Megu’s personal pursuit of happiness, and
Our family’s pursuit of happiness is entirely different.
I want to become a baker someday, all I’m doing now is a lesson for the future. Everyone’s helping me reach that dream
I cannot allow Megu to be selfish.
No, it’s a mistake to give Megu a special position, namely wife.
Women’s heart is complicated, isn’t it?
Rei-chan mutters
Haa, I really am no match against Nei-oneechan
Mana?
Earlier, while we’re walking with Kana-san, she was talking about taking away Megu-oneechan’s lawful wife seat, right? That made me think. I wonder if I could take that seat for myself
She leans to me.
But, becoming a wife, a lawful one to boot, needs you to think of various things. I need to think ahead, try to balance everyone, and sometimes hold back just like Nei-oneechan, but always showing a smile Nei’s always smiling cheerfully. It’s impossible for me is that so? Then who would stop Megu-chan from going reckless while I’m away?
Nei smiles at Mana.
I’m expecting Mana-chan to do it for me though
Mana.
Then, find someone much more suited than me
Huh?
Like Megu-oneechan’s natural enemy
Who’s that?
Yukino-san
Mana speaks the name of her sister.
She’s really changed. Earlier, she’s even keeping Mao-chan and Yoshiko-san company. She’s being considerate not to get the two bored
Now that she mentioned it.
She was teaching Yoshiko-san about stealth marketing.
Yukino-san’s the only one who can hold down Megu-oneechan. I know that
However, Mana still doesn’t call Yukino Onee-chan.
Chapter 651
You’re talking objectively about Megu-chan and Yukino-chi
Nei tells Mana.
What you’re saying is that you don’t mind Yukino-chi lurking around but Mana-chan, you’re suffering from your own identity
Nei points out. Mana’s startled.
Yeah, well, can’t do anything about it. People reach a peace of mind by accepting how others recognize them What do you mean, Ya-chan?
I don’t get it.
You see, I usually act as the character Natou Nei Rei-chan already knows the details of Cesario Viola’s case, so you know about my true name, Najima Yasuko, right?
Natou Nei’s the name she used to escape Viola’s tracking.
By reading how it’s understood and removing the 子(Ko) kanji from her name, she becomes a different person when reading in English.
Kyouko-san, a Japanese descent Brazillian wasn’t able to read the Yasuko, so she started calling her Nei.
However, when Nei entered high school, one of Shirasaka Sousuke’s lackeys attacked her.
Margo-san had beaten up the teacher, and Nei burned down the place.
That’s when Nei started acting like someone else, as Natou Nei.
The real me has a slightly different personality than the current Nei-chan
Natou Nei’s bright, cheerful, easygoing, but she has a strong mind that never forgives the enemy.
But, Najima Yasuko is shy and mature.
She transformed herself into a strong girl to bounce off the painful reality.
But, I didn’t become Nei-chan from my own strength. The people around, especially the students who don’t know anything about my past believes that I’m Natou Nei, right? That’s why I feel at ease being Nei-chan inside the school After saying that, Nei thinks. Oh, I guess not. That’s not it. I believe in everyone that believes in me. 1 In short, it’s a problem of my recognition of myself. Everyone thinks that I am Nei-chan. Therefore I become Natou Nei, no hesitations Nei said. Sorry, I still don’t get it Yeah, well Yo-chan will stay as Yo-chan wherever you go. That’s what’s impressive about Yo-chan I can understand that
Rei-chan said.
I’m also showing up on television as Fujimiya Reika after all
She’s acting like the battle hero, fighting international criminals like Kyouko-san and Anya.
However, I need to be cautious not to break the images the other people see on me, just like with the tennis club members earlier
Rei-chan who usually is childlike acts like a beautiful and cool crossdresser in front of others.
Well, in my case, once I come home, I can take off my clothes and stand in front of Yo-chan, I can return to my original self, that’s why I can act as Nei outside
Nei said.
Oh, now that she mentions it, Nei and Rei-chan,
They’re the two women who don’t like to have sex with other women joining in.
Well, they do it sometimes, but,
When we’re alone, Nei flirts with me as Kei-chan vs. Onee-chan, then have sex
Rei-chan wants me, her Onii-chama to spoil her.
I think that rich and deep sex creates a balance between the personality they act outside and their original one.
I see. Mana doesn’t have an outside to act for right now
I look at Mana.
Mana doesn’t come out of the mansion most of the time.
We still haven’t decided on which school to enroll Mana.
Therefore, Mana only has a life inside the mansion.
That’s not it, Yo-chan. Mana also has an outside
Huh?
It’s her past, her time as Shirasaka Maika-chan
Nei shows Mana a kind smile.
Mana-chan now is no longer Shirasaka Maika-chan, right? Mana-chan has found her way of living as herself for the past four months. I mean, she can’t go back as Shirasaka Maika. No, she’s not allowed to Mana has assisted in her father’s execution. But, what if one of Mana-chan’s, wait, wrong, I mean, Shirasaka Maika-chan’s acquaintance shows up, what will happen? What if Shirasaka Maika-chan’s relative, a childhood friend, a friend from school met her somewhere on the road?
Nei’s deliberately not mentioning Mana’s mother and her grandfather’s name.
It would hurt Mana to mention the names of her family that abandoned Maika.
They will all still think of me as Maika-san as expected
Mana shows a sad smile.
And if I meet those people, I have to pretend as Maika-san. I just can’t say You’re mistaking me for someone else. I’m Yoshida Mana. I’m not Shirasaka Maika-san
Yeah.
That’s Mana’s identity problem.
Ni and Rei-chan is able to act out with a different personality outside because that’s what the people think of them, but,
In Mana’s case, if she goes outside, a lot of people would think of her as Shirasaka Maika, the one she left in the past.
That’s why I’m afraid. If I met an old acquaintance of Maika-san, maybe, I might turn back to her, perhaps, I won’t be able to turn back. What would I do if I can’t go back to being Yoshida Mana?
That’s why Mana’s afraid of coming out of the mansion.
In the first place, Yoshida Mana’s a personality is created during the holidays in May, when I forcibly took away Shirasaka Maika’s virginity, killed her father socially, had her mother and Grandfather abandon her, and ultimately, Minaho-neesan gave her the choice of dying or becoming my sex slave. She made it up in a hurry to overcome her suffering.
If she goes out, the personality of Shirasaka Maika, the one she’s accustomed for 14 years might come back.
Especially when she meets acquaintances from that era.
Yukino-san already knows that I’m no longer Maika-san
Is that why she’s opening up to Yukino?
But, at the same time, that also declares that they’re no longer sisters.
Therefore, Mana-chan needs to go to school as soon as possible. Then, make a lot of friends who’ll believe that Mana-chan is Mana-chan. When you do, that fear will disappear
Nei said and smiled.
But, I don’t know if I’d meet someone somewhere
That’s right, this world is narrow.
Furthermore, if we try to put in Mana to a school with high security, she’s more likely to meet someone who knows Shirasaka house through their connections.
That said, we cannot have her enter a public middle school.