As he had so often-and so pointlessly-over the years, LePere tried to fathom the reason he’d survived the wreck of the Teasdale when, by all rights, he should have been the one dancing with the other dead at the bottom of Kitchigami. In the still of the night, a thought occurred to him, the first clear understanding he’d experienced in a very long time. He should have been dead. From the moment he climbed aboard the little pontoon raft on that angry lake, he’d felt dead. And after that, for more than a dozen years, he’d walked dead through every day.
John LePere understood that in the dangerous game he’d become part of, the hand that had rolled snake eyes that day was his own.
35
AS SOON AS THE SOUND of John LePere’s footsteps receded from the fish house, Jo slid herself against the wall and began the struggle to stand.
“What are you doing?” Grace whispered.
“My best to get us out of here. I’ll need your help. You’ve got to stand up, too.”
“What about us?” Scott asked.
“Until I tell you, just stay put,” Jo replied. “That would be the biggest help.”
Jo managed to get herself on her feet. With her ankles taped, she was forced to hop to maneuver to a window. In a moment, Grace had joined her.
“See him?” Jo asked. “There on that little dock.” She nodded toward a figure, pale in the moonlight, beside a large boat. LePere was standing very still, staring out at the cove. “Tell me if he moves this way.”
Jo left Grace to her duty and hopped toward the shelves built into the wall at the far end of the fish house. She didn’t know what she was looking for exactly, but the bit of equipment stored there offered hope. In her hurry, she lost her balance and toppled against one of the long wooden tables that ran along the sides of the single room. Her face came near the tabletop that held a thousand scars from knife blades, and she caught the ghost of an odor, the old smell of fish that had soaked into every fiber of the wood. She righted herself and, more carefully, made her way across the floor.
“You called him by name,” Grace said very quietly. “You know him.”
“Don’t you?”
“Should I?”
“His name is John LePere. He’s your neighbor on the cove.” She bent toward the shelves, trying to see by moonlight what they held.
“I’ve never seen him up close. I always had the feeling he resented us being there.”
“It looks like he resented you a lot more than you thought.”
“Mom?”
“Yes, Scott.”
“I talked to him once.”
“When?”
“A while ago. I was down by the creek and he was there, too. He seemed nice.”
“People aren’t always what they seem, Scott.”
The items on the shelves were a diverse collection of boating equipment, diving gear, and general materials. At first glance, nothing that would help.
“I’m sorry, Jo,” Grace said.
“For what?”
“If you hadn’t come out to my house, you wouldn’t be in this mess.”
“Not your fault there are monsters in the world, Grace.”
Jo tried to stoop without falling over. She wanted a better look at the bottom shelf.
“Do you think they’re looking for us?” Grace asked.
“I know Cork is.”
“How do you know?”
“Because I know Cork.”
“You love him.” Grace sounded envious.
Stevie whispered, “I want Daddy.” His voice was on the edge of tears.
“We’ll get you back to Daddy,” Jo promised.
She saw something, like a large white feather, where the moonlight fell on the lowest shelf. She wobbled a bit as she lowered herself to her knees, but she made it down safely. Her heart seemed to give a loud, joyous thump when she saw that it was no feather but the clean steel blade of a knife. She began to work her way around so that her back was to the shelf, and she had a shot at grabbing the knife handle. Leaning back, she pushed her arms as far as her sore shoulders would let her, and she touched the knife. Her fingers scrabbled to find a hold.
“Yes!” she whispered triumphantly.
“What is it?”
“A knife. I’ve got a knife.”
She rocked back slowly and pushed herself up, trying to stand from her kneeling position. She’d almost made it when she lost her balance again and fell against the shelves. Her shoulder bumped a paint can, which fell to the floor with a clatter.
“He’s coming back,” Grace whispered sharply.
Holding desperately to the knife, Jo hopped toward the place next to Stevie where she’d been sitting when John LePere had left them. She was keenly aware that if she fell, she risked a terrible wound in her back. Grace had already resumed her position next to Scott. Jo was not quite to Stevie when she heard the crunch of LePere’s feet on the gravel outside the fish house. She hopped once more, a long, dangerous move that brought her up against the wall. The lock clicked open and the metal hasp clanked as it was unlatched. Jo dropped the knife and let her body slide down quickly, her butt covering the blade.
LePere stepped in. He turned the light on and looked carefully at Jo and the others. “I thought I heard something.”
“I was uncomfortable,” Jo said. “I was trying to get into a different position.”
He nodded but seemed distracted. He said to Jo, “I want to talk to you.” His eyes shifted to Grace. “And you.”
He took out his pocket knife and cut the tape around Jo’s ankles. He moved to Grace and did the same. Jo was thinking fast, trying to figure what to do with the knife hidden under her. Stevie bumped against her and she caught the look in his eye. As LePere helped Grace to her feet, Jo slid left and Stevie followed, hiding the knife with his own little body. Jo glanced down at her son. Good boy, her look said.
LePere stepped to Jo, helped her up, and said to the boys, “They’ll be back.” He indicated Jo and Grace should precede him. When they were all outside, he turned and locked the fish house. “Follow me.” He led them to his tiny house, opened the door, and said, “Inside.”
When John LePere switched on a lamp, Jo was surprised by what she found. It was a cozy place, well kept. There was a good feel to it, to the way everything seemed to have a proper place to be. She’d always thought of men alone as a little barbaric in the way many of them lived comfortably with disorder and dirt.
“Sit down.”
He indicated a small sofa with a floral design. When they were seated, he left them, went into another room, and came back in a few moments with a stack of newspapers in his hands.
“I want you to understand why I’m doing this.”
He put the newspapers on the clean surface of the coffee table, moved behind Grace, and cut free her hands.
“Read,” he said, and he pointed to the newspapers.
Jo, too, read what LePere had offered them. They were old newspapers, old by a dozen years. The date on the first was November 19, 1986. The headline read ORE BOAT SINKS IN SUPERIOR; CREW FEARED DEAD. The story reported that the ore carrier Alfred M. Teasdale, bound for Duluth harbor, had foundered in a terrible gale on Lake Superior and had apparently sunk with all hands aboard. Winds of ninety miles per hour had been recorded at the weather station on Devil’s Island and radio reports from other vessels on Lake Superior indicated the gale had produced thirty-foot waves. The last communication with the Teasdale had been at eleven-thirty-seven P.M., nearly a day and a half earlier, when the captain reported to the Coast Guard station at Duluth that he was altering the ship’s course to seek shelter in the lee of the Apostle Islands. Because no other communication occurred, it was assumed the ore carrier had made it safely and was waiting out the storm. Official report of the ship as missing wasn’t made until nearly thirty-six hours later. The search was being carried out in a large area centered on the ship’s last known location north of the Apostle Islands. The Coast Guard held out little hope that anyone had survived.