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She takes my hand.

Then, Nei kisses it again and again.

The back of my hand, my fingers.

Then.

Sorry. I must be heavy. I know that I’m crazy. I love Kei-chan so much that it’s making me insane

Nei’s tears flow to my hand.

I thought that it might hurt Kei-chan if I continue this

I see now.

And that’s why you were taking distance from me for the past few days?

She didn’t get involved with the Takakura case more than the surface.

She laid the groundwork to sacrifice Kana-senpai to me.

Then.

Going to the US with Margo-neesan is also a part of it?

No. I sure want to go with Margo-oneechan to the US and support her. I’ve got a lot of regrets remaining in the US after all

To Nei, the US is the place where her parents and brother died and where she was imprisoned.

I understand Margo-oneechan’s thoughts of taking revenge on the US

I see. Then that’s okay

But, it was me who urged Margo-oneechan to hurry and carry out her plans

Nei looked at my face.

In the end, I think that if I continue to stick with Kei-chan, I’ll cause troubles not just with Kei-chan but with everyone

Onee-chan

I lick off Nei’s tears.

It’s salty and slightly bitter.

Her tears taste the same.

If you go away with that reason, it’ll only trouble me

But

Nei.

But I’m going crazy! Insane!

Yeah. You’re right, but I don’t mind it at all

I.

After all, I’m also crazy. Crazy for you

Kei-chan?

Nei’s surprised.

Onee-chan, we’re both crazy. Mad. That’s why Onee-chan doesn’t mind no matter how much trouble I bring. I will also cause as many problems to Onee-chan. Isn’t that what being siblings is like?

I laughed.

I’ve discovered a lot this time. One of them is that people will always be influenced by the environment they grew up in

Nei listens to my story.

For example, Yukino’s raised in a house where her parents curse at each other, and so she thinks that throwing insults at me is a proof of her affection

That’s her expression of love.

But, Mana’s raised by her relatives in Shizouka, she thinks that the relationship of her parents is embarrassing. She’s able to compare it to the people close to her

And that is Yukino and Mana’s difference.

Megu’s raised in Yamamine house, where the couple helps each other out, or so she thought. Actually, it’s the husband refrained from his wife. She feels that it’s natural, and so.

Megu believes that I should make a compromise for her.

Earlier, Misuzu shouted all her emotions, the reason or that is Misuzu’s always lived in a place where people look at her. Therefore, she doesn’t resist making that confession while everyone’s watching her

Instead, she wants people to know her thoughts.

I’m envious of her. Mii-chan thinks that she stands on top and can move a mass of people. She’s got both the cuteness and charisma

Nei said.

Misuzu’s also envious of Onee-chan. I’m sure of it

what?

Onee-chan’s not a captive of common sense, you’re free

I said. Nei’s face turns cloudy.

I’m not free at all

But Misuzu sees it that way. Onee-chan, you don’t have the burden of Kouzuki house behind your back after all

Misuzu’s to inherit the control over an old wealthy family.

Someday.

Well, anyway, since our family is a gathering of people like this, each one has their past, and is influenced by the way they lived before

I said.

Minaho-neesan and the others can’t forget their past as prostitutes no matter what. Margo-neesan had her harsh history, and so she’s like that now. Agnes also has the teachings about sex from Shirasaka Sousuke Agnes watched Shirasaka Sousuke’s sex videos every day and is instructed to masturbate to prepare for the day where she offers her virginity to him.

She’s forced with that upbringing for years.

Even now, Agnes’ life is centered on sex.

I think that outgrowing that thought of hers would be hard to do.

Indeed. If Agnes can’t have sex with Kei-chan anymore, she’d break. I mean, it’s great that Kei-chan became Agnes’ Papa

Why?

If Agnes were to have sex with anyone other than Kei-chan, she’d only drown in sex and become a girl who’ll let any man have sex with her

That’s.

Shirasaka Sousuke developed Agnes sexually but, it was Kei-chan who created a bond and relationship with Agnes, right? Agnes will not have sex with anyone but Kei-chan. She doesn’t trust any other man but Kei-chan in this world I’m the only man in this family, after all.

If ever Shirasaka Sousuke raped Agnes as he planned, the results would be fearsome. Either way, that man would immediately lose to Agnes after taking her virginity and let her become a prostitute

Once Agnes becomes a prostitute.

She knows nothing but sex. She doesn’t care about love or anything like that. She’ll become a sex-machine. If things went that way

That’s horrible.

Yeah, I get what Kei-chan’s trying to say

Nei?

Everyone’s influenced by their past. You can’t run away from it. If that’s the case, I.

Nei holds my hand tight.

Oh, in the end, my personality took form when Cesario Viola had me imprisoned. Viola and his sister are both criminals who come and go in that residence, and to not let them read my thoughts, I.

That’s right.

Najima Yasuko created Natou Nei when.

It was during the time when Viola confined her.

Viola’s a true sadist, and he’s pleased to watch my face when he torments Kei-chan, and I shout Stop it already

That Kei-chan isn’t me.

It’s Nei’s late twin brother.

Kei-san died protecting his big sister.

It’s all for me, because of me. I’m the big sister and yet I couldn’t save Kei-chan

I hug Nei’s trembling body tightly.

Onee-chan, I’m here now. Look, I’m hugging you now

!

Nei trembles.

But, I couldn’t become a big sister at all. I can’t! I’m the big sister, and yet!

The intense emotions from deep inside gush out.

I’m telling you it’s okay, don’t rush it. Don’t hurry. You’ll always be my Onee-chan

i!

Just take it slowly! Move forward! You don’t need to become the ideal big sister right away

Kei-chan

I hug Nei with both arms.

Onee-chan, you’re too smart, and that’s why you look at the results right away. You analyze what you did wrong and get down from it! You panic too much, you hurry too much! You can’t become your ideal self right away like that!

But, I don’t like how I am now!

That’s why you’ve got to face your self and fix it over time!

But, Kei-chan will hate me if I take it too slowly! That’s what I don’t want to happen! I’m scared that Kei-chan will hate me!

I.

I kissed Nei in the lips.

nn, mumumuu?

Nei’s surprised with the sudden kiss, but,

Before long.

Nei accepts my lips after settling down.

Hauu

Our lips separate.

Then, Nei looks at me with passionate eyes.

There is no way in the world I would hate you

Yeah

I love Onee-chan after all

Me too, I love you!

This time, Nei’s the one who kissed me.

I see, I get it now

We lie down on the library floor and embrace each other.

Kissing each other again and again.

I’m sure that it’s the same with the robot toy

What is?

Nei looks up at the toys she placed in the bookshelves earlier.

They could transform into cars or gemstones, but all of them converted back to robot. The robot toys are the same

I don’t get it.

In the end, they first think that children will be playing with it. They make sure that it won’t break from simple shifting, and the toy won’t cut any fingers either

They’re toys after all

They won’t be selling toys that can injure children.

You can play with it with a peace of mind, and it’s fun, that way of thinking isn’t bad. Well, it’s business, so they think of profits and usability, but in the end, the creation of it comes from kindness