“General,” she said, shrugging, “Colonel Rush may well be telling the truth but I still think he should be removed from any further investigation. That way, if he’s culpable, he cannot impede work. We’ve got independent experts here from the CDC for disease tracking. My suggestion is to put him on the medical side. Use him as a doctor. Sideline him and Major Nakamura from our part; available, but out.”
I smiled bitterly. “So far, your independent experts have missed half the clues, Colonel Ng.”
The edge of the general’s mouth twitched. He nodded at her, but to show that he heard, not necessarily that he agreed yet.
The general turned his gaze on me. “You’ve been part of cover-ups before,” he said. “I’ve got your records now, all of them. Colonel Ng is familiar with them, too.”
I knew what was coming next and felt sick. I was under orders not to discuss this with anyone. My orders had been clear when I was awarded the presidential medal by the last occupant of the White House, not the one who sat there now.
Never bring up what happened in Afghanistan.
I felt a tickling in my throat. In my head I saw a caravan of tarp-covered Army trucks driving toward a joint Army/Marine base in Asia. I saw the dust they threw up. I saw all the trucks but one pull to the side of the road when I ordered them to over the radio. I saw one truck race toward the concertina wire and sandbag gate, where I stood.
“You killed eight Marines, Colonel,” Ng said.
My throat had gone dry. “Yes.”
“You fired a .50-caliber gun at the truck, knowing full well that it was filled with fellow Marines.”
“Yes. I blew that truck up.”
“And the incident was covered up. Anything you want to explain?”
In my mind I smelled alkaline dust and oil fumes and the faint latrine/diesel odor of a tent camp filled with thousands of military personnel. I heard the driver of the approaching truck, a Moslem-American, a kid from the Midwest, a tortured and disappointed man who had sneaked chemical-packed oil drums into that truck, singing prayers over the radio. The Marines in back — who could not hear him — were returning from a humanitarian mission, a food drop at a refugee camp. They did not know that the driver was trying to ram the wire. The servicemen and women in the base didn’t know they were being attacked. The guards were too stunned to fire. I leaped into their post and gripped the twin handles of the .50-caliber. The guards stared in horror. I watched the tracers arc into the hood of that truck, watched the canvas top engulf in flame. We felt the shock wave roll across the dun-colored desert, and watched the mustard-like gas cloud drift from the wreckage, reach a small flock of sheep, and their shepherd. They began to convulse, puke, go into mass seizures.
You saved a thousand lives, the president told me when he awarded me the medal. I’m sorry no one will ever find out.
“It was the worst day of my life,” I said now. “I would do it again.”
Homza sipped coffee. I couldn’t read him. He was probably one hell of a poker player. Lieutenant Colonel Ng seemed to take my admission as confirmation of twisted proclivities. She told Homza, “Cover-ups become SOP.” She meant standard operating procedure. “I don’t know this officer. I don’t know if he is covering up something now.”
Homza sighed. “Colonel Rush, this is why I’ve never liked the idea of all these little independent units.”
My God! He’s playing politics right now!
We all sat on lab stools, bar-stool height, except the smell in here was Lysol, not beer, formaldehyde, not peanuts. I comprised the third point of a triangle where the other two edges were hard stares.
Otherwise the lab seemed normal. There were tables on which sat books and a microscope, a computer, printouts. Rabies studies. Rabies treatises. Rabies histories.
I wish I’d had time to call Karen.
Lieutenant Colonel Amanda Ng said, “Tell you what, Colonel Rush. If there’s something you need to tell us, do it now and there will be no consequences.”
“My word on it,” said Homza.
“I’ve told the truth, sir.”
General Homza stood and brushed off his uniform pants. He said, noncommittal, “The others are waiting for us. Why don’t we go down the hall and all have a chat.”
I kept remembering Karen in the back of the auditorium. Karen doubling over, coughing. Karen rushing out.
I hope she is okay.
Homza sat at the head of the table, Lieutenant Colonel Amanda Ng on his right. The power seats. On Homza’s left were a couple of majors: Kevin Jackson and Kendall LeMoyne, who commanded the day and night shifts out on the wire. Jackson was towheaded and crew cut, with a flinty New England accent, slate-gray eyes and the remains of a bad case of acne scars on his sallow face. LeMoyne was a bulked up, dark haired and neatly mustached man who occasionally touched his gold wedding band, or glanced at the map of Barrow on the corkboard. Little black pins in the board denoted troops, white ones were food distribution points, green ones showed important civilian locations: Borough Hall, the hospital, the prison, and there was a jagged curl shape drawn around the town, like a strand of rotini. That was the wire.
On the left side of the table, moving down, were the CDC epidemiologists who’d been testing and retesting victims for rabies over the last two days, and who, in my opinion, had caused the delay in quarantine while they questioned their own findings.
They were a sharp-faced, balding black man named Dr. Harlan Morgan, from San Antonio. And a wide-hipped, sloppy-looking woman from New York, Dr. Janette Cruz, who wore wire-rimmed glasses around her neck on a string, and showed small food stains on her white coat. They’d both looked mildly hopeful when Amanda Ng suggested that Eddie and I might have had something to do with the outbreak. I guess that would make their failure to identify the virus less embarrassing.
Eddie called the two CDC docs the Tweedledums. They always agreed with each other, even finished each others’ sentences. Karen had told me she thought they were lovers. She’s good at spotting this stuff.
The number two with the Army’s investigative unit was Captain Raymond Hess, out of D.C. The two Iñupiats, Merlin and the mayor, still seemed resentful that I’d not warned them of the quarantine. They sat at the far end of the table, clearly relegated to the status of locals privileged to get any information at all, and there to take orders.
Homza said crisply, “Captain Hess? Where are we? Theories? Foreign attack? Probe? Terrorism?”
Hess wore a West Point ring. He spoke confidently and made good eye contact with Homza. “Sir! At this point, foreign attack seems unlikely. The victims are civilians. There’s no military target of note here. The spread seems random. Domestic terrorism is a consideration. A bigger outbreak could impact domestic oil supply, although if it was an attack, why not hit Prudhoe Bay. Why here? We’ll be looking into victim background, spread pattern, lab samples, and anyone,” he said, glancing at me, “who worked with rabies this summer. It’s quite possible the outbreak is natural in origin.”
Homza’s eyes slid right. “CDC?”
Dr. Harlan Morgan said, “Spread. We’ll do a house-to-house survey, seeking connections. We’ll watch the monkeys. Is the illness contagious or spreading in another way? We’re monitoring anyone coming into the hospital. Blood tests on family members. Daily blood from anyone who’s come in contact with a victim. I suggest that we set up four or five satellite medical posts, to avoid crowding.”
Dr. Cruz added that she and Morgan awaited results of the DNA tests on the strain taken from George Carling, to see if it was a known one, if it came from nature, or if it was man-made and had come to life in a lab.