Yukino doesn’t answer.
Whatever happens, Yukino will never like a man like me. I know that it’s definitely impossible!
Yukino.
is that so? But you helped me this far. The feelings go around, and for some mistake, it turns to love. It’s maybe one of the possibilities, don’t you think? I don’t like that kind of lies
I said.
Yukino, you Huh, what?
I use my card.
Do you know my first name?
Yukino’s face froze.
Of course. Even if she knows my surname, Yoshida. She doesn’t know my first name. Instead of not knowing, should I say that you’re not interested in my name?
Yukino.
She sighs. Yes, that’s right, isn’t that obvious?
She snaps back at me.
You know, I’m not interested in you at all
Then, she reaches out for my withered penis.
She grabs it strongly. For me, you’re just this. You’re just a man with a penis!
Yukino
I’m not interested in you other than your penis and how good you are at sex!
Yukino grabs my penis. She strokes it.
I’m not interested in what kind of music you listen to or anything at all! You’re just this penis! Aah! This is annoying! Irritating! I’m getting angry!
Yukino’s not looking at my face.
She’s only looking at my penis. I’m not interested in a man who only has this much value! Do you not understand that? You idiot!
Sad feelings envelop me.
Heavy, cold emotions soak in my mind. And yet. Hot blood flows to my penis. My penis stiffens. That’s right, go on! Oh, it’s getting big! Aren’t you getting big? What the hell, you can do it you try! You idiot!1
Yukino feels my erect penis with her hand.
I feel a cold passion. aah, wait, wait! I’ll lick it right now! I’ll suck it! I’ll have you to admit that I made this big! Wait, you idiot!
Yukino shifts to my lower half and licks my glans.
She puts my half-erect penis in her cheeks. Ufufu, delicious. Your penis smells so lewd. The taste. I love this taste. Hey, listen you, idiot!
Her pink tongue licks my glans.
aahn, I’m getting wet from just giving fellatio! I’m getting wet you know, what now, how is it? Getting aroused, you idiot?
Yukino rubs her crotch on my legs.
It’s making wet sounds. I love sex. Having sex with you isn’t a lie. I’m okay with you for just sex. I feel I’m releasing everything when I have sex with you
Yukino puts one hand on her crotch and masturbates.
She’s probably wet enough at this moment. When I have sex with you, I can empty my head. I wonder why? If it’s another man, would I pretend to be cute? Well, I don’t need to show off when having sex with you this late. We can just keep on shouting at each other. Hey, are you listening? Idiot I I wonder what is sex with Yukino for me? Earlier Yukino said that my relationship with the women of Kuromori was odd. Using sex to tie up human relations isn’t normal. But. Actually, sex is the only connection Yukino, and I have. We’re connected with just sex. What’s this? In the end, I still don’t get what kind of person you are, Yukino
I tell Yukino as she sucks me.
Obviously, what can a man like you know about me
Yukino said.
We’ll never understand each other, never agree on anything, you and I are different I guess. Our way of living, thinking is entirely different Even before that, you and I were born from different categories! You should notice that already you idiot!
In the end, Yukino can’t escape from her privileged class thinking.
Oh, right. I’m a no-good guy anyway
I can’t escape my sense of inferiority from Yukino.
You just said this earlier
I said.
If you didn’t go out with Endou, the possibility of you going out with me was zero. I agree with that Obviously, it’s the same even now. I broke up with Kenji, but I’ll never date you. Not even if I die. Never. You get it now, idiot!
Our lives will never intersect.
That’s why we can’t be lovers What are you talking about? I don’t even want to be friends
Yukino and I.
This is fine either way, just sex
Yukino says as she caresses my penis.
Either way, our relationship is just sex
She says while licking the glans with her tongue.
Really, you’re so helpless. We’re like beasts, the worst
Yukino.
We don’t even agree when talking. Our words don’t get through. We don’t understand each other’s feelings. There’s nothing that overlaps us. That’s why this is the only thing we do!
Yukino continues to keep fellating me while feeling a sense of gratifying defeat.
To have sex with me. That’s right, she’s doing it because she has no other choice. She’ll be killed if she doesn’t have sex with me. That’s all there is to it. There’s no connection of hearts between us Only just sex. Hey, bear a bit more, get hard, please
Yukino’s crying as she sucks.
Get hard enough so I can put it in. Really, I don’t want to die, do something about it you idiot!
I
Yeah, I don’t want Yukino to die. Whatever happens, I don’t really want Yukino to die!
Dammit!
Then hurry up and get erect! I don’t have much time left!
Fuck it!
I want you to live. I’m okay even if you hate me. I don’t mind even if you hate me forever. I don’t care if you loathe me
I’m also crying
But still, I don’t want Yukino to die. I want you to live. I don’t want you to die
Yukino looks up at me, looking confused.
Yukino is a woman I liked even if it was for a short time
I
I liked Yukino. I really liked you, so!
The tears are coming up.
I don’t want you to die!
Goddammit!
What’s with that?
Yukino shouts.
Whatever you think, I still wanted to be friends with you!
I
I don’t need to be lovers, just friends was fine! All this time! So!
Dammit!
Yukino!
I grab Yukino.
Then, I roll her down on the bed and get on top of her. I’m going to fuck you! I’ll force to have sex with you even if it’s impossible! I’ll never let you die!
I stroke my penis on Yukino’s naked body.
I stroke my own penis, but; It’s not getting hard enough for insertion Fuck, dammit!
My half-erect penis isn’t getting harder.
What are you doing! Idiot!
Yukino head-butts me from below.
Gotsun!
I feel a huge pain in my forehead, I think it’s dented.
You can’t rape me! I have to do it! I’m selling my body to you!
Yukino grabs my penis.
She rubs it with her hands, licks it with her tongue. Get big already! Get hard!
But still, my penis doesn’t get hard.
Why is it not getting hard!
Yukino cries.
I also cry.
1. Author confuses me on this one, the sentence before has the kanji for pitiful, but this sentence has the character for cute, then below sentence says cute too
2. ooh!
Chapter 481
Chapter 481. Can’t be a prostitute.
Do something, get erect! You idiot! Idiot! Idiot!
Yukino curses me as she cries.
My life is at stake here! Do something about it!
I know.
I know, but; What the hell! Useless! Trash!
I can’t get erect.
My penis isn’t getting erect. If I can’t sell my body to you I will die, they’ll kill me! Do something about it!
I want to do something you know.
I don’t want Yukino to die. But. If you have time to cry then get erect! You idiot!
Though Yukino says that, she’s crying as she stroke my penis.
We’re crying. Then.
Dogashaan!
Suddenly, the big door in front opens?
That’s the end of the fourth round!
Who shouted that. Nei?
No, Misuzu and Shou-oneesan’s here too! Nei’s wearing a pro-wrestler mask from the start, but; Misuzu and Shou-oneesan wearing similar masks appear now. Hey hey, it’s over! Get away from Yo-chan!