It was sunset when I reached the temporary hospital that the defenders had set up in the Market District, and a light rain was falling from a sky of purple and smudged grey. Even outside, the smell was revolting: a stink of sickness and death, with undertones of tinny blood and the sharp rankness of vomit. Within, what had once been a small warehouse was now filled with an assortment of beds, all presumably requisitioned from nearby homes. Perhaps two-thirds were currently occupied; the majority of the bedridden wore what I’d come to think of as the Altapasaedan uniform, and all but a lucky few possessed injuries that turned my stomach just to look at them. I kept my eyes down as I traversed the room, manoeuvring to avoid the assortment of priests, healers and red-robed surgeons that were trying, inadequately, to divide their attentions amongst the wounded.
None of the beds had been large or sturdy enough to support Saltlick, so they’d built him a kind of nest from straw instead. From a distance he looked like a stillborn chick, still smeared with natal blood. His carers had bandaged his wounds as well as they could, but since they hadn’t been able to move him, many gaping cuts and countless shallower gashes had been left undressed. I was used to him healing quickly, quicker than a man every could, but so far as I could judge he was in no better state than when I’d last seen him. It struck me that perhaps his powers of recuperation had simply been overwhelmed by the sheer volume of his injuries — and the thought made the pit of my stomach turn cold.
Saltlick’s eyes were open. When they fixed on me, I thought for a moment that he smiled, ever so distantly. Then again, it could as easily have been a twitch, a convulsion of pain rather than recognition.
I knelt beside him, so as to bring my face closer to his eye level. “Saltlick… I’m going to have to go away for a while.”
I hadn’t expected a response, but it still stung me when none came — not even the flicker of an eyelid.
“When I get back,” I continued, “I expect to see you on your feet. We can’t have you lolling around like this in a crisis.”
Saltlick blinked then, slowly and heavily, as though the effort was almost too great. For a moment, I wasn’t sure he’d open his eyes again — but when he did, it was only to stare through me once more.
“I don’t know how long I’ll be. I wish I could stay here to help look after you… because frankly, I don’t much trust anyone else to do it. But I’m sure Estrada will do her best. I suppose she’s good at this sort of thing.”
I sought out a patch on his arm that wasn’t marred with blood or bandages and placed my hand on it. I thought he flinched when my skin touched his, but it was over in an instant, so I didn’t move the hand away.
“Everything’s going to be all right,” I told him. “Do you hear me, Saltlick? Do you understand?”
But there was no reply — and whether that meant he didn’t hear or that he couldn’t answer or that things really wouldn’t be all right this time, I had no way to tell.
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
It was dark when I left Saltlick and the hospital, darker than the city had any right to be at such an hour — as if no one was willing to light a torch or lamp for fear it would somehow draw the notice of the enemies outside their gates. The rain had picked up, too, turned from a drizzle into the cautious beginnings of a torrent, and the chill it had brought to the air was enough to make me huddle inside my cloak.
At least the gloom and the foul weather suited my disposition. I’d thought I’d prepared myself, thought I’d accepted the possibility that Saltlick might die; but I’d been wrong, and I knew now that nothing could have prepared me. Nor was fear for my friend the only thing poisoning my mood. Though Saltlick hovered constantly in the back of my mind, the foreground was filled entirely with worry for myself. Because one indirect consequence of Saltlick’s injuries was that I couldn’t possibly do what I might have under other circumstances, and take the opportunity I’d been gifted to flee Altapasaeda forever.
I couldn’t care less about Kalyxis and her threats. Alvantes and Estrada could look after themselves, and wasn’t it their poor judgement that had brought the accursed woman down on us in the first place? Whether I came back with or without Malekrin, it wasn’t as if I could contribute to the city’s defence, other than to be another victim when the gates were finally breached. No, I could see little reason to return, but for that one thing: if I left now, I’d never know whether Saltlick was alive or dead.
Which meant that, rather than use my mission as an opportunity to slip away, I’d have to take it seriously — no matter how futile it almost certainly was. And since my recent trip to the far north had left me with a definite distaste towards blundering in unprepared, that in turn meant one more visit before I even considered leaving Altapasaeda.
I’d vaguely hoped Mounteban’s thugs would consider their duty done and leave me to my business. But I’d recognised it for the vain wish it was, and I wasn’t surprised when, as I turned not back towards the Dancing Cat but eastward in the direction of the docks, one of them caught my shoulder and said, “This isn’t the way.”
“This is my way,” I told him.
“Not likely. You got a job to do, the boss says.”
“I have, and I’m doing it. If there’s a problem, feel free to run along to Mounteban and ask him what you should do.”
“Or I could break your knees,” the thug said thoughtfully, as though he were merely contributing to a philosophical debate.
“Why not?” I agreed. “I’m sure I won’t need to be able to walk or ride for that job you’re supposed to be making sure I do.” Then it occurred to me that sarcasm was a risky proposition when a misunderstanding had the potential to end so badly. “This is a part of the job, all right? So just tag along and keep quiet.”
I could see he didn’t like it, but since Mounteban obviously hadn’t filled him in on even the most basic details of why he was here, he didn’t have much choice. He shrugged bulky shoulders at his companion, and the two of them retook their positions at my elbows.
Just then, that actually suited me. The avenues I wove my way through were a little too quiet, and it struck me that even in the driving rain there were bound to be a few disreputable types out, those who hadn’t given themselves over to Mounteban’s cause and who would consider a burgeoning siege the perfect opportunity to go about their business undisturbed. Given the scanty illumination, I could have made my way across the city unseen without much effort, but it was quicker and easier to be escorted by two such off-putting companions.
Sure enough, no one bothered me in the time it took me to find the one narrow, dead-end street I sought; in fact, everyone we saw was quick to change their route. I hurried to the door I was after, a portal that only revealed itself as different from its neighbours on careful inspection: for where those were cheap and rickety, this was reinforced within by sturdy beams and metal bands, and probably only a little less solid than the city’s own gates.
Behind that unusual door was the home and business of a man named Franco, dealer of weapons, outfits and more outlandish merchandise for the criminal of discerning tastes. The last time I’d visited he’d made it quite clear that I wasn’t forgiven for embroiling him, however indirectly, in our conflict with Castilio Mounteban; but if there was one thing that could be said for Franco it was that he’d never turn away paying business.
I hammered on the door, and after a few seconds a panel in its upper half slid aside, revealing narrow eyes set in crinkled, leathered skin. Franco squinted suspiciously, first at me and then at Mounteban’s thugs. “Damasco,” he said. “I didn’t expect to see you again so soon. Who are your new friends?”