He pressed down until I was flat on my back, and he was above me, his weight perfect and crazy. His hand slid up, bunching the material, his fingers grazing. The touch was too much and not enough. My chest rose and fell rapidly as his leg moved over mine, between mine. When he broke away, I gasped for air, for control I was quickly losing.
I need to stop, he said roughly, eyes closing tightly, lashes fanning the tips of his cheeks. Like, right now.
I threaded my fingers through the curls at the back of his neck, hoping he didnt notice how badly my hand shook. Yeah, we should.
He nodded, but then he lowered his head and kissed me again. Good to see he had the same amount of willpower as I did, which was zilch. My hands slid down his back, digging into the shirt he wore, finding their way under it, splaying across his warm skin. I curled my leg around his. We were close, so close that even if our hearts hadnt beat in tandem before, it wouldnt have mattered, because they wouldve found each other and joined now.
Our breaths were coming fast. This was insane. Perfect. His hand crept under my shirt, moving up and up, and every part of me wanted to press the stop button on the world and then hit repeat so I could feel this way over and over again.
Daemon stiffened.
Oh, dear God and baby Jesus in the manger, my eyes! Dee shrieked. My eyes!
My own eyes snapped open. Daemon lifted his head, eyes luminous. Then I realized my hands were still up his shirt. I yanked them out.
Oh my God, I whispered, mortified.
Daemon said something that burned my ears. Dee, you didnt see anything. And then he added much lower, Because you have impeccable timing.
You were on
her and your mouths were doing this. I could just imagine her hand signals at that point. She went on. And thats more than I want to see. Like, ever.
I pushed at Daemons chest, and he rolled off. I sat up and twisted around, keeping my head low so my hair could hide my burning cheeks. I caught sight of Dee and even though youd think shed caught us buck naked in the act, instead of making out, she was grinning.
What do you want, Dee? Daemon said.
She huffed, pressing her hands on her hips. Well, I dont want anything from you . I wanted to talk to Katy.
My head jerked up, embarrassment be damned. You do?
Ash and I were going to this new little shop in Moorefield Saturday afternoon. They sell vintage dresses. For prom, she added as I continued to stare at her.
Prom? I didnt get it.
Yeah, proms at the end of the month. She glanced at her brother, her cheeks turning rosy. Most of the dresses are going to be gone. And I dont know if the place has anything, but Ash heard about it and you know how she is with clothes, so shes in the know. Like, a couple of days ago, she found this really cute cropped sweater that-
Dee, Daemon said, a small grin tugging his lips.
What? Im not talking to you. She faced me, exasperated. Anyway, would you like to go with us? Or have you already gotten a dress? Because if you have gotten a dress, then I guess the trip is pointless, but you could still-
No. I havent gotten a dress. I couldnt believe she was asking me to do something with her. I was stunned and hopeful and stunned some more.
Good! She grinned. Then we can go on Saturday. I thought about asking Lesa if she wanted to go
I had to be dreaming. She wanted to ask Lesa, too? What did I miss? I glanced at Daemon as his sister chattered on and he grinned. Wait, I said. I wasnt planning on prom.
What? Dees mouth dropped open. Its senior prom.
I know, but with everything going on
I havent really thought about it. A lie, because you couldnt step anywhere at school and not see flyers and banners about it.
Dees incredulous expression grew. Its senior prom.
But
I tucked my hair back and glanced at Daemon. You havent even asked me to go.
He smiled. I didnt think I needed to ask. I assumed we would go.
Well, you know what they say about people who assume, Dee said, rocking back on the balls of her feet.
He ignored her, his grin fading. What, Kitten?
I blinked. How can we go to prom with everything going on? Were so close to having enough tolerance to go back to Mount Weather and-
And prom is on a Saturday, he said, pulling my hand away from my hair. So lets say that in two weeks when were ready to go, it will be Sunday.
Dee shot forward, hobbling from one foot to the other like her feet were playing hot potato. And its only a few hours. You guys can halt the self-mutilation for a few hours.
The problem wasnt the time or really even the onyx. It didnt seem right to go to prom after everything, after Carissa
Daemon slipped his arm around me as he leaned, his voice low as he spoke. Its not wrong, Kat. You deserve this.
I closed my eyes. Why should we get to celebrate when she cant?
He rested his cheek against mine. Were still here and we deserve to be, to do normal things every once in a while.
Did we?
Its not your fault, he whispered, and then kissed my temple. He pulled back, eyes searching mine. Will you go to prom with me, Kat?
Dee shifted some more. You should really say yes, so we can go dress shopping and so I dont have to witness a really awkward moment of you turning down my brother. Even though he deserves to be knocked down a peg or two.
I laughed, glancing at her. Dee gave me a tentative smile, and that hope was springing back. Okay. I took a deep breath. Ill go to prom-only because I dont want this conversation to get awkward.
Daemon tweaked my nose. Ill take what I can get for as long as I can get it.
A cloud passed over the sun and seemed to halt. The temperature dropped significantly.
My smile started to falter as a chill snaked down my spine. This was a happy momenta good moment. There was hope for Dees and my relationship. And prom was a big deal. Daemon in a tux and all would be a pretty awesome sight. We were going to be normal teenagers for the night, but the shadow over us had somehow slipped inside me.
What is it? Daemon asked, concerned.
Nothing, I said, but it was something. I just didnt know what.
Armentrout, Jennifer L.
Opal ( A Lux Novel)
Chapter 30
One of the first things I did the next day was invite Lesa. I was thrilled when she perked up and agreed. It made me feel a lot better about my decision to go. Like Carissas best friend approved and that went a long way.
Like me, she was a tad wary of going shopping with Ash, and a glimmer of her old personality shone through when she started making cracks.
I bet shell get something ridiculously tight and short and make the rest of us feel like unattractive Oompa Loompas. She sighed pitifully. No. Scratch that. Shell probably just go to the dress store and parade in front of the mirror naked.
I laughed. No doubt, but Im happy Dee invited us.
Me, too, she said seriously. I miss her, especially after
Yeah, I just miss her.
My smile was a bit wobbly. Whenever Carissa came up in conversation, I never knew how to handle it. Luckily, for today, we were interrupted by Daemon, who decided to tug on my ponytail like a six-year-old.
He sat behind me and then poked me in the back with his trusty pen.
I rolled my eyes at Lesa and then turned around. You and that damn pen.
You love it. He leaned over his desk, tapping it off my chin. Anyway, I thought I could catch a ride home with you after school. That thing weve got to do later was delayed for about an hour. And your moms already at Winchester by then, right?