitchen. If we were lucky and he was in a good mood, he’d play a round of cards with me and my sisters. He wore a button-up shirt until he had to take it off to go to bed, and his hair was always perfectly parted to the side and slicked down with gel. Not a hair out of place. Always a freshly shaven face.
That is not the man I’m looking at right now. Yes, he might have the same stern look in his deep chocolate eyes, but that’s as far as it goes when it comes to the man I know as my father.
“Dad?” I ask, still unsure if it’s him.
“Stelly, have you been drinking?”
My spine immediately stiffens, and I’m about to answer when Cora tumbles into me. “Oh yes. The Mai Tais are fantastic and we plan on procuring a long-lasting relationship with them while here, but don’t worry, Mr. Stella’s Dad, we stayed away from Fireball.” She taps her nose and then points at my dad. “We’re keeping it classy.”
Yup . . . really classy.
My dad has never seen me drunk.
And the fear coursing through me of acting like a fool in front of him is real.
But to my shock, he says, “The Mai Tais just about took me down last night.”
Umm . . .
What?
Dad reaches his hand out and says, “I’m Donny.”
I nearly choke on my own saliva. Donny?
**EYES POP OUT**
DONNY?
Uh . . . never in my ENTIRE twenty-nine years has my dad EVER referred to himself as Donny. He’s always been Donald, and nothing else.
Donald Garcia with the pressed pants.
Donald Garcia with the sensible Volkswagen, which wasn’t allowed to be eaten in.
Donald Garcia who would polish his shoes at night as a relaxation technique.
Never once was he ever called Donny. My mom never called him Donny. She wouldn’t dare. Maybe that’s why they fell out of love—the inability to call each other nicknames.
No. I know why they divorced.
They never really loved each other. Thrown together by their parents, they married, had kids, raised them, and when we were all out of the house, they called it quits. They’re friendly with each other, but not friendly enough to call each other nicknames like Donny.
“Coraline, but everyone calls me Cora.” She shakes my dad’s hand. “Wow, what a surprise, finding your daughter in Hawaii, at the same resort. What are the odds?”
Yeah, what are the odds?
I’ll tell you. They’re slim, but that seems to be the kind of luck I have.
Perplexed and still trying to figure out if this is a side effect of the Mai Tais, I ask, “Dad, what, uh . . . what are you doing here?”
He rocks on his heels. “Oh, you know, just living the good life.”
Okay. This is definitely the Mai Tais. There’s no way in hell my dad would ever say something like living the good life. And here I thought I’d have a long-lasting relationship with the rum concoction.
Oh hell no. Not if it’s making me have strange conversations with my dad where he says things like living the good life.
Chuckling, I shake my head. “Sorry, I thought you said ‘living the good life.’ These Mai Tais must be hitting me really hard.”
“No, that’s what he said,” Cora says. “And I couldn’t agree more. Life is too short. We have to enjoy it when we can. By the way, love the board shorts. Men are so scared to wear the short ones, but, dare I say, great legs, Mr. Donny.”
“Why, thank you. Your friend is smart.” Dad looks at me and smiles before opening up his arms. “Where’s my hug, Stelly?”
Before I can even consider what it would be like to be pressed against my dad’s naked chest, he envelops me against him, and I’m caught up in the smell of sunscreen and beer as he snuggles me against his furry chest.
Curly hairs rub against my nose.
His pecs encase my cheek.
And I can honestly say, I’ve never been this intimate with my father.
“It’s good to see you. You’re always so busy, I never get to see you anymore.” When he pulls away, I try not to flinch as I feel the imprint of my dad’s gray chest hair against my cheek. Not sure I’ve ever seen him shirtless, let alone hugged the man when he’s running around topless.
This shop must be another dimension. Alternate reality. A threshold for what-the-fuck situations. I hate to say it, but I don’t think the Pop-Tarts are worth the trouble. And that’s saying a lot, coming from drunk me.
“Why aren’t you visiting with your dad?” Cora chastises me.
“What?” I blink, still trying to comprehend what’s going on. “Uh, I teach a lot.”
“Not during the summer.”
“I teach workout classes during the summer,” I say, dazed.
“What kind of workout classes?” a female voice asks to my right.
Now who the hell is that?
I turn to see who spoke up when my jaw nearly hits the ground.
No.
Fucking.
Way.
“Stella Garcia, as I live and breathe.” Turning to my dad, she asks, “Donny, did you plan this?”
Dad rests his hand on his stomach and in a jolly tone says, “I had no idea she was here.”
Please excuse me while I brace myself against a clothing rack.
The cool fabric of the souvenir shirts, which have been hanging in the air-conditioned space, are a contrast to my heated skin.
What in the fresh hell is happening?
Ashley Broome, my high school nemesis, is standing in front of me. The girl who made my freshman and sophomore years on the volleyball team a living hell is standing . . . right . . . there . . . looking at me with those perfect blue eyes, long blonde hair and—oh, wow.
And she’s calling my dad Donny.
Swallowing back the bile that has risen in my throat, I say, “Ashley. Wow, what are you doing here?”
She laughs and pushes at my shoulder as if we’ve been friends for years. “Oh, always the joker.”
She steps toward my dad and, in absolute horror, I watch as she slips her hand into my dad’s.
My eyes zero in on the connection. My vision begins to tunnel.
She’s holding on to him.
But not just like “oh no, I tripped on my ho-y sandals and I need to brace myself.”
No, she’s holding him as if—as if . . . she belongs to him.
As if they’re—I swallow bile—together.
What in the devil is happening?
“We’re here celebrating,” Ashley says.
Mouth dry, my heart pounding, ready to escape my chest, I say, “Celebrating what?”
She chuckles, and I watch as she takes her other hand and presses it against my dad’s naked chest, just where my cheek uncomfortably rested a few moments ago. She smiles up at him as if he’s her entire world, and that’s when my eyes see it.