.Your mother? I would’ve been free if you’re not here. You’re an annoying child.I shouldn’t have given birth to you You shouldn’t have been bornshe said! When did she tell you that? When I was in fifth grade.when I was taken to the restaurant by mother while I hold a tennis racket When your mother used you to break up with her lover? Yes.on the way back. Inside the car
.I never forgot that.
Inside the car in the night town. Mother.paints lipstick on her lips, then said it clearly. That’s the only thing I remember from mother’s mouth.
That’s why.I shouldn’t have been born
I hear a switch.then the lights turned on.
The light inside the room has become equal in an instant.
.Ojou-sama!
.Katsuko-nee.
Katsuko-nee spoke to Yuzuki-sensei.
I’ve been with this boy for this past several days. But, he never said I’m hungryor My throat’s dryor I want to take a rest Not even once. He doesn’t even show that he’s enduring. And, He’ll do anything you say .Well, isn’t that obvious
After that, he’ll never leave anything whatever meal you give him. Delicious, delicious, he’ll say.he’ll never leave a crumb. Even the bread I make. I purposely made a lot of spaghetti this lunch but this boy did his best eating until the last pasta! Because.Katsuko-nee specially made a delicious meal! Won’t I be incur divine wrath if I leave some alone? .Thanks I’m the one who should say thanks. It was made for me. I only did what’s normal so it’s strange to thank me!
Margo-san talks to me.
Yohsida-kun.don’t you think that your normal and this world’s normal is different?
Well.I’ve lived how I was told all this time? So I don’t know. Anyway, that’s the normal for me. .You think that this is no good? Yes.Surely I need to die at least a hundred times to return the favor to Katsuko-nee! Yuzuki-sensei too, Nei-san, Margo-san and Misuzu.I’m in debt with everyone here! But I can’t return it! That’s why I must part from everyone someday! This can’t continue forever after all My heart hurts!
I.must return to that dark room someday. No, I’ll be driven out of that room and will be sent to a darker, more desolate place. Alone. That’s a place suitable for me!
It hurts.it’s painful.
.Yuzuki-sama
Misuzu spoke to me.
.What?
Please give Yoshida-san to Misuzu
Misuzu didn’t say Danna-samabut Yoshida-kun
.What would you do?
I’ll marry him. I’ll devote myself to Yoshida-kun throughout my life. Misuzu will make him happy
.Misuzu?
.Misuzu. Didn’t you say that you won’t be able to marry throughout your life if you lose your virginity?
Nagisa-san expresses her surprise.
.I changed my mind. I’ll wait for Yoshida-san to be 18 and put him in the family register
What are you saying?
Then.are you going to make him carry the heavy burden of the Kouzuki house?
Sensei asks Misuzu.
I’ll break off relations with Kouzuki house. We’ll live with the two of us. MIsuzu has received 30 million in the bank from grandfather on my 15th year old birthday. How many years we can live with that money?
Let’s see.Yoshida-kun’s used to poor life so I think that you can live throughout your life with that money Then, let’s do it. If ever we lack money, Misuzu will work. Yoshida-san will never be having a hardship throughout his life!
Why are you doing that?
Misuzu, don’t be selfish! I’ll be raising him from now on!
Nagisa-san said.
He’ll become Mao’s brother.I’ll become his mother!
Hey.wait a moment!
Right.Misuzu-sama. If it’s just 30 million yen, Katsuko has it too. Katsuko’s grown up, and isn’t tied to a house either. I think that he’s better with Katsuko!
Katsuko-nee too!
Everyone.I think that you should cool off.
Margo-san calmed everybody.
Yoshida-kun.you stole Misuzu’s virginity, don’t you?
Margo-san told me.
.Yes
Then, take responsibility. Shouldn’t you be living for Misuzu-chan until you die? .Hey, Margo-chan? What does this mean, Margo-sama?
Nagisa-san and Katsuko-nee protests against Margo-san.
.I’ll leave your complaints later, I want to know Yoshida-kun’s answer first
.I
Yes.If Misuzu wishes for it. I’ll compensate to Misuzu throughout my life
I can’t do anything but that.
Margo-san spoke to Misuzu.
Yoshida-kun said that but.do you think that he’ll be happy?
I don’t know but.Misuzu will do her best How will you do that? .That’s Let’s take it from a different angle. Misuzu-san, have you drunk tequila? .No. Misuzu hasn’t drunk alcohol yet Can you imagine the taste? I can imagine wine and brandy from sweets.But I don’t know about tequila Of course. I can imagine it. Actually, I’ve drunk it.
Margo-san looks at me once again.
Yoshida-kun.is lacking the experience that most of the normal people had. There’s a big hole. He.doesn’t know the taste of Happiness
.The taste of Happiness?
Misuzu looks at me.
That’s right.he’s someone who hasn’t experienced happiness, I think that he’ll only try to return anything you do with all his effort. He has lived alone until now so he doesn’t know how to depend on others .It seems so
The current Yoshida-kun.Even if you take him, or even Katsuko-san and Nagisa-san looking after him, he’ll only think that he’s a Burden Then that won’t make him happy at all. .But, Misuzu will take time! That’s right. Take it slowly.you must teach him the taste of Happiness Not Misuzu alone.but with everyone .Margo-sama! Isn’t it.Katsuko-san, Nagisa-san?
Katsuko-nee and Nagisa-san looked at each other.
.Right. Nothing will happen if we rush it
Let’s all love him I’ll cooperate too.Don’t you think so, Minaho?
Margo-san said.
Megumi-san.what do you think?
Misuzu asks Yamamine-san,
Yamamine-san.
I.I thought that I’ve been the most unfortunate person in the world. Yoshida-kun.I’m sorry.
Nei-san stands up to her feet from those words.
.That’s my line!
Nei-san approaches me.
At least, I had a little brother. Kei-chan was there. Yo-chan didn’t have anyone. He’s been alone all the time.and yet!
Nei-san beats my chest!
.Don’t make me cry! Why are you talking such a sad story!
.i’m sorry Don’t apologize! I’m the one who should apologize! Idiot!
Nei-san beats my chest repeatedly.
.I’m sorry. What should I do?
I don’t know how to calm down Nei-san’s feelings.
.Cry! Cry at my chest you idiot!
I can’t cry .Why? Well.there’s nothing sad about it!
Nei-san began to weep from my answer.
Waawaa.she sobs. Misuzu’s crying. Yamamine-san too. Huh.what’s going on?
.I’ll become your onee-chan! That’s absolute!
Nei-san told me while crying.
I’m just at loss.
.Quiet!
Yuzuki-sensei scolded Nei-san with a strong tone.
Then.Nei-san’s tears stopped.
.Yoshida-kun
Sensei spoke to me.
Thank you for talking. I now what kind of child are you. I think that everyone should consider how they should face you from now on.
Sensei’s pointed eyes look straight at me.
On top of that.I want to hear another thing
.What is it? Yoshida-kun.what kind of existence is Shirasaka Yukino to you?
Yukino.to me?
Chapter 61
61. Warmth of the blanket
What is Yukino to me?
I thought that she was my first love.
I raped her but I thought that I want to have her. But, how many times I violate her.Yukino will not become mine. For Yukino.I’m nothing but a dick slave who’s used by Sensei and Katsuko-nee to humiliate her. She doesn’t recognize me as a human.a man.
You don’t love Shirasaka Yukino.do you?
.That’s right
If I do.then I won’t do cruel things to her.
But.You like her?
Sensei asks me