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She tries giving me fellatio once again.

i’ll try it again, Yoshi-kun Sure.

Megu grabs my penis and stuffs it in her mouth.

Oh, that’s warm.

Megu slowly uses her tongue while looking at my face.

Hmm Is this okay, Yoshi-kun?

Megu speaks as I respond, but.

Don’t rush. Look around

Edie smiled.

Yukino’s licking Darling’s foot Huh?

Megu turned around, then she found Yukino licking my foot.

Hey! What are you doing, Yukino? Oh? It’s not your exclusive time, is it, Megumi?

Yukino laughed.

True

Edie grabs my right hand and starts licking the gap between my fingers.

ai too

Ai starts to lick my nape.

Ah, aah.

My penis in Megu’s arms gets harder.

Hey! You girls! That’s right, it’s all of us who make Darling feel good but. I think you should stop that Me! Me! thought of yours

Yukino tells Megu.

This idiot has a lot of women, not just Megumi. It’s useless to make some strange appeals I know that, but.

Megu speaks in a sad tone.

You don’t get it

Edie.

Darling has a lot of women, and still, he looks at Megumi and loves you. Are you asking for more? Megumi, you know that you can’t monopolize him, don’t you? This idiot loves all of us, and will do all that he can to make all of us happy Normally, you should be satisfied that your love is recognized and that you’re loved back Ai’s happy from doing this

Ai rubs her cheeks on my chest.

Megumi, you ask for too much. That what makes you extremely self-conscious, and then, you blow yourself up before he could react. What a hopeless girl I.

Megu’s confused. I.

Megu, come here

I spread my arms and call her.

O-Okay, Yoshi-kun

I embraced Megu’s slender naked body.

Here, take a deep breath

Suu, haa.

Megu takes a deep breath in my arms.

Listen, you need to take a deep breath, no matter when. Then, you won’t have to hurry on anything

Just like using shuffle when Ai’s in panic, Megu needs a system to restart her thoughts.

Once your breathing turns relaxed, you can ease up. Look at the people around you.everyone, let’s take a deep breath

Our skins are touching, and so, we can feel each other’s breath.

Okay, let’s begin

Suu.Haa.

We take long and deep breaths, just like when Michi’s using her Kudou style.

Suu.haa.

Megu joins with me, matching the swelling and deflation of my chest and stomach.

No.

Suu.suhaa

Ai, Edie, Yukino, they’re all taking deep breaths.

Yes, taking a deep breath lets the oxygen reach your brain

Edie smiled.

Edie, teach Megu the formal breathing techniques for Qi

I looked at Edie and asked her.

Sure Yoshi-kun?

Megu looked at me, startled.

It’s not my specialty. And you prefer learning from Edie than Michi, right? But. I’ll try to join you whenever possible

I said with a smile.

So, how’s that after taking a deep breath?

Megu.

Yoshi-kun, you seem closer than earlier

Right.

Our bodies are this close together, having sex.

If we breathe together deeply, we’re no longer far from each other.

I’m always worried that Yoshi-kun will go away, or that you’ll leave me alone, but, I don’t feel that now And that’s why you should take a deep breath when you’re starting to worry. Like how you did just now. That’s what I always do Yoshi-kun too? Yeah, I mean, I’m always worried everyday

I thought of talking about it since there’s an opportunity.

I’m always worried. Like, was the pastry sufficient? Like, if I make a mistake, then I might not sell a single one.

Everyone’s helping out in the pastry making, but I’m the one in charge of the oven.

If I fail, everyone’s product would be wasted.

But, Yoshi-kun does it. But, I might fail if I lost focus. I mean, it’s me. I’m the one doing it

I don’t trust myself.

After all, I’m useless.

I can manage to do it somehow for now, but I’m always worried. I could go through it thanks to everyone

If I was alone, I’ll never work it out and fail all the time.

Someone as useless as me couldn’t possibly operate a bakery.

Making pastries every day, selling them, then training for the next day, looking at the sales, thinking of new products.

If I look back at April, this is like a dream

Back then, I felt hopeless.

But now, I have hope. I’m happy. I’m blessed

But.

And that’s the reason why I’m more worried Yoshi-kun? I don’t know what I would do if everyone abandons me. I’ll become alone. I’m worried that the people around me would be gone. It horrifies me. I’ve seen it in my nightmares

I’m happy, and that makes me scared.

At times like that, I take a deep breath, then, I can calm down somehow Right, Darling, you do that sometimes in the middle of the night

Edie said.

Right, even when I’m with my women in the bed.

A warm body embraces me, yet, I still feel worried.

I do the same, but. Yeah, Edie does take a deep breath sometimes

Edie stretches her body and does some breathing control with her Qi when she has time.

I thought that she’s only eager to train but, I guess I’m wrong.

Edie’s doing that to calm herself down when she feels uneasy.

Me too

Yukino?

In my case, it was masturbation. When I feel uneasy, I always imagine that you’re banging me as I masturbate. Although, I don’t need to do it as much nowadays

She laughed.

But, since it’s dangerous for me to put anything inside right now, I just imagine that you’re sucking on my breasts. When I remember you sucking on my nipples, I feel calmer Ai became able to use shuffle on herself without the need for Yoshida-kun to say it

To Ai, shuffle, means rebooting her thoughts.

Everyone deals with their worries in various ways.

Megumi, you’re too much of an honor student right now

Yukino said.

You know, Yamamine-san, they were earnest people. You feel sorry for them, and that’s why you always go with: I’m okay, I can endure it and live that way. Well, not that I’m in the place to say that since I’m the cause, but still.

Megu intended to accept her fate. The fate where Shirasaka Sousuke turns her to a prostitute.

You didn’t have someone you can fawn on, and so you get spoiled with Darling.But.

Edie said.

Megumi, you’re a bit too spoiled.it’s becoming a burden on Darling. That’s.

Megu looked at me.

Yoshi-kun said that I can fawn on him more. That’s impossible

Edie said.

Megumi never relies on anyone right now. Right

Yukino nods.

Someone who can’t do anything by herself shouldn’t rely on Yoshida-kun.

Ai.

People who are spoiled and lick each other’s wounds only cause trouble to the people around

Edie’s harsh.

First, you must oppose your fate, and find your will. Find the courage, no matter how weak you are. If it’s those people, then there’s a meaning to their gathering. Darling knows that Ai understands too

Ai said.

Ai knows that she can’t do anything.Thinking that Ai is Ai, and so she’s useless. But, Yoshida-kun told me that I shouldn’t think like that. If Ai doesn’t want to be useless, then do something.

That’s.

I’m just like Ai. I always thought that I’m useless. That I can’t do anything. That I have no worth. That’s not true

Ai holds my hand.

Yoshida-kun, if you’re not here, then, Ai would be at a loss

Ai.

Please, watch over Ai all the time.Ai will surely lose her way.and be unable to understand anything.so. Yeah, I’ll walk together with you. I won’t push or drag you. But I’ll watch you. Always Yes