I’m sorry, I’m not used on getting naked in front of Kou-sama, so it feels embarrassing
Tsukiko blushes.
But, she doesn’t hide her naked body.
Her body’s slender, but she’s growing where you’d expect growth.
She’s not a glamour girl, but her body has a beautiful proportion.
Tsukiko has that sex appeal of a shrine maiden.
Furthermore, she shines like the Goddess of the night.
thank you
Tsukiko?
Uhm, if you praise me that much, I’d feel embarrassed
Ah.
She’s reading my mind, right.
Now, let’s go, Kou-sama
She reaches out for my hand.
O-Okay
I stand up and grab Tsukiko’s hand.
We head to the bed.
My, does it not hurt swinging around like that?
As we hold hands and walk side-by-side, my erect penis keeps on shaking in every step.
Tsukiko seems to find it interesting.
No, this is how it is
That’s all I can say.
Please don’t be embarrassed. I want to know more about Kou-sama.
Tsukiko said.
She’s not interested in the men’s physiology but only to me.
That’s natural. Kou-sama will be the only man in my life!
O-Okay.
Ah, I’m sorry. Kou-sama suffers when we say that
Me? Suffer?
Tsukiko sits down on the bed.
I sit next to her.
We’re still holding hands.
A hearto-heart connection needs to keep close contact.
Unlike Tsukiko, I can’t read her mind, so I can only imagine, even so,
First, what I would like to talk about is; Kou-sama, you’re misunderstanding yourself
Tsukiko said.
Kou-sama, your desire to oppress women isn’t a rape impulse
Huh?
No, you just don’t know
I’m a rapist.
I raped Yukino. I did it all just to satisfy my lust.
I’ve been raping girls whenever I have the opportunity as well.
I mean, that’s the wrong part.
No, that can’t be.
If that’s the case, why did you stop earlier?
You mean?
Why did I stop irrumatio?
No, that’s because Tsukiko’s in pain
Yes. I felt pain in my throat
That’s why
I replied.
Yes. That’s why
Huh? Tsukiko, why repeat what I said?
What I mean is that if Kou-sama were really a sadist towards women, then you wouldn’t stop when you saw me suffer, instead, you’ll be unable to stop
Huh?
Also, Kou-sama, you’ve been holding your libido ever since you entered this room. Even now you do
Tsukiko uses her free hand to touch my penis.
To think that it’s this hard and yet you still listen to my story calmly
No, that’s wrong.
I’m just holding it to try and look cool for Tsukiko.
In reality, I’m just a wild beast whose sexual desire can’t be suppressed.
I’m just a sexual offender.
That’s just the impression you have on yourself
Tsukiko strokes my rod.
Uugh.
Pleasure gushes out from my penis.
I want to have sex right now.
But you’re not even trying to attack me!
Well, that’s because.
I don’t want Tsukiko to hate me
It’s not just Tsukiko.
I don’t want my women to hate me.
That’s why.
Then, if it’s someone you’re okay hating you then you don’t mind going forcefully?
Yeah.
I think so.
After all, I did rape Yukino.
Yukino didn’t have feelings for me, no, I knew that she hated me from the start.
Whatever I do, Yukino will never like me. I have a complete understanding that it is impossible.
Therefore, I rape Yukino without hesitation.
I really am the worst
I lose to my libido.
And, that’s the impression you’re under
Tsukiko?
Earlier, I received a lecture from Margo-oneesama
Lecture?
Margo-san?
She seems to be taking lessons in psychology
Yeah, Margo-san’s enrolled in the university’s psychology department.
She’s enrolled, but I think she’s not attending classes at all.
Margo-san came to Japan as a foreign student. Then this spring, after graduating from our high school, she needed a track record of advancing to a Japanese university.
But, now that she’s adopted to Kuromori family officially, she now has Japanese nationality.
She can live in Japan even if she’s not an international student.
Margo-oneesama’s studying about criminal psychology, especially about sex crimes
Margo-san’s born as an American-Indian, yet she’s got blue eyes and blonde hair.
Inside that settlement, she was looked down on and later, gangbanged.
Margo’s father was among the perpetrators.
Her father didn’t want to accept Margo-san as his child because she had blonde hair and blue eyes.
And so, he raped Margo-san together with his friends.
Then, Margo-san,
I see
Ah, shit.
I’m leaking out Margo-san’s privacy.
I won’t tell anyone. I will apologize to Margo-oneesama later
Tsukiko said.
Then, Margo-oneesama taught me that most of the sex-related crimes in the world aren’t caused by a pent-up sexual desire
Sex-crimes aren’t caused by sexual desire, what?
Yes. For instance, it seems that the cause is more about the urge to attack someone. Having an urge saying, I want to beat up someone, doesn’t include sexual desire in it. I want to hurt someone, but an adult male won’t do. I might lose in a fight. They might turn tables on me. Then, what now? Oh right! I’ll pick someone weaker than me, let’s attack a woman, and that’s how they end up with their thoughts. There’s still no sexual desire in there O-Okay.
However, they won’t accept the idea that they’ll lose to an adult man so they’ll attack a woman instead That would mean that they’re admitting that they’re weak. Therefore, to protect their pride, their head changes the meaning and intent. That means that their impulse to attack someone won’t be the origin of it all but instead, they just wanted to rape a woman from the start. Just wanted to have sex. That will be their thoughts.
Unable to admit that they’re weak, they change their intent to rape inside their head.
No, but, won’t that make them still weak as a man if they want to rape a woman?
I think.
That’s just objective thinking. For people who had a strong urge to beat up someone then they won’t be able to accept that they are weak
They won’t agree with the thought of I’m attacking a woman because I’m weak, so they switch their thoughts to I just wanted to rape a woman from the start.
Therefore, in case a person commits a crime, then they mostly cause injuries to the woman that in most cases, they couldn’t have sex anymore
A rapist that can’t have sex, what?
Uhm, that means their penis can’t become like this
Tsukiko pats my erect penis.
In short, their impulse to inflict injury on a woman doesn’t lead them to have sexual urges
I see it now.
That’s why they’re not getting an erection.
Even if they performed the sexual act, in the end, they were just attacking a female body, and it’s often seen that their purpose isn’t to satisfy their sexual desire
Tsukiko said.
According to Margo-oneesama, humans can switch their urges, or desires, into another
Switching desires.
For example, if a person’s dissatisfied with not being recognized socially, then they have the urge to gain honor. However, they stress-eat, that means that their heart satisfies their appetite. In case they can’t find the original urge, then even if that desire for honor increases, they can’t improve their own status, and so, they replace that impulse with appetite, which they can control by themselves, and they try to take that craving away from their mind.
Oh, I see now.
Putting the example from earlier, if someone has an urge to hurt others, but they aren’t confident, so they won’t attack adult males.
Therefore, they change their urge to hurt to a sexual urge.
There’s a few who end up with rape cases but if when a man feels I’m feeling horny, I want to fuck someone, they then hire a prostitute to have sex with them.