Tut shrugged. "Then we’ll all get smoked like Team Esteem."
"Not if I can help it." Festina turned to me. "You’ve got the Bumbler. Have you checked for the presence of Var-Lann’s bugs?"
I nodded. "They’re all around us. Inside us too. I don’t know how long we’ve been breathing them — at least since we entered the camp. They’re covering our bodies… creeping in through our ears, nose, and mouth… maybe penetrating our skin…"
Festina nodded. "Then we’re completely infested. Just fucking wonderful. But we aren’t dead yet… which gives us time to set things right."
"How?" Tut asked.
"By finding this damned defense system and smashing the shit out of it so nobody else dies."
"But Var-Lann might have been wrong," Tut protested. "He was just hypothesizing — halfway out of his head with pain. There might not be any system. And even if there is, it could be anywhere on the planet!"
"Then we’d better search fast. Let’s go."
CHAPTER 12
Magga [Pali]: Path. The Buddha’s fourth truth is that the way to purge oneself of tanha (fixations) is to follow a program called the Eightfold Path: practices to lessen the grip of one’s fixations and eventually achieve freedom.
Next stop: Drill-Press. The Fuentes city.
If there was any nearby information about Var-Lann’s hypothetical defense system, it would lie among the mud-covered ruins. Not that the Fuentes would have left big signs pointing to secret alien-killing machinery… and not that we could read Fuentes writing, even if there were such signs… and not that the actual defense machinery was more likely to be in Drill-Press than anywhere else on the planet… but the city was still the first place to start looking. No other Fuentes settlement was close enough to reach on foot.
Besides, Li and Ubatu crash-landed in the ruins. Professional courtesy demanded we make a token effort to see what had happened to them.
First, though, we needed more practical clothing. I was soggy with sweat inside my overinsulated tightsuit; Festina was similarly steaming. Therefore, we scrounged through the Unity huts till we found clothes that would fit us. Not too surprisingly, we both obtained uniforms from the same woman: the only member of Team Esteem close to our size. Unity women tended toward Amazonian proportions — tall, broad-shouldered, long in the leg. Unity bioengineering policies decreed that females should average exactly the same height as males, and both should be built like demigods. Fortunately, Unity policies also decreed that each survey team should have one man and one woman substantially smaller than the norm, in case there was need to send someone into cramped spaces… exploring caves, for example, or picking through wreckage in a collapsed building. Festina and I searched till we found the hut of the mandatory short woman, then fought our way out of our tightsuits and into two of the woman’s spare uniforms.
I let Festina have the official "dress" uniform. It was made from nanomesh fabric — an assemblage of nanites that adhered to the body as tight and thin as paint — but at least the nanocloth was a dignified black. (Black was the official color of both the Unity Survey Service and our own Explorer Corps. In the Academy, we’d often speculated if the Unity was imitating us, or vice versa. Historical records didn’t help to determine who chose black first. Incredibly, the Technocracy had no records of when or how the Explorer Corps got started. No one knew if that omission was a deliberate snub, benign neglect, sheer incompetence, or something more sinister.)
As for me, I got stuck with a nanomesh uniform that clung just as revealingly — the Unity was the sort of culture that preached virtuous restraint while wearing clothes so snug and sheer that everyone could see your appendectomy scar — but besides being tight enough to show whether I was an inny or an outy, the uniform was one of those multicolored jester suits that passed for Mutan camouflage: yellow, blue, crimson, purple, orange, green, mauve, splashed in motley spottles and blotches all over the skintight cloth… as if I’d rolled in fruit salad. The moment I emerged from the hut, Tut yelled, "Hey, Mom, you look like spumoni."
Tut himself looked like a bear. While Festina and I had been dealing with clothes, he’d toured the other huts and collected all the sacred masks. Some of the masks were now slung on a belt at his waist, while others hung on a makeshift bandoleer draped from his shoulder to his hip… but he’d saved one mask to wear over his gold-plated face: a life-sized bear mask, complete with what looked to be genuine bear fur and teeth. In the middle of the bear’s forehead was a blood-red ruby as big as my thumb.
The thought of Tut stealing the masks disturbed me; it was like looting relics from a temple. I had little respect for the Unity’s mask religion — an outlet for the worst in human nature, not striving to achieve the best — but in the spirit-parched secular world of the Technocracy’s mainstream, I felt kinship for any religious artifacts.
"Those don’t belong to you," I told Tut. "If you take them, they’ll get broken."
"But, Mom, they’re shiny-finey!" He capered around me, making mock growls. "Grr-arrh! Grr-arrh! The bear says the masks want to dance!"
"Tut…"
"They’ve been stuck inside, grr-arrh! With no one to wear them, grr-arrh! Their owners have left, the masks are bereft, and they’re looking for fun now, grr-arrh!"
He began making clawing gestures at me, still bouncing in circles and calling, "Grr-arrh! Grr-arrh!"
"Tut!" I said. "This isn’t funny. It’s disrespectful."
"Masks don’t want respect, grr-arrh. They’d much rather play and pet, grr-arrh. They just want to dance, and to get in your pants. A mask is the best lay you’ll get, grr-arrh!"
"Tut…" Then it struck me: this was a man who’d spent a year with the Unity. Living among them. Learning their language. Had he also taken part in their orgies? Did he get himself stoked up on ritual drugs or brain-feeds, then mask-dance himself into ecstasy? He’d been sixteen at the time; of course he’d attend an orgy if invited. Being Tut, he would have thrown himself into the experience with total abandon. If invited. Supposedly, the Unity didn’t let you join their rites unless you had a spirit-mask of your own, but…
Wait. Tut did have a mask. The gold-plating on his face. When did he get that? During his time with the Unity. Had he been wearing a genuine Unity spirit-mask for as long as I’d known him?
No. Real spirit-masks had a soul-gem in the forehead. Tut’s gold face didn’t. But perhaps soul-gems were only for full-fledged members of the Unity. Outsiders like Tut might be allowed to have masks of their own but couldn’t add a gem because they couldn’t claim full Unity status.
That made sense. The Unity did accept converts to their religion; in some places, they’d angered the Technocracy by actively proselytizing. So it was entirely possible Tut’s face was a mask and he was a practiced trance-dancer.
Which was bad news for us. The last thing we needed was Tut trying to relive his youth in a blur of unconstrained copulation.
Or was there more here at work than a simple yearning for the past? Something had happened to Tut’s aura — something I couldn’t define. It seemed more chaotic than before… not just Tut’s usual insanity but a warring pandemonium of driving urges. Black anger. Crimson lust. White-hot hatred. Muddy grief. And some odd unnatural extra that fought all the rest: a slippery purple force I couldn’t identify. The colors clashed against each other madly, like Muta’s motley foliage. Their battle seemed strong enough to rip Tut’s life force apart.