“That doesn’t make this bill any less valid,” I insisted.
“No,” Dad admitted. “But it does mean there’s no reason we have to share it with parliament at this time. Or any time, really.”
“WHAT?”
I felt like Princess Leia Organa when she finally revealed the hidden location of the rebel base (even though she was lying) to Grand Moff Tarkin inStar Wars: A New Hope , and he went ahead and ordered the destruction of her home planet of Alderaan anyway.
“Ofcourse we have to share it,” I yelled. “Dad, Genovia has been living a lie for almost four hundred years!”
“This conversation is over,” Dad said, taking Amelie’s Bill of Rights and getting ready to slide it into his briefcase. “I appreciate the attempt, Mia—it was very clever of you to figure this all out. But this is hardly a legitimate legal document that we need to bring to the attention of the Genovian people—or parliament. It’s merely an attempt by a scared teenage girl to protect the interests of a people who are long since dead, and nothing we need to worry about—”
“That’s just it,” I said. I hurried over and took the parchment before he could seal it away forever in the darkness of his Gucci bag. I was starting to cry. I couldn’t help it. It was all just so unfair. “Isn’t it? That it’s written by agirl. Worse, that it’s written by aTEENAGE girl . So therefore, it has no legitimacy, and can just be ignored—”
Dad gave me a sour look. “Mia, you know that’s not what I mean.”
“Yes, it is! If this had been written by one of our MALE ancestors—Prince Francesco himself—you’d totally have presented it to parliament when they meet in session next month. TOTALLY. But because it was written by a teenage girl, who was only princess for twelve days before she died horribly and all alone, you plan on completely disregarding it. Does the freedom of your own people really mean so little to you?”
“Mia,” Dad said, sounding weary. “Genovia is consistently rated among the best places to live on theplanet , and the Genovian population the most content. The median temperature is seventy-two degrees, it’s sunny almost three hundred days out of the year, and no one there pays any taxes, remember? Genovians have certainly never expressed the slightest reservations about their freedom, or lack of it, since I’ve been on the throne.”
“How can they miss what they’ve never had, Dad?” I asked him. “And that’s not even the point. The point is that one of your ancestors left behind a legacy—something she intended to be used to protect the people she cared about. Her uncle threw it away, the same way he tried to throwher away. If we don’t honor her last request, we’re every bit as bad as he was.”
Dad rolled his eyes. “Mia. It’s late. I’m going back to my suite. We’ll talk about this some more tomorrow. If,” I distinctly heard him mutter, “you haven’t gotten over it by then.”
Which really gets to the heart of the matter, doesn’t it? He thinks I’m just suffering from some adolescent female histrionics…the same kind that prompted him to put me into therapy, and Princess Amelie into signing that bill in the first place.
The bill he is ignoring because—basically—a girl wrote it.
Nice. Really nice.
And Grandmère was no help whatsoever. I mean, you would think a fellow woman would have some sympathy for my—and Amelie’s—plight.
But Grandmère is just like all those other women who go around wanting the same rights as men, but don’t want to call themselves feminists. Because that isn’t “feminine.”
After Dad left, she just looked at me and was like, “Well, Amelia, I’m still not sure what all that was about, but I told you not to bother with that dusty old diary. Now, are you ready for your speech tomorrow? Your suit has been delivered here, so I suppose the best thing would be for you to come straight over after school and change here.”
“I can’t come straight over after school,” I said to her. “I have therapy tomorrow.”
She blinked at me a few times—I was never sure how much Dad had told her about Dr. Knutz. But now I know it’s nothing—and went, “Well. After that then.”
!!!!!
Seriously. My grandmother finds out I’m in therapy, and all she says is for me to come over AFTERWARD to change for the speech I am ONLY giving because SHE wants to be a Domina Rei.
I could kill both of them right now. Dad AND Grandmère.
I came home so mad, I couldn’t even speak. I just went into my room and shut the door.
Not that Mom or Mr. G even noticed. They finally got all the seasons so far ofThe Wire on Netflix and are glued to the TV.
The TV in their BEDROOM.
Because no one took THEIR TV away.
I thought about going in there and telling them—well, Mom, anyway—what was going on. Except that I knew the information would cause her head to explode. Her former boyfriend and his mother robbing a woman of her basic human rights (because that’s what Dad and Grandmère are doing to Amelie)? Mom would beso on the warpath. She would get all her Riot Grrls on the phone and be down picketing the Genovian Embassy in no time. Then if that didn’t work, she’d karate chop Dad in the neck (she’s been working off her leftover pregnancy weight and is back up to her brown belt).
Except…
Except that’s not what I want.
For one thing, domestic violence is never the answer.
And for another, I don’t want my MOM to fix this. I need advice on howI can fix this. ME.
I can’t believe any of this. Can this actually—truly—be my life?
And if so…how did thishappen ?
Friday, September 24, English
Mia! Are you all right? You look like you didn’t get much sleep last night!
Yeah. That’d be because I didn’t.
Why???? Oh my gosh, did d something happen with J.P.? Or MICHAEL???
Ha. No, Tina. Believe it or not, this has nothing to do with a boy. Well, except my dad.
Did he give you that speech again about how if you don’t study harder you won’t get into an Ivy League school and then you’ll end up married to a circus performer like your cousin Princess Stephanie? Because I’ve been meaning to say, I really think MOST people don’t end up getting into Ivy League schools, and very few of them end up married to contortionists, so I don’t think this is a very valid concern.
No. It’s worse than that.
Oh my God, did he find out about how you were going to give your Precious Gift to Michael??? Except Michael didn’t want it????
No. Something way, way more important…
More important than your Precious Gift? What is it, then???????
Well—
I will not pass notes in class.
I will not pass notes in class.
I will not pass notes in class.
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I will not pass notes in class.
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I will not pass notes in class.
I will not pass notes in class.
Friday, September 24, Lunch period, third-floor stairwell
I don’t even know what to say. I bet the words on this page are all smeary from my tears.
Only I’m crying so hard I can’t tell, since I can barely see the page anyway.
I just—I just don’t understand how she could have SAID that.
Let alone DONE that.
I don’t even know what I was thinking.