The smell of frying was coming from somewhere, seeping through the vents of the car, and I realized I hadn't eaten since early this morning, would need to take in some protein as soon as I could, but this wasn't the right time because a man was coming out of the Import-Export building now, huddled against the rain as he jogged across to the Honda and got in.
This was at 6:14 and I noted it simply because it might be a habit of his to leave there at this time of the day. It wouldn't be dark for another hour but the sky was still heavy and the headlights of the Honda came on and I waited until it had splashed through the mud beside the building and turned south before I started up and took a left and two rights and another left as fast as I could and got him in my sights again at a distance of fifty yards, closing the gap a little but leaving my lights off, keeping track of him through the rain with the wipers moaning across and across the windscreen as we kept on going south until we reached Pokambor Boulevard and turned south-east towards the Killing Fields of Choeung Ek.
7: BOGEYMAN
The point of no return was the ninth stair.
That was my estimation.
There were twelve stairs and I was now on the eighth, watching the crack of light under the door on the landing above me. It was at eye-level. It had taken me a long time to reach here, perhaps fifteen minutes; this was partly because the stairs creaked — the villa was old, with cracked plaster walls and rotting timber — and partly because the situation was so dangerous and I didn't want to hurry.
Voices came from below the door, voices and tobacco smoke creeping blue-grey in the crack of light.
I've told them so often at Norfolk when I'm roped in as a temporary instructor between missions: Never use a staircase when you're approaching a hot zone unless there's no other way. And even then think twice. To help get it into their heads I throw them the statistics from a report I remember reading on safety in the home: 'In dwellings of more than one floor, thirty-five per cent of fatal accidents occur on the stairs. Fifteen per cent of these involve the elderly, fifty-two per cent occur when something bulky is being carried down the stairs, and thirty-three per cent occur when hurrying.'
Tonight, as I watched the light under the door, I was aware that my chance of a fatal accident on this particular staircase was closer to a hundred per cent because if that door opened and I had to go down the stairs there'd be a gun at my back and all I'd have to do in my hurry to get clear was break an ankle and it'd stop my run, finito.
If the door opened when I reached the next stair, the ninth, the point of no return, I would have a gun in my face but there'd be a chance of dealing with it before it was fired.
There was a balcony on this side of the villa. The room where the agents were talking would open onto it; so would the rooms on each side. When I approached the villa through the last of the rain some thirty minutes ago, following the dead man's brother at a distance from where we'd left the cars, I'd seen the balcony but hadn't been able to reach it from the ground: there was no creeper, no drainpipe, nothing but the sheer wall. That was why I'd had to ignore my own warning to the neophyte espions at Norfolk and use this staircase to the hot zone, the room where the agents were talking. I'd come in through the back door of the villa; it hadn't been locked; guerrillas armed to the teeth don't think of locking their doors.
The voices behind the door rose and fell, fell sometimes to silence, then broke out again. I recognized the language, that was alclass="underline" it was Khmer. They would be talking, some of the time, about the death of the hit man, a death to be avenged, and bloodily, as soon as they could find out who had killed him, so that his brother here could at least know that the score was settled.
I listened on the stair.
The way I worked things out was that if the door of that room opened at any next second and someone came out when I was still on the eighth stair my chances of getting clear would be better if I turned and crashed down the staircase and got out through the open back door before the agent had time to pull his gun and fire it with any accuracy. But once I was on the ninth stair, only three from the top, I thought I might stand a better chance of getting clear by taking the man head-on and dropping him cold and going through the vacant room to the right and onto the balcony and making a controlled drop to the ground before the fuss started.
But when I talk about one chance being better than the other I mean of course by a hair, by the tenth of a second, by the reaction-time of the agent's nerves, the degree of friction between the gun and the inside of the holster, things like that, a thousand things. And there were other unpredictables: whether the room on the right was in fact vacant; whether the latch on the door was weak enough for me to smash open if it was locked or if the handle was loose and wouldn't turn fast enough to let me in there.
The talking rose again and then one voice barked and there was silence. He would be their top dog — the man, almost certainly, I would need to meet, and talk to, or kill.
I lifted my right foot to take the next step upward but froze as someone moved inside the room and the shadow of a boot darkened the crack under the door and I waited for it to come open, going over the distances and the angles that would be involved if a man came out and I had to get to him before he was ready, working against the glare of the light from the room before my pupils had time to retract but using my one advantage — the element of surprise — for all it was worth.
Waited.
Four stairs and a distance of three feet across the landing, say two seconds, two and a half, before the heel of the right palm reached the nose bone and drove it upward into his brain and dropped him, the gun in his hand by that time but too late, with any luck too late.
The boot was still close to the door. I watched the handle, waiting for it to turn, to trigger the nerves, alert the muscles.
Waited with my right foot lowered again and braced on the eighth stair with the heel raised and the ball of the foot burning as the energy surged from the brain to the muscles on hot waves of adrenalin.
Soon?
I watched the crack of light, the shadow of the boot.
Now?
The muscles burning, the organism triggered, the nerves drawn tight.
Then a voice came and the boot moved and the shadow was gone and the handle of the door remained still, perfectly still, as the talking broke out again and I moved to the ninth stair and went on climbing and crossed the landing and went into the room on the right with no impediment, the door unlocked and the handle easy to turn but the heart still racing under the whip of the adrenalin and the mouth dry, the reaction bringing sweat out, itching on my face.
It was darker in here than it had been on the staircase, because the lights had been left burning in the main room on the ground floor. I had spent a little time in there when I'd come into the villa, smelling the film of burnt cordite inside the barrels of uncleaned guns — most of them Chinese assault rifles stacked in the corners and lying around on a trestle table. I had also studied the picture gallery on the wall, a big spread of black-and-white photographs of men in camouflage dress holding weapons at the alert with dramatic look-mummy expressions, a lot of the pictures showing Pol Pot himself, carefully shot from below to make him look taller, others showing a younger man in jungle battledress with a peaked cap and a general's pips on the shoulders, one with his name below it: Kheng San, presumably the second-in-command of the Khmer Rouge forces.