It was a long time before he realized that silence now reigned in the next flat. He was disappointed, irritated almost. He listened, straining for the slightest sound, anxious to know how the quarrel had ended. He had gained one thing at any rate: what was taking place in the next room was far more instructive than all he had taught for years. That jealous scene proclaimed an undeniable truth: the primacy of the male. Despite his mutilations, the man with no limbs had managed to inspire passion, to give birth to carnal desire by nothing but his masculine presence. Nothing but his sex organ! But the hope of the entire world was contained in that sex organ.
The candle flame was about to die, then it flickered back to life and lit the bareness of the room with new light. Gohar blinked, looked around as if he had just awakened, and once again admired the poverty of his place. No trace of the great shipwreck remained. Only the old newspapers that served as his mattress had suffered from the incident; they were now just a heap of dirty, wet paper. He had not thought yet of replacing them with others. He promised himself that next time he would remember to ask for some from El Kordi, his only acquaintance who bought the paper.
It seemed strange to worry about the arrangement of his bed, as if nothing had changed, as if there had not been the young prostitute’s murder. Did that change anything, fundamentally? After all, it had only been an accident. He wondered what would have become of him, and what his behavior would have been, if he had committed this crime in the distant past when he was stuck in honors and respectability! Most certainly he would have considered himself a monster and would have let himself be consumed with remorse, while at present, nothing had any importance. Even a crime left him indifferent. Wasn’t this appreciable progress, a sign that he was on the right track? This murder had cut the last bonds that still attached him to his past lies. Happy deliverance! He was no longer a slave to ridiculous pangs of conscience. His newly acquired certainty that all tragedy was laughable prevented him from condemning his act. Quite simply, he declined to dramatize things.
In the next flat, the man again began to complain; he demanded his food in a more and more tearful tone. But the woman’s voice was no longer to be heard. What was she doing? Gohar imagined her busy eating in the face of her husband reduced to powerlessness.
He gave a start: someone had just knocked at his door.
“Who’s there?”
“It’s me, Master.”
It was Yeghen’s voice. Even through the door, he felt his gaiety.
“Enter, my son. Welcome!”
Yeghen half opened the door, stuck his head through first, then his whole body, turning around in a skillful ballet movement. Advancing toward Gohar, he bowed to the ground, straightened up, bowed again two or three times, then stood still, as if waiting for an order. There was something besides mere clowning around in his greeting. One felt that Yeghen actually put respect and seriousness into it, but Gohar did not notice this nuance. Yeghen’s buffoonery always amused him; he was used to it.
Receiving no orders, Yeghen finally spoke, “I hope I’m not disturbing you, Master!”
“Not at all. It’s a real pleasure. Here, sit down.”
Gohar moved to stand and give up his chair, but Yeghen ardently protested against this gesture of courtesy. One might have thought he was afraid of disturbing an idol.
“Not on your life. I am your humble servant. I’m going to sit on the floor.”
Watching Gohar, he stepped back to the wall, then sat on the floor with his legs drawn up under him. His manners were excessively bizarre, as if motivated by a kind of complicity even unto death. It seemed that Gohar had suddenly become a fabulous personage owed other considerations than those of simple friendship.
“You must be wondering what brings me here, Master!”
“I hope that it’s only the pleasure of seeing me,” said Gohar.
“Certainly. But there’s something else.”
“May Allah protect us! What is it?”
Yeghen suddenly lost his serious look and laughed.
“Well, the powers of hell are on my trail, Master! I received a visit this afternoon from a police inspector. I wonder how he knew my address; I had just moved into the hotel. I swear it’s magic.”
“I assume he didn’t find anything, since you are here,” said Gohar.
“He wasn’t after drugs. That was my first thought as well. But no, he soon told me he was looking for a killer. He suspects me of having murdered young Arnaba! To tell you the truth, I’m relieved that he spoke to me first.”
Gohar showed no sign of agitation. He did not even need to pretend. Let the police do their job; it was in the rules. It did not concern him at all.
“Why do they especially suspect you, my son?”
“You know how it goes. They must have assumed the killer was a client of the brothel. And since they already know me, they came directly to me. You also know that my reputation with them isn’t too good. They thought they were on the right track. Unfortunately for them, they have no evidence against me.”
“What did you tell the police inspector?”
This question delighted Yeghen; he seemed to have been expecting it.
“Oh! He tried to impress me, but I made fun of him.”
“You made fun of him!”
“Exactly, Master! He threatened me with the worst punishments, but I knew it was all for show. They can’t do anything to me. So to repay his kindness, I told him about the bomb.”
“What bomb, my son?”
“The bomb, Master. You know, the one that can destroy a whole city with one blast.”
Gohar had let Yeghen tell the whole story of his meeting with the police inspector without flinching, as if it were a picturesque anecdote. But now he no longer understood. Was his companion under the influence of drugs? He had not grasped the connection between the inspector’s threats and Yeghen’s answer. Had Yeghen perhaps taken up arms trafficking? It was not impossible.
“Explain that to me, my son! What’s the bomb got to do with it?”
“It’s very simple, Master! I tried to make him understand that compared with the gigantic menace of the bomb, his own threats were laughable. But that’s not all. He took this story so much to heart that he grew pale. Fear made him sick. He was truly comic to look at. Finally I felt sorry for him. I reassured him, saying that a bomb cost so much that they wouldn’t waste their time dropping it here, on a heap of crumbling hovels.”
Gohar shook his head at so much naïveté.
“You’re mistaken, my son. Believe me, they would even drop it on their own mothers. That gang of bastards doesn’t respect anything.”
“You believe that, Master?”
“It’s the only thing I do believe.”
“But then, they’re crazy!”
“Oh no! Don’t allow them extenuating circumstances. They’re not crazy. On the contrary, they’re very lucid. That’s what makes them so dangerous.”
For a moment Yeghen seemed sad, as if someone had just destroyed his last illusion. How could he have been so naïve as to think that these miserable surroundings were safe from the bomb? Gohar was never mistaken in his judgments about humanity. Those bastards who had made the bomb would stop at nothing. It was clear as could be.