Bitter memories come up.
But you see, Mother wants me to become some super genius which is just impossible. I’m an idiot, I can’t become a genius
Dammit.
When I had a quiz during my first year in elementary, I was told it’s natural to get a perfect score there, When she heard about the best performer in class, she preached me saying why can’t you be like that child? for hours I don’t get it. Mother wanted me to be better than anyone, that I must show that my Mother and Father’s blood is excellent, but I’m not a genius! Nii-san, was your mother watching you study?
Luna asks.
Never! Not even once! I’m always alone, Grandma’s condition isn’t getting any better, and even so,
Aah.
When I was in second grade, Mother said Someone as useless as you isn’t my child. You’ve inherited your father’s inferior blood, it’s too late. You’re such a stupid and useless kid, I don’t care about you she said Then, Mother ignored me completely.
Until then, she sometimes comes to me and persistently scold me and sometimes hit me, but,
Starting then, she treated me like air.
Nii-san’s father didn’t help you?
My memories are flashing back.
He said, Sorry, but don’t expect something from me Right
Ah, as expected, Edie read through my memories with Tsukiko.
Yo-chan’s got a big hole in his heart, so he feels alone and lonely. Therefore, when there’s someone who looks lonely before him, then he wants to make that person happy. He does his best in doing so Nei said. But, I’m doing this for my own. It’s nothing to be praised. Even if I want to something, I can’t do it with my own power That’s not true! I’m alive thanks to Onii-chan!
Mana.
Mana-chan, you see
Nei looks at Mana.
In Yo-chan’s ideal world, Mana-chan can be happy even without Yo-chan Why? Mana’s happy to be in Onii-chan’s side But for Yo-chan’s ideal world in his mind, he doesn’t exist. Therefore, a world where Yo-chan has to work hard isn’t enough for him, it’s incomplete
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That’s why Yo-chan’s not convinced with the current situation, that he thinks that he’s still no good, that he needs to work harder Why is it that Onii-sama doesn’t exist in his ideal world?
Ruriko asks.
Darling’s Mama abandoned him, that’s why. She said, I don’t need you
Edie.
That’s why even when Darling wishes for us to become happy, he doesn’t think that he should be happy. Once we’re happy, he’ll disappear like bubbles, or so he thinks In short, Yo-chan’s still alone inside his heart
Nei said.
How can we save Danna-sama?
Misuzu asks.
Hmm, I think that this one’s hard
Nei looks at me.
Yo-chan’s missing a mother. Furthermore, Yo-chan doesn’t know the kindness of an ordinary mother. He doesn’t know that mothers are supposed to protect their children He’s neglected by his real mother
Ruriko looks at me worriedly.
For now, let’s kill her
No, wait, Michi.
That’s meaningless. It’s not a relationship where he hates her so much that he wants to kill her. Yo-chan talked about his father for the past four months but he never talked about his mother at all, see? The relationship is too thin. Even if she dies now, Yo-chan won’t feel any effect from it. That won’t close the hole Then, what should we do Nei-chan?
Ruriko asks.
I don’t know. We can’t substitute as Yo-chan’s mother, neither can Minaho-oneechan and everyone else. Oh, I see
Nei notices something.
That’s why Onee-chan’s not coming. They left it to us. They knew that this problem would be exposed if Tsukiko-san had sex with Yo-chan! They know? But why are they not coming?
Misuzu asks.
Well, Yo-chan doesn’t know mother’s love, so Katsu-nee and Nagisa-oneechan can do something about it with their huge tits
Nei said.
But, Darling’s missing is a mother, not something motherly
Oh, so that’s it.
This can’t even be fixed with mother play, and even the eldest women in the senior group isn’t at the mature age to become Yo-chan’s mother
If the senior group shows up, I’m confused by their motherhood.
It feels good to sleep with their huge breasts filling my face, but still.
That doesn’t fix what’s lacking in my heart.
For now, what we have to do is understand that we have such a problem. That way, we can cure it slowly, even if it takes decades
Nei said, Misuzu nods.
We’ll give birth to Danna-sama’s child and raise it with love that Danna-sama has to understand what a mother’s love is That’s true, but we also need Onii-chan to know that Onii-chan has to be in the ideal world he thinks, I mean, it’s a problem if he’s not there Also, we need to warn Onii-sama if he’s going too far beyond his limit Yeah, Yo-chan’s working a bit too hard for these past four months. Let’s think this over again Master works too hard that he thinks that he shouldn’t stop Darling’s so powerful
Somehow, I feel like my women’s starting a meeting.
Then.
Papa
Agnes looks at me.
Agnes will die from sadness if Papa’s gone. Therefore, please stay with me forever
She tells me with worried eyes.
Luna’s the same, am I right? yeah, i have the same view as Agnesan
Err.
Yo-chan, us to
Nei smiled.
No matter how happy we can be, it won’t be a paradise without Yo-chan
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Yeah, we should show him in actions instead of just saying it. That way, we can close down the hole in Yo-chan’s heart little by little We’ll make you happy even if we spend our life on it
Misuzu said.
Then, Tsukiko’s troubled, so that’s why she looked into Yo-chan’s heart
Tsukiko?
I now understand that Kuromori-sama genuinely wants to help us sisters
Tsukiko’s tearing up again.
Kuromori-sama, your heart is so lonely and yet, you still think of what’s best for us
My heart.
That’s the biggest trap Kouzuki-ojiichan setup
Nei smiles wryly.
He knew that it would be like this once Tsukiko-san had sex with Yo-chan and her Miko power activates He knew what?
I ask Nei.
Then, Nei asks Tsukiko.
Tsukiko-san, do you think that you can become a prostitute?
Chapter 683
Tsukiko-san, do you think you can become a prostitute?
Nei asks Tsukiko.
I can’t Why?
Tsukiko looks at me.
To think that I’ll see something so sad every time I have sex, I won’t be able to endure it
Peeking through people’s mind.
They’ll find the wounds at the bottom of it.
Tsukiko won’t become a prostitute as well then? I think I can’t. If becoming a prostitute is what everyone says it is then I’ll need to have sex with anyone. I don’t think my heart can stand that
Tsukiko’s reply surprised me.
Is Jii-chan okay with the three of them not becoming a prostitute?
If they can’t become a prostitute then they can’t train to become a shrine maiden, or did I get this wrong?
But, what should I do? I must become a shrine maiden, whatever it takes
Tsukiko?
Yo-chan, don’t worry about anything unnecessary
Nei said.
Yes, this happening is part of Grandfather’s plan
Misuzu?
Hey, Tsukiko-san, have you ever met the shrine maiden before your mother?
Nei asks.
No, I haven’t But do you know her name? Yes
They never met the shrine maiden two generations ago?
I mean, what is Tsukiko’san’s grandmother doing now? Not the shrine maiden grandmother tho My paternal grandmother died three years ago, she didn’t seem to be a shrine maiden
Her grandmother from the Father’s side wasn’t a shrine maiden.
Grandmother from Mother’s side was a shrine maiden, but she died before I was born. Uhm The Takakura shrine maidens are short-lived