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.Get used?

Yukino looks at me through the thick black edge glasses.

Look.I’ll give birth to your child, don’t I?

.Yukino?

I already gave up. If I’m abandoned by Shirasaka family, there’s no place for me to return to. I don’t have any other way to live but to stick with you, do I? Then it can’t be helped. I’ll give birth to your baby.

Yukino owns a bottomless positive spirit.

Her resolution is good. Knowing that she can no longer live her peaceful life asShirasaka Yukino.She chose to obey us.

Besides.when Kenji attacked me.

Yukino said.

When Kenji touched me, it didn’t feel good at all.he only does things forcefully, it only hurts.it’s inevitably disgusting

Yukino speaks her discomfort.

Even my first time with you, it was disgusting at first.but I understand it when Kenji attacked me. When it’s you.you’re at least trying to make me feel good in your own way. You’re a rapist who violated me but.you’re not all bad.

.I

I hate a man like you. You don’t look cool.you’re not even intelligent.you’re not from a good family either. There’s no benefit going out with someone like you. I don’t want the class to see me together with you .Right

No matter how many times I’m reborn, I’ll never come to love a man like you. You should understand at least that! .Yeah Great.then, I’ll give birth to your child .Eh? I don’t like you but it can’t be helped. I have no choice but to bear your child so I’ll be sheltered by Yuzuki-sensei from now on un I’m already fine with it. I don’t like you but I think I can love my own child. I’ll raise it with love. When that happens, I would have no other pleasure to live but that!

Yukino.she’s been spoiled and raised, she’s selfish and her pride is so high.

But.she’s not an idiot. She looks at her own situation.she considers her path of living, without despairing. Yukino’s probably going to be satisfied raising my children for the rest of her life. .But.

My, you only need to give birth!

Minanho-neesan speaks to Yukino coldly.

I will be the one to raise the child.Yukino-san will be farewell after giving birth

Yukino glares at Minaho-neesan.

Just leave the baby and you will be leaving. Let’s see.if you’re a good girl until then, I’ll give you a bit of bonus when you leave. But, if you stay as a bad child!

Minaho-neesan’s mouth smiles.

If you stay as a bad childmeans.Minaho-neesan doesn’t acknowledge Yukino at all.

I’ll have you work on the slums on the southeast Asia I guess!

She’ll be sold to the brothels with worst environment.

Such life would be harsher than death.

No.I don’t want that!

Yukino’s eyes are burning in anger.

Think about it.I think that you’re already pregnant but it takes ten months to give birth. You’ve got a negative evaluation since the start. If you don’t make effort to recover, the plan to sell you overseas won’t change.get ready for it .I won’t forgive you. I’ll never forgive you

Yukino said.

My, what a coincidence.I won’t forgive you too as well. You! I love looking at your face crying in frustration.Yukino-san

Saying that, Minaho-neesan parted from Yukino.

Tears accumulate in Yukino’s eyes.

.Yukino

.I

.What?

Yukino changes the subject of anger to me and she glares at me with teary eyes.

I like you.

.Eh?

Yukino’s puzzled from what I say.

Yukino’s a woman who doesn’t lie after all

.What? You’re really a woman who doesn’t lie at all! what?

Yukino’s puzzled.

No.you’re selfish, always looking down on me but.you only saying what you think from the bottom of your heart. When crying, angry.you only say what you truly think

Isn’t that obvious? No.you see, other people lie quite a lot

Mana.when she was Maika’s saying things she doesn’t mean in order to improve her position.

Megu tried to deceive herself to accept the fate. That’s what normal humans are. They desperately lie to be thought as a good person by others, be included in groups with power. Even if you lie to your own heart.you’re actually trying to compromise That is the sense of balance to gain peace of mind. It’s never condemnation. .But. Shirasaka Yukino’s different. This woman.when it was exposed to the world that her parent is a criminal, her rape was broadcasted.she has theegothat won’t yield to reality. Living frankly according to her heart.she has the conviction, not needing to match her own world to the situation of reality. Even if she lose her house, position, honor, friends, even family.Yukino will still haveYukinoleft in her. Yukino believes in the woman ego namedShirasaka Yukino. Therefore, Yukino’s never pessimistic. She won’t despair. She won’t waver no matter what, she’ll only think how to survive possitively. Yukino will always beYukinoin her heart. Yukino is a woman that won’t be beaten by loneliness.

I respect you. How you are. To be honest, I think you’re amazing

what.what are you praising about, I don’t get you at all.

.Un, Yukino herself won’t understand it.

She only thinks of it as normal.

Besides.I won’t come to like you even if you praise me!

Un.I know

For Yukino who’s heart isYukino.Yoshida has been excluded as alove interest

Therefore.no matter how much the situation changes, Yukino will never love me. Even if she have sex with me and give birth to my child.she’ll won’t thinkIt can’t be helped, I’ll love youorI’ll make an effort to like you Yukino’sYukinowon’t take a step forward. .Therefore Yukino wo’t have a place inKuromori Here.Minaho-neesan is the leader of the organization. Everyone trusts Minaho-neesan.it’s an organization that mutually cooperates with each other. But.Yukino. Yukino’s only a one woman team Yukino will only live in a world where Yukino’s the center and her own selfishness is the only thing allowed. .Just like Shirasaka house yesterday.

Yukino.what would you do?

I asked unconsciously.

.What?

Yukino shows a nonchalant face.

What will you do in the future?

Yukino laughed.

You’re not in a position you can worry about other people are you?

.Well yeah.

Yuzuki sensei said those things but.I understood that she’s fairly a sweet person these past few days. It’ll be fine. She won’t sell me away

.No

I’m also watching Minaho-neesa’s cruel revenge against Shirasaka Sousuke.

I don’t think she’ll throw me out naked. I’ll still be 16 after ten months. I can start over if I want. Even without Shirasaka house, if I rely on Ichikawa-ojiisama, I’ll manage somehow.

Yukino doesn’t know that old man Ichikawa has abandoned Mana.

After a year, I can enter high school again.I can change my name. I’ll abandon my nameShirasaka YUkino Then, I’ll fall in love. This time.it’ll be true love

Yukio’s positive no matter what.

On the contrary.it hurts my heart.

Hey.how long are you going to talk to that person

Megu sticks to me.

That’s right.you can just leave that person alone!

Mana also brings her body to me.

Yoshi-kun has us okay

Megu’s words are heavy.

I can’t live for myself like Yukino. I’m responsible for my women. Thesewomen.I must make them happy.

I wish we can know if you’re already pregnant.when that happens, Onii-chan don’t need to have sex with Yukino-san anymore

Mana glares at her sister.

.What’s with that?

Yukino opposes.

Oh, Yukino-san.do you want to have sex with Onii-chan that much?

Mana clings to my chest and provokes Yukino even more.

.I want to

Yukino answered calmly.

Because, that man’s skill in sex is his only worth. Maika, aren’t you sticking to that guy because of that?

Mana rages