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“Ah, as for that,” said Horace, “I don’t think it would be of any help to you in making up your scenes. For instance, I like to walk on a wooden floor sprinkled with sugar. It’s that neat little sound. .”

Just then Mary came in to ask them all out into the garden. It was a dark night and the guests were requested to form couples and carry torches. Mary took Horace’s arm and together they showed the way. At the door that led into the garden, each guest picked a small torch from a table and lit it at a flaming bowl on another table. The torchlight attracted the neighbors, who gathered at the low hedge, their faces like shiny fruit with watchful eyes among the bushes, glinting with distrust. Suddenly Mary crossed a flowerbed, flicked a switch, and Daisy appeared, lit up in the high branches of a tall tree. It was one of Mary’s surprises and was greeted with cheers and exclamations. Daisy was holding a white fan spread on her breast. A light behind the fan gave her face a theatrical glow. Horace kissed Mary and thanked her for the surprise. Then, as the guests scattered, he saw Daisy staring out toward the street he took on his way home every day. Mary was leading him along the hedge when they heard one of the neighbors shout at others still some distance away, “Hurry! The dead woman’s appeared in a tree!” They staggered back to the house, where everyone was toasting the surprise. Mary had the twins — her maids, who were sisters — get Daisy down from the tree and change her water for bed.

About an hour had gone by since their return from the garden when Mary started looking around for Horace and found him back in the show room with the boys. She was pale, and everyone realized something serious had happened. She had the boys excuse Horace and led him up to the bedroom. There he found Daisy with a knife stuck under one breast. The wound was leaking hot water down her dress, which was soaked, and dripping on the floor. She was in her usual chair, with big open eyes. But when Mary touched her arm she felt it going cold.

Collapsing into Horace’s arms, Mary burst out crying:

“Who could have dared to come up here and do such a thing?”

After a while she calmed down and sat in a chair to think what was to be done. Then she said:

“I’m going to call the police.”

“You’re out of your mind,” he said. “We can’t offend all our guests just because one of them misbehaved. And what will you tell the police? That someone stuck a knife in a doll and that she’s leaking? Let’s keep this to ourselves. One has to accept setbacks with dignity. We’ll send her in for repairs and forget about it.”

“Not if I can help it,” said Mary. “I’m going to call a private detective. Don’t let anyone touch her — the fingerprints must be on the knife.”

Horace tried to reason with her, reminding her the guests were waiting downstairs. They agreed to lock the doll in, as she was. But, the moment Mary had left the room, he took out his handkerchief, soaked it in bleach, and wiped off the handle of the knife.

IV

Horace had managed to convince Mary to say nothing about the wounded doll. The day Frank came for her, he brought his mistress, Louise. She and Mary went into the dining room, where their voices soon mixed like twittering birds in connecting cages: they were used to talking and listening at the same time.

Meantime, Horace and Frank shut themselves in the study. They spoke one at a time, in undertones, as if taking turns at drinking from a jug.

Horace said, “I was the one who stuck the knife in her so I’d have an excuse to send her in to you. . without going into explanations.” And they stood there in silence, with their heads bowed.

Mary was curious to know what they were discussing. Deserting Louise for a minute, she went to put her ear to the study door. She thought he recognized her husband’s voice, but it sounded hoarse and blurred. (At that moment, still mumbling into his chin, Horace was saying, “It may be crazy, but I’ve heard of sculptors falling in love with their statues.”) In a while, Mary went back to listen again, but she could only make out the word “possible,” pronounced first by her husband, then by Frank. (In fact, Horace had just said: “It must be possible,” and Frank had answered, “If it’s possible, I’ll do it.”)

One afternoon, a few days later, Mary realized Horace was acting strangely. He would linger over her, with fond eyes, then abruptly draw back, looking worried. As he crossed the courtyard at one point, she called after him, went out to meet him and, putting her arms around his neck, said:

“Horace, you can’t fool me. I know what’s on your mind.”

“What?” he said, staring wildly.

“It’s Daisy.”

He turned pale:

“Whatever gave you that idea?”

He was surprised that she did not laugh at his odd tone.

“Oh, come on, darling. . After all, she’s like a daughter to us by now,” Mary insisted.

He let his eyes dwell on her face, and with them his thoughts, going over each of her features as if reviewing every corner of a place he had visited daily through many long happy years. Then, breaking away, he went and sat in the little parlor to think about what had just happened. His first reaction, when he suspected his wife had found him out, had been to assume she would forgive him. But then, observing her smile, he had realized it was madness to suppose she could imagine, let alone forgive, such a sin. Her face had been like a peaceful landscape, with a bit of golden evening glow on one cheek, the other shaded by the small mound of her nose. He had thought of all the good left in the innocence of the world and the habit of love, and the tenderness with which he always came back to her face after his adventures with the dolls. But in time, when she discovered not only the abysmal nature of his more than fatherly affection for Daisy but also the care with which he had gone about organizing his betrayal, her face and all its features would be devastated. She would never be able to understand the sudden evil in the world and in the habit of love, or feel anything but horror at the sight of him.

So he had stood there, gazing at a spot of sun on his coat sleeve. As he withdrew his arm, the spot had shifted, like a taint, to her dress. Then, heading for the little parlor, he had felt his twisted insides lump and sag, like dead weights. Now he sat on a small bench, thinking he was unworthy of being received into the lap of a family armchair, and he felt as uncomfortable as if he had sat on a child. He hardly recognized the stranger in himself, disillusioned at being made of such base metal. But, to his surprise, a bit later, in bed with the covers pulled up over his ears, he went straight to sleep.

Mary was on the phone to Frank, saying:

“Listen, Frank, you’d better hurry with Daisy. Horace is worrying himself sick.”

Frank said:

“I have to tell you, Mary, it’s a bad wound, right in the middle of the circulatory system. We can’t rush it. But I’ll do my best, I promise.”

In a while, Horace woke up under his pile of blankets. He found himself blinking down a kind of slope, toward the foot of the bed, and saw a picture of his parents on the far wall. They had died in an epidemic when he was a child. He felt they had cheated him: he was like a chest they had left full of dirty rags instead of riches, fleeing like thieves in the dark before he could grow up and expose the fraud. But then he was ashamed of these monstrous thoughts.

At dinner, he tried to be on his best behavior.

Mary said:

“I called Frank about hurrying Daisy.”

If only she had known the madness and betrayal she was contributing to by hastening his pleasure! he thought, blindly casting right and left, like a horse trying to butt its way out.

“Looking for something?” asked Mary.