I said, “ Rand wasn’t that long out of his teens. That could also be an issue for your kids.”
“Sure,” he said quickly, but his eyes told me he wasn’t tracking.
“Perceived similarity,” I went on. “There’s a whole bunch of data on how it relates to empathy.”
“If it could happen to him, it could happen to me?” he said. “Sure, makes total sense. But what I was referring to are the core issues they’re wrestling with. Sense of identity, establishing autonomy. And, of course, they think they’re immortal.” Wry smile. “We did, at that age, right? All that stuff we kept from our parents.”
I forced my own smile. Trying not to think about what this guy did to young girls’ autonomy.
A thirteen-year-old bleeding out in a prison supply room.
I said, “Thank God my parents never knew some of the things I did.”
“You were a wild guy?” he said, shifting closer. Engaging me with those warm dark eyes. As if I were the most important person on earth.
Return of the teeth.
Charisma. The most skillful psychopaths know how to play it like a guitar. Sometimes the smartest ones get to the top of the corporate ladder or the highest rungs of elected office. In the end, though, shallow theatrics are often counterbalanced by laziness and sloppiness.
Doing someone else’s wife in the marital bed.
Writing and shopping a thinly described screenplay and expecting it to make you an overnight millionaire.
Impregnating minors for a hobby and billing the state for their abortions.
For all his wizardry at manipulation, Daney was miles from where he wanted to be, the lifestyle he’d glimpsed after hooking up with Sydney Weider: Brentwood, Aspen, private jets, red carpet fantasies. All that upscale pillow talk fevering his brain.
Look at me look at me look at me!
Eight years later, instead of all that, he was a middle-aged guy running around singing camp songs and trying to cadge money from Dr. Marta Demchuk.
Fool’s move; Demchuk was tough and Daney’s smarmy mojo worked only on the weakest of victims.
He flexed a thick wrist, ran his hand through his thick, wavy hair.
I said, “I was never wild enough to get into serious trouble, but I had my moments.”
“I’ll bet you did.”
“How about you?”
He hesitated for a moment. “Nah, I was a good boy. Maybe too good.”
“Choir boy?”
“I was brought up thinking fun meant good deeds.”
“Preacher’s kid?”
“You guessed it…” A shadow darkened his face.
Then a larger shadow, bearish, tinted the aluminum table pewter.
Daney turned to see Milo looming behind him, holding a greasy cardboard box. “Fresh out of the fat.”
“Smell’s yum, Detective.”
Milo let him have the first pick.
Jelly-filled. Just like last time.
As he chewed with obvious pleasure, I told myself to turn off the analysis, maybe he just loved jelly-filled doughnuts.
He wiped his beard, took another bite. “Aren’t these just the best?”
Milo said, “Guilty pleasures, Rev,” and swallowed a mouthful of cruller.
I got to work on a maple-glaze. Cars drove in and out of the lot. The air got warmer. A flock of pigeons flew over from across Vanowen and began exploring the leavings. Milo tossed them a crumb and they flittered like paparazzi.
Daney said, “There’s your good deed for the day.”
We laughed.
Just a bunch of guys, stuffing their faces with junk food, on a damp day in the Valley.
Milo said, “So have you come up with any insights, Rev?”
Drew Daney scanned the doughnut box, picked out a pink thing topped with chocolate sprinkles. “You haven’t been able to learn anything at all about Malley?”
“I wish. Guy seems to be a cipher.”
“Guess that fits,” said Daney.
“With what?”
“If he had a history of antisocial behavior, he’d want to cover his tracks.”
“Well,” said Milo, “if there are serious tracks, we’ll uncover them.”
“That sounds pretty confident, Lieutenant.”
“We usually get to the bottom of things. It’s just a matter of how long it takes- hand me that chocolate thing.”
The box was within Milo’s reach but Daney stretched to comply. “Anyway,” he said, “after you called last night I spent some time thinking about why Malley would get so violent after all these years. The only thing I can think of is that Rand became some sort of threat to him. Or Malley perceived Rand that way. Now, that would mean the two of them communicated somehow, so I looked at my phone bill to see if Rand made any calls over the weekend. He didn’t. So unless he spoke to Malley from prison, or used a pay phone, I don’t know what to tell you.”
“Where’s the pay phone closest to your house?” said Milo.
Daney’s eyes shifted to the left. “You’re able to check them?”
“Sure.”
“Well,” said Daney, “I think there’s one a few blocks that way.” Pointing east. “I never really paid attention. Nowadays, with cell phones, who uses pay booths?”
“People with no money,” said Milo.
“Hmm… guess so.”
I said, “Seems to me the ‘where’ isn’t important. It’s the ‘what’ we’re after. What Rand told Malley.”
Daney put his pink doughnut down. “That was speculation on my part. Because you asked me to speculate. For all we know, Malley simply went nuts after he heard Rand was getting out. Old wounds, opening.”
“Or wounds that never healed,” said Milo. “The way he looked at you in that hardware store.”
“True,” said Daney. “That was pretty intense. Still…”
“Any sign of the black truck?”
Daney shook his head. “But I’m gone a lot.”
Milo turned away, seemingly distracted. Daney watched him, then returned to his pink doughnut but didn’t eat.
I let the silence grow for a while before saying, “For argument’s sake, let’s go with the assumption that Rand told Malley something that set him off. What do you think it could’ve been?”
Daney said, “Hmm… I guess it wouldn’t have been anything malicious. And I can’t see Rand being confrontational. He was basically a nice kid.”
He waited for Milo’s reaction to that. None followed.
“The only thing I can think of,” he went on, “is there was some sort of miscommunication.”
“Such as?” said Milo.
“I’m not sure what I mean,” said Daney. “Like I said, this is all theorizing.”
“Understood,” said Milo. “But give it a try, ’cause we’ve got nothing else.”
“Well,” said Daney, “when we brought Rand home, he was clearly troubled. Like I told you. The only explanation I can come up with is lingering guilt. Maybe he tried to get some closure by meeting Malley face-to-face and apologizing.”
“Or Malley accosted Rand and demanded an apology,” I said.
“Sure. That, too.”
Milo said, “That makes more sense to me, Rev. Malley follows Rand when he leaves your house to go to the construction site, gets him in the truck, either by convincing him he’s friendly or at gunpoint. Then something- could be an apology demanded by Malley, or something else- goes haywire. What do you think, Doc?”
I said, “Makes sense.”
Daney said, “Rand’s verbal skills were poor, Detective. I can see him saying the wrong thing, phrasing something in a way that would spark Malley’s rage. I mean, isn’t that how so much crime originates?”
“Miscommunication?”
“Two guys in a bar,” said Daney. “An argument gets out of hand? Isn’t that a big part of police work?”
“Sure,” said Milo.
Daney took a bite of the pink doughnut. Ate half and put it down. “There is something else. Kind of far-fetched but as long as we’re theorizing…”
“What’s that?”
Daney hesitated.
“Sir?”
“This goes way back, Detective. To the boys’ hearings. I was spending a lot of my time on the case because the defense asked me to be there as support. Cherish and I attended everything and I got to look at the evidence.”