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.Entrust your body to me.take a deep breath

Minaho-neesan whispers in my ears.

.Yeah

Suu.Haa

Suu.Haa

.Sorry

.Eh?

.Minaho, neesan?

I.have forced you to do a lot of things

No.I just did what I had to do

.Not at all.

I’m not forced by Minaho-neesan to do something.

That’s not it.most that you thinkI have to do itis actually something youdon’t have to do

.That’s not true A normal child would’ve thrown it all and fled long ago Well.there’s now way for me to escape

Minaho-neesan kisses my forehead softly .

Because you say that.we came this far. Thank you

No.I didn’t do anything. I don’t have a role for everyone! I have no skill in martial arts nor computer skills. I haven’t done anything to help out with Minaho-neesan’srevenge

No.you’re doing well

Minaho-neesan looks into my eyes.

Therefore.don’t be so scared

.Me?

.Scared?

.Katsuko, Nagisa, Nei

Minaho-neesan calls the three.

.Yes, Ojou-sama

Yes, Minaho-san What’s up.Sensei?

The three look at us with uneasy expressions.

Do you know why this child is docile to us? Why does he never reject us? Why he accepts everything?

.I

This boy is broken. He thinks that we might abandon him. Therefore he’s doing all his best so he won’t be hated by us.

Isn’t that like Mana?

Mana’s afraid of being abandoned by me so that’s why she’s coming to me in high tension.

This boy is desperate

Minaho-neesan stares into my eyes.

I’m the same as Mana?

An ordinary high school boy.abandoned by his parents, became alone.in absence of the view of the future, he met us.

That’s right.

I was abandoned by my parents. Left alone in that dim house. Only money I had was the passbook my father left behind. Afterwards.I don’t know what’s going to happen, what to do. There was no one to consult with. I just look at Yukino everyday.escaped the reality by masturbating to Yukino.

I have used him for myrevenge And yet, this boy believed me.and did his best for me.for our sake, I have always.forced him to do horrible things and yet!

Minaho-neesan’s plan had Yukino raped.

Raped her again and again. Then, I met Katsuko-nee, Nei-san and Margo-san.the people ofKuromori. Nagisa、Misuzu.Megu.Mana.Michi、Ruriko.Reika. Eventually, even Jii-chan joined in ourfamily

I’m not being forced.I’m having fun. Yeah, it was fun

I answered

It feels like everyone.everything is a dream

Yeah.me having afamily

it’s like a dream

.It’s not a dream!

Minaho-neesan tells me.

All of this is reality.everyone really loves you! You’ll never be abandoned anymore!Therefore

Minaho-neesan’s eyes are moist.

.I know it in my head too. But

Right.I

But, this is just too dreamlike that I feel like it won’t last forever

.Yes

Therefore, at least.for now, all I can do is to do my best, all my strength so I won’t have regrets remaining

Minaho-neesan hugs me even tighter.

Is it that scary? Do you not believe us?

No.I do. Rather, what I don’t believe in is myself. Yourself? Because.all the people around me are all charming women. I’m sure that everyone should be going out with a much more amazing man instead of me .I wonider

I look up at Minaho-neesan.

Before.Minaho-neesan taught me something about Yukino. When women learn about sex.they would want to have sex with more men with good body

Just like how men wants to try to have sex with many girls.

Women also like to choose various men.

Yes.I did talk about that.

Misuzu’s raised to be a man-hater so I don’t know since she’s a lesbian but.Megu and Mana are surely interested in other men. Especially Mana who liked pop idols.I think she’d like a man with a better face and style than me. No, I even think that Megu would like a sportsman boy more . Even Misuzu, I think she’d be more attracted than a cooler and smarter guy than me. You’re afraid that other men would take away yourwomen Because.I. I’m inferior to other men. I’m a useless guy so I’m no match.I can’t win .Who told you that you’re a useless guy? .That’s.my mother

I remember the face that looks down on me.

My mother always told me. My father’s genes were stronger.and mother’s genes weren’t passed at all, that I’m a useless human. A useless human like my father.I have no worth in living.

My mother have always hurled insults to my father and me when she’s in bad mood.

She feels refreshed by continuously cursing father and me. Ever since childhood.

I’ll kill your mother!

Katsun, I’ll go too!

Katsuko-nee and Nei-san said.Minaho-neesan.

Shut up you two!

Then she looks at me.

Get yourself together!

.What?

Do you still intend to be a Yoshida? You’re a Kuromori! Do you not understand why we don’t call you Yoshida anymore?

.Right

After we escaped school. Everyone’s no longer calling meYoshida. Is this Minaho-neesan’s order?

You’re a Kuromori man! My brother! There’s no one here who thinks you’re a useless guy! You’re my prided brother! My pride! Have some confidence!

minaho.neesan!

If you don’t have confidence in yourself then I’ll educate you until you’re confident! You’re my student aren’t you? Then believe in your teacher!

Minaho-neesan who’s hugging me.whispered

I’m your Onee-chan too! you can talk to me about anything and be pampered by me!

.Nei-san

We’re the same. aren’t wefamily?

.Katsuko-nee

Talk to me if you can’t consult those three. Also, my house is yours so you can come and relax. Mao’s waiting for you too

.Nagisa

By next week I’ll find your father.and we’ll formally welcome you in Kuromori house. I’m serious. You’ll be in my family register. You’ll really become a Kuromori.okay!

.I, uhm.Minaho-neesan

Words don’t come out

Once you’re in the register.you’ll be a Kuromori until you die. My brother. You don’t need to hold back anymore. You’re my brother after all!

Her thin arms embraces me.

While at it, Nei will also enter my register. Then you’ll be real brother and sister!

Yay Love you Sensei!

Nei-san’s overjoyed

I want Nagisa and Katsuko to join too! While at it, let’s make everyone realfamily?

Err.I’ll hold back

Nagisa said

I want to be lovers with him. I’ll leave the incest to Katsuko

I see, when we’re on the same family register then it’s incest.that’s, great!

Wait, Katsuko-nee.

Well, please let me think for a bit. But, there’s no need to worry. Nagisa and I are already yours. We don’t need other men

True.we have experienced a lot of horrible things during our times as prostitute.you’re the only one for us

Nagisa smiles at me gently

Anyway.we’re yourfamilyforever already. Even if you don’t like it, we’ll never leave you.we’ve already made our resolve!

Katsuko-nee said.

We’ll never abandon nor leave you.I promise

Minaho-neesan.

Therefore.don’t accumulate those emotions inside you. Let out all the pain to us

Minaho-neesan pats my head as she speaks gently

Also.you were worried about Misuzu-san, Megumi, or Mana-san getting away from you

.I

If those girls want to have sex with another guy than you.What would Yo-chan do?