She swallowed greedily, draining the glass, then poured the second with a steadier hand. A third glass wouldn't hurt, she assured herself. Just smoothing out the rough edges. Where had she heard that before? she wondered as she brought the crystal to her lips.
Her mother. Good God, her mother.
Just smoothing out the rough edges, Angie. A couple sips of gin smooths them all right out.
Horrified, she dropped the full glass, spilling bubbling wine over the rug. She watched it spread, like blood, and turned away shivering.
She didn't need it. She wasn't like her mother. She was Angela Perkins. And she was the best.
There would be no mistakes. She promised herself that as she turned to the mirror so that her image, glossy and elegant, could calm her. She would go out and do what she did best. And she would keep those wild dogs at bay yet again. She would tame them, and make them love her. "Satisfied, Lew?" Still riding on the echoes of applause, Angela dropped into the chair behind her desk. "I told you it would work."
"You were great, Angela." He said it because it was expected.
"No, she was fabulous." Dan sat on the edge of her desk and leaned over to kiss her. "Having that kid sit on your lap was inspired."
"I like kids," she lied. "And that one seemed to have some brains. We'll see to it that he gets in school. Now…" She sat back, letting the family slip from her mind as casually as she slipped out of her shoes. "Let's get down to business. Who is she looking to book next month?"
Resigned, Lew passed Angela a list.
He didn't have to be told they were discussing Deanna. "The names with the asterisks have already booked."
"She's going after some heavy hitters, isn't she?" Angela mused. "Movies, fashion. Still steering clear of politics."
"Fluff over substance," Dan said, knowing that comment would please her.
"Fluff or not, we wouldn't want her to get lucky. She's already snagged too much press. That damn Jamie Thomas affair." Her mouth tightened into a thin line of disgust as she thought of him hiding out in Rome.
"We still have the data on him," Dan reminded her. "Easy enough to leak his drug problem to the press."
"Leaking that gains us nothing, and would only drum up more sympathetic press for Deanna. Let it go." She scanned the sheet of paper. "Let's see who we know well enough on here to persuade to give Deanna a pass." She glanced up and gave Lew a bland smile. "You can go. I won't need you."
When Lew closed the door quietly behind him, Dan lighted Angela's cigarette. "That hangdog face of his gets old fast," he commented.
"But he has his uses." Pleased, she tapped the list with one lacquered nail. "It's very satisfying to know what our little Dee is planning almost before she does." Angela checked two names on the list. "I can take care of both of these with a casual phone call. It's so gratifying to have important people owe you. Ah, now, look here. Kate Lowell."
"Very hot." Dan rose to pour them both a Perrier. "One of those rarities that makes the term "actress-model" a compliment."
"Yes, she's very beautiful, very talented. And very hot right now with her new movie burning up the box office." Angela's smile was slow and surprisingly sweet. "It so happens Deanna knows Kate. They summered in Topeka together. And it so happens I know an interesting little secret of Kate's. A little secret that will make certain she won't be chatting to her old pal on the air. In fact, I think we'll just book her ourselves. I'll take care of this one. Personally."
"I just don't understand it, Finn." Deanna snuggled down on the couch beside him, resting her head against his chest. "One minute we were making the travel arrangements, the next we get a line from her publicist about unexpected scheduling conflicts."
"It happens." He was more interested in nibbling on her fingers than talking shop.
"Not like this. We tried to reschedule, gave them an open date, and got the same response. I really wanted her on in November, but I didn't contact her personally because I didn't want it to seem like calling in a favor from a friend." She shook her head, remembering how warm, then how distant Kate had been when they'd seen each other in Angela's office. "Damn it, we used to be friends."
"Friendships are often one of the first casualties of this business. Don't let it get you down, Kansas."
"I'm trying not to. I know we'll get someone else. I guess I feel snubbed, personally and professionally." She made an effort to push it out of her mind. Their time was too precious to waste. "This is nice."
"What is?"
"Just sitting here, doing nothing. With you." "I like it myself. Kind of habit-forming." He stroked a finger over the bracelet she wore. Since his return from Moscow, he hadn't seen her without it. "Barlow James is in town."
"Mmm. I heard. Do you want something to eat?" "No."
"Good." She sighed lustily. "Neither do I. I don't want to move all day. All wonderful Sunday."
An absolutely free Sunday for both of them, she mused. And she didn't want to spoil it by mentioning the latest note she'd found mixed with her viewer mail.
I know you don't really love him, Deanna.
Finn Riley can't mean
as much to you as I will. I can wait for you.
I'll wait forever.
Of course, that note had been nothing compared to the one from the Alabamian truck driver who wanted her to see the country from the bed in his sixteen-wheeler. Or the self-ordained minister who claimed to have had a vision of her naked — a sign from God that she, and her checkbook, were meant to join him in his work.
So it was nothing to worry about. Really, nothing at all.
"I had a meeting with him yesterday." She blinked. "Who?"
"Barlow James." Because he could see she was clicking into her think mode, Finn tugged at her ear. "Keep up, will you?"
"Sorry. Where's he sending you now?" "I have to leave for Paris in a few days. I thought you might like to fly out there next weekend."
"Fly out to Paris?" She turned to look at him. "For the weekend?"
"You take the Concorde. We eat French food, see French sights and make love in a French hotel. I might even be able to fly back with you."
The idea made her sit upright. "I can't imagine flying off to Paris for a weekend."
"You're a celebrity," he reminded her. "You're supposed to do things like that. Don't you ever read fan magazines?"
Her eyes were alight with the possibilities. "I've never been to Europe."
"You've got a passport, don't you?" "Sure. I even renewed it recently, a habit from my reporting days, when I nursed the vague hope of copping some exciting foreign assignment."
"So, I'll be your exciting foreign assignment."
"If I could clear my schedule… I will clear my schedule." She twisted around to throw her arms around him.
"Where are you going?" he demanded, tightening his grip when she started to wriggle away.
"I have to make a list. I have to get a Berlitz tape and a guidebook, and—"
"Later." He laughed his way into the kiss. "God, you're predictable, Kansas. Whatever I toss at you, you make a list."
"I'm organized." She thumped a fist against his chest. "That doesn't mean I'm predictable."
"You can write up six lists later. I haven't told you about my meeting with Barlow."
But she wasn't listening. She'd need one of those mini video recorders, she decided. Like Cassie had. And a phrase book. "What?" She blinked when Finn tugged on her hair. "The meeting with Barlow," she said, tucking her mental list aside. "You just said he was sending you to Paris."