.Un, I think so too.
I thought that you might be too talented so Nei and I began to worry. You went too far. You were able to have sex for the night and it’s not dependent. If ever you’re just a pervert with sex mania then we just have to bind you. There’s the incident with the rampage of the music teacher before so we were being careful!
It’s not impossible that you’d do something after all! We told our worry to Sensei immediately. That’s why Sensei introduced Nei to you.
.That’s right.
I met Natou-senpai yesterday afternoon!
Nei would make a judgement and if ever you were a danger, I intended to dispose if you immediately. Seriously
.But, that didn’t happen! The Yoshida-chan I met is such a mentally normal child, I can’t see anything strange at all! Next.we observed you as Katsuko-san was going to participate in your sex. As expected, your sex is reckless but.you didn’t rampage. You obediently followed Katsuko-san’s guidance and didn’t go against it. Even when Katsuko-san invited you, You didn’t force Katsuko-san to have sex. That’s when I noticed.Yoshida-chan’s embracing Shirasaka Yukino with such a strong passion but, you can definitely control your lust Katsuko-san also praised you Un. Yoshida-chan , Katsuko-san drank your semen this morning right? It’s unusual for her to do that, right? Or rather, I think it’s the first time she did it herself! Doesn’t she usually hate it when Sensei orders her? It seems that she likes you quite well! Then.Me and Maru-chan wanted to test Yoshida-chan in full scale! That’s last night and. This morning.the incident on the classroom and this pendant right now.
Haa.I’ve been in the middle of a test all this time.
.I didn’t notice it at all.
Then.we reached to our conclusion
Yoshida-chan.You’re Broken! Just like me, Nei, and Katsuko-san! What’s different from the normal people.what’s damaged.even we don’t know! We’ve always felt this all this time!
Senpai’s blue contact lens looked at me.then she said.
Yoshida-chan.you were thrown by your family right?
.I!
.Just like us!
1. It’s in English alphabet
2. Margo is speaking in Katakana 3. Just like our favorite Kamijou Normal High School Student Touma
Chapter 33
33. Ties and bonds1
Children who were abandoned by their family.strongly endures aren’t they? You need your heart to be more durable.
Natou-senpai spoke sadly
But.A child who can endure an unbearable situation, is abnormal as expected
You see, humans say I’m lonely!when they’re sad, say It hurtswhen they’re in pain, I don’t want itwhen they don’t like something, they say I’m hungrywhen they’re hungry, If they don’t have someone to tell their feelings honestly.when enduring it has become normal, their hearts would be numb as expected! They’d go crazy! .Then, they’ll break Just like you! .Just like us
Margo-san and Natou-senpai’s eyes were lonely.
.Err
.I .I see, I’m broken.
It seems that you haven’t noticed it yourself?
Margo-san smiled wryly.
yes.I’m sorry
You have three symptoms showing up.First is what you just said, Not refusing whatever is instructed
Of course, in Yoshida-chan’s case, it’s only the People who you think you like! You calmly accept the possibility that your body or environment would be hurt in the future. You’re not hesitating on the possibility that you yourself would suffer a loss! In other words you see, you don’t have anything!
I.don’t have anything?
Normal people you see, thinks of their current self, what composes him as a human as very important. That’s why, they’d protect that above everything!
Their own dream, or their hopes for future, a beloved family, or friends. But you see, Yoshida-chan doesn’t have any of those! .That’s why you can move your body calmly in such a dangerous situation. You don’t have any fear of losing the current environment or your hope for the future. Yoshida-chan.you normally think that I don’t care what happens from now on. No one would be troubled even if I die.don’t you? You’re nihilistic.or should I say that you’re already at the farthest point of despair.
Certainly.I live with that kind of feeling.
There’s no way my life would be happy ahead of this. Having sex with Yukino is probably my highest point in life. And.This shouldn’t continue forever. It’s special case right now and there’s now way this will continue. There’s no way for me to be always lucky happy. I’ll get caught by the police eventually.or get killed by Endou. Or maybe Yukino. The remainder of my life will surely be miserable. I’ll just writhe and die in the depths of despair. But, that’s fine. In exchange.I was able to embrace Yukino! I have no regrets!
.Well, I have the same symptoms after all!
.Natou-senpai?
.Me too
.Margo-san too
You see.I can go and walk around the place in Tokyo where there’s a lot of people, naked and pee there when Yuzuki-sensei orders me! I don’t care even if it’s broadcasted worldwide.Because, I don’t care about my future anymore already Me too.I can hurt anyone as long as Sensei orders me. I won’t hesitate to kill either. Even if it’s the president of America.as I don’t care about my life anyway
If I say in reverse.I can somehow live by having Yuzuki-sensei take out various orders! Right.I don’t have any will to do anything. I don’t care about anything at all. There’s nothing important to me at all! .Yoshida-chan’s the same right?
.Natou-senpai smiled gently.
No.Yoshida-kun’s case is Breakis much more intense than us. It shows remarkably on the second symptom!
Margo-san looked at me.
Like a scientist who’s experimenting.
.You don’t tell a lie.to anyone
.Eh?
No.Uhm, even I can tell a lie!
Margo-san swing her neck from my rebuttal.
You.have you ever lied to me or Nei?
No, but that’s.there’s not a day passing yet. .Usual boys would lie a lot for the first time they met me. They arrange words without their mind on it. They talk about their grandiose pride, or try to make me laugh with such a made up lie.Yoshida-chan never did that at all .That’s because.I don’t have anything I can be proud of.Isn’t my story such uninteresting? You’re very interesting.Everything that you’re thinking shows on your face. You don’t hide a thing at all Really! A child who can’t lie, right? Even if you tried to lie, everyone would know that it’s a lie immediately.Thus your lies won’t be able to pass. Or rather.wouldn’t Yoshida-chan’s face show up Sorry, I liedon his face if he lied?
Haa.Speaking of which, It might be.
Because I’m dull and bad at lying, I thought that my words don’t come out immediately but.Certainly, I notice that This is a lieby myself.
A person who doesn’t lie is afraid that other people might lie to them! They don’t want to hear other people’s lies so in projection, they force themselves to not lie to other people!
.Hahaa strange laugh leaks out of my mouth.
.I’m a completely broken guy!
That’s right.You’re Broken That’s why, the third symptom is a problem!
.Third?
Yoshida-chan, Why are you so deeply attached to Shirasaka Yukino?
.yukino?
.Attachment?
You do know that it’s not love isn’t it?
.That’s right, this isn’t love.
.I don’t think that Yukino would come to like me from the beginning.
.For example, have you imagined the two of you watching a movie, going to karaoke, or going into town to buy clothes?
.That’s.
.i can’t
There’s no way I can.
A man like me.going out on a date with someone like Yukino!
Right? That’s not serious love isn’t it?
.That’s right, an honest love can’t be formed between me and Yukino.
.That’s why I raped Yukino!