He didn’t chase the memory. Braided sun whipped the bus from side to side. Whipped him across the face.
Junior, you comin to see me?
Inez, this ain’t Junior, I’m Hatch.
You promised to come see me. Junior, you promised.
Why was he going to visit Inez? Making this long journey? Why? Well, Inez was his grandmother. More important, Inez was Uncle John’s mother. Yes, Uncle John’s mother. The why. The reason. So he must journey, must pay respect.
Junior, what time you comin?
Sun spindled light. Junior? Why she call Uncle John Junior? Lucifer was the firstborn. Doesn’t firstborn make him Junior? I was young. I was new to the city. We all make mistakes cause when you young, you think you know everything. I wouldn’t listen to Mamma or Pappa. I met him in the Renaissance ballroom. Used to be down there on Sixty-first and Ellis, right across from the Evans Hotel. See, in those days you would dance before the men came out to play their basketball. We danced. The Turkey Trot.
Well, what was it like when yall came here?
Hard. It was hard.
Hard how?
You shoulda met Pappa. He could have told you all about it.
Pappa Simmons ain’t here. He dead.
You shoulda met Pappa.
Sun shattered in flakes against the window. Hatch blew them away. Inez. The rubbish heap of old age. He would spend all afternoon and most of the evening with her, but, by morning, she would carry no memory of his visit.
A CAR DROVE BY on muted tires. The sidewalk steered him past a weed-and-bramble-filled lot that he once had believed was an alligator-and-cottonmouth-spawned swamp. A sidewalk made all the more dangerous for its narrowness. The sidewalk opened into a quiet unpaved street. Under construction to remove the old cobblestones hollow-sounding against your heels (like horse hooves), cobblestones that hollow-held the sun’s heat and black-blistered your feet, wore down car tires (so George often complained).
Trees sparkled in the morning sun. Hedges square and trim, grass patiently mowed. A line of range houses all brick, all built for returning soldiers after the great war, the war that George knew firsthand. He saw action. But how can anybody see action? Action something you do. George (old and nearly blind) kept the house up and refused all offers of assistance, climbing a shaky ladder to fix the garage roof, shoveling snow from the walk and driveway, hosing watery blackish substance from the sidewalk. Hatch had never quite pieced together the chronology. The only wedding photo showed George in his army uniform and Inez in a knee-length party dress. So they had married during or after the war. Lucifer was born the year the war began. Uncle John two years later. Pappa Simmons and Georgiana took them in.
Hatch followed a short narrow cement path around the side of the house to a low white picket fence that opened into the backyard. A small patch of garden with furrows like dirt roads. Beans and peas and tomatoes and cucumbers and lettuce and turnips and mustard greens. A bird pond—you and Jesus tried to build a birdhouse with some old sticks from the alley—of white stone that had stood here as long as Hatch could remember. Plenty of birds today, splashing and chirping. He thought twice about it and retraced his steps to the front door.
Hi, Junior. Inez speaks as if someone had punched the air out of her.
Hi, Inez. Short, slight, childlike, her round yellow prominently boned face — level with his — and wormlike wrinkles shining between the dark wings of her hair. Her body frail as tissue paper, limbs thin sticks for a toy airplane, and you are afraid to touch her, to feel her skin, afraid that she might roll up and crumble under your hug. But you must hug her. She shrivels in your arms.
Let me look at you. She pulls like skin away from your body. So big. Ain’t you all growed up.
Yes.
How’s Lucifer?
He’s fine.
How’s your mamma?
She’s fine.
And your sister?
She’s fine.
And your wife?
You mean Gracie. She’s Uncle John’s—
How’s Beulah?
She’s fine too.
You speak to her lately?
Sheila called her the other day.
You remember that time we all drove down to her house?
Yes, I remember.
It was me, George, Junior, Sheila, now who else?
You know.
We had a fine time. I really like Beulah. She and I are one of a kind.
Why did I come here?
One of a kind.
Hatch considered the comparison.
Junior, you know anything pleasant in the world?
He ignored the fact that she called him Junior, Uncle John. Guess not, he said.
What’s wrong with people today? Her face shows pain in every wrinkle.
They stood in the small living room crowded with furniture and memories. Nothing had changed. The room had remained untouched all of Hatch’s life. On the wall above the long squat television, two glassed-and-framed prints of birds of paradise on either side of a glassed-and-framed charcoal portrait of Inez—we got that in Mexico; he drew it for one American quarter, one American quarter—fat-cheeked and plump, nothing like the way she looks now. On the wall behind and above the leather couch, a mosque-shaped mirror, dotted with colored glass. We got that one in Turkey. Two glassed-and-framed photographs above and behind the sitting chair, GOD SAVE THE KINGS — Dr. Martin Luther King and his family seated on a couch, reading the Bible; Lula Mae got that one, I’m sure—and CHAMPIONS OF THE PEOPLE, stills of King and the murdered Kennedy brothers.
And all these strange kinds of sex.
That’s right, Inez.
The world gets worse and worse.
That’s right, Inez. Why did I come here?
I’m glad I don’t have long to stay.
Don’t say that, Inez.
I wade into the deep water, tryin to get home.
Inez—
And when I get there, I’ll sit on the river.
You ain’t going nowhere, Inez. You gon be with us for a long long time.
I’ll sit on the river. Let’s go out to the patio.
They did. The enclosed back porch lay in sunlight, wood-paneled walls with black knots like spying eyes. Inez and George spent most of their time here with a huge wall map, the many places they had traveled pierced by red thumbtacks.
Hatch eased into the worn cane chair where Porsha said that Pappa Simmons, who died the year he was born, had sat and told stories. She had never told him the nature of the stories, only that he’d told them and to her.
George brought his coffee and biscuits to the glass table—you were always afraid to eat there, the plate banging against the glass, afraid table and meal would crumble beneath you — with a small portable radio blaring out the news, his reading glasses balanced across his nose, and holding up a magnifying glass before the newspaper. He liked his coffee black; he took his first gulp, throat working, without blowing off the steam.
Pale colors ran in his eyes, fish in a cloudy aquarium. After the war, he had found work as a blueprint reader for the commuter railroad and booked passage to blindness. You could stand two feet in front of him and your face would be no more than a black balloon. Inez was losing more than her sight.