Haa, haa, haa.
I shouted too much that my throat hurts now.
I’m completely sweaty. Yukino too. She’s breathing over her shoulders. There’s sweat shining brightly from her neck to her cleavage as she’s only in her underwear. You idiot!
Yukino pokes my forehead with her fingers.
What are you doing?
I also bump Yukino’s forehead.
What about you?
Yukino grabs my shoulder then bashes my head.
O-Ouch!
I also heat-butt Yukino’s head back.
It hurts you know!
Yukino pushes me down on the bed.
My arms and legs are spread out on the bed. Yukino bends over me, pushing her hands.
Haa, haa, haa.
It feels like our faces are just about 50cm away.
Yukino’s sweat on her forehead drops on my face. Yukino. She’s giving me a serious look. You see
Yukino asks
What? Why is it that when you have sex, you keep your eyes open?
Huh?
What are you talking about? Before, I’ve talked to girls, and everyone with experience says this; Normally, they close their eyes when having sex, so they don’t see the other party But, you won’t know how the other party’s doing if you don’t look, right?
I don’t understand other people’s sex.
Or rather, isn’t it normal for men and women to stare at each other?
I do it with everyone.
The women who have sex with me all look at me. Hey outsiders, you should tell me this kind of thing sooner!
Yukino looks at the women around.
Normally, some people close their eyes and not look. We’re different though
Katsuko-nee answers.
Prostitutes have sex as their business. We have to always check how the guest is taking it, so we look at the other party. We’re not cheap prostitutes who just lie down and do nothing Kuromori is a high-class brothel. Since they sell their bodies at a high price, a prostitute must always observe the state of their guest and do their best accordingly. Hmm, then you’re also a prostitute?
Yukino said.
No, we’ve never taught him any sex techniques at the brothel. He does it on his own accord. He likes to make the partner feel good than himself. That’s his personality
Minaho-neesan said.
I see, you really are weird
Yukino.
Look, I never had sex with anyone but you ever since you took away my virginity, right? That’s why I misunderstood that anyone could make me feel good with sex
Yukino speaks on top of me.
But, when I was in the room next to the principal’s office, when Kenji’s about to rape me, he was just violent, and it scared me. I understood at that time that you’re not ordinary! Huh? Even when you were raping me, you take care of me as if my body is a jewel. That’s not you, I’m quite cruel too No, you may be rough, but you always take care not to injure me. You’re that kind of man
Yukino’s eyes are looking at me.
You see, I wanted a suitable boyfriend. You know it right? Cool, tall, a sportsman, a wealthy man like Papa Like Endou, right? That person was a miss. I was just entering a co-ed high school from an all girl’s middle school, I was in high spirits. I think my eyes were foggy back then Too foggy, Endou’s just a good-for-nothing You’re right. I reflect on that
Yukino said.
Maybe I would immediately break up with Kenji even without you breaking in. That guy is the same as me, the type that goes hysteric when things don’t go his way. In the end, we’ll just clash and fight all the time Yeah, you’re right. You two are very similar, both egoistic Don’t misunderstand, even if I didn’t date Kenji, I will never go out with you. The possibility is null from the start. It’s impossible. It’s impossible with you Yeah, I guess Kenji was also a mistake. That was just a blunder. I just entered a co-ed high school so I just went with the flow. That was shameful enough. I want to redo the first day of high school But, if that went on, Yukino’s first experience would be Endou, right? If I recall, you two were going out alone during the holiday, right? Yeah, I don’t want to think about it but I might’ve given my virginity to Kenji. Thinking about it, I guess I’m really an idiot girl. My brain’s rotten. I went and flirted with that kind of guy Yeah, you’re an idiot Yukino But, that’s much better than having your rape me I see, then my bad Well of course! Giving it willingly even to that foolish man and having it forcibly taken away is two different things You’re right That’s right, you robbed it away, you’re the worst!
Then, Yukino
Kisses my lips. Yukino?
I look up at Yukino surprised.
Yukino gives me a serious look. I gave Kenji my first kiss, but you were the first to put in the tongue
Saying that. She pushes her tongue to my lips.
Our tongues twined. I’m taking this off
She rides on top of my body.
Yukino touches her underwear. I have to start soon
Yukino is stimulated with the MUST consciousness.
Should I take it off? Don’t joke, I’m not spoiled like your women. I can take it off myself
Saying that. She puts her hands on her back and removes her bra-hook.
Yukino’s raw breasts flick out. Okay, that’s the top
Yukino throws away her bra down the bed.
Then, she takes off her panty on top of my body. There we go
She pulls out her panty from her ankle then releases it down the bed too.
She also takes off her socks. With this, I’m also stark naked
Yukino piles her body on top of me.
Her two soft mountains press against my chest. Yukino’s pussy is pushed to my crotch. There’s only one thing a naked man and woman do. You know that right?
Yukino’s words were close to intimidation.
Look, I’ll get you in the mood to get that thing big already
Yukino rubs her body to me.
Kisses me over and over. But, my penis is? What? It still doesn’t get erect even after all this?
Yukino glares at me.
I see, then I’ll lie to you more!
Yukino.
Everything I say after this is a lie. I’m just flattering you so I could get you erect, that’s not my real intention so you should know that. Dig a hole in your ear and listen to me!
Yukino whispers to me.
thank you
Huh?
thank you, thank you for always trying to help me out. Thank you very much
Yukino.
I think I might’ve gone through more horrible things if you didn’t help me. Perhaps, I’m raped by dozens of men, my body would be full of scars. I’m sure I’m no longer alive, no matter how much of an idiot I am, I know that. I know!
Yukino speaks expressionlessly.
She desperately shuts out her feelings. If not for you, I would’ve been quickly and more thoroughly raped by Yuzuki’s plan, and killed. That’s what I think. Now, there’s some hope remaining for me to keep living even if it’s just a little bit. It’s all thanks to you. I know, and I’m thankful, maybe Yukino’s expression is stiff. Oh, actually. She doesn’t want to tell me this. She doesn’t want to say thanks. then, the feeling of thanks has changed, or should I say that it flowed backward, or that it burst out
Yukino’s face is getting more and more grave.
i, maybe, just maybe
Oh, it’s this.
Yukino’s flattery. It’s all lies. I, maybe, I. I might like you. That’s right, in short, how should I say it, i, I love you
This girl.
aah, I think that I like you! Maybe !
This idiot
Yukino, you’re too bad at lying
Yukino looks at me silently.
That’s not even trying to flirt. You’re just spouting lies