After service ends, you remove the holy water from the piano, drink it—Ah, still cold—burp, then follow Abu into Reverend Ransom’s chambers. The reverend rises from his desk and moves toward you. His knees drum as he walks. With one look (the all-seeing eye), he takes all that he wants from you, empties you out. You are old enough to know better than to play in church.
You listen to his words. Turn them over in your mind. Study their size, color, and texture. You can use words, too. Yes, Father, you say.
Reverend Ransom blinks. The edges of his black robe billow back in retreat.
Yes! you shout inside. I’ve won! I’ve beat him! I’ve hacked him down. See the blood spilling red rivers into his eyes.
Reverend Ransom steadies his running eyes. Channels them for an attack. So you think you know it all. His hand disappears inside his black robe—
Oh, Lord, he gon shoot me.
— reappears with a dustpan. He holds out the dustpan between his fingers, a dangling apple. A Scout should know a thing or two about performing service.
You take the dustpan from him.
And you — he speaks to Abu. He shakes his head.
Sorry, sir. I tried to guide him.
The reverend shoves a law-heavy broom at Abu’s chest.
Get to work.
Yes, sir.
Guide him with that.
Yes, sir.
You know where to find anything else you need.
Yes, sir.
Reverend Ransom turns his wide, tall black back to you and Abu, a mausoleum. One more thing.
Yes, sir.
The reverend cocks his head over his shoulder without turning around. He burns directly into your eyes, the cleansing fire of the Lord.
Yes, sir, Abu says.
Why you say something? He talkin to me.
Don’t forget the basement.
Yes, sir.
You and Abu work. Work. Abu’s broom switches like a dancer. Your dustpan catches the rhythm.
Why your preacher talk about snot?
He ain’t say nothing bout no snot.
The Lord’s nostrils.
The two of you sweep the aisles, dust the pews, and clean grime from the wings of stained-glass angels.
Abu, why is black people blackest at the bottom of their butt?
Stop.
You know the round cup part. Like a bunch of mud settle there.
Stop. Why you keep sayin that? We in church. You want the reverend to come back?
Is that old shit? Brown shit crusted black?
You blasphemous. I been baptized.
Baptized?
Ain’t yo mamma baptize you? It’s time.
I ain’t no Christian. Christianity the Jew folks’ religion.
No it ain’t. Jews don’t get baptized. They get circumcised.
I’m circumcised and I ain’t no Jew.
Be quiet and clean up.
Aw right, you say, we finished here. Let’s do the basement.
Two narrow flashlight beams lead you to the basement.
Let we sweep, you say. You shine the light.
No, you hold the light. You don’t know how to sweep.
I can sweep better than you.
No you can’t.
I’ll shine the flashlight and I’ll sweep too.
I ain’t gon … what was that? Abu says.
Your mamma.
I’m serious.
Yo greasy grandmamma.
Stop rankin. We in church.
Yo, I jus heard it too. Sound like someone walkin.
Maybe it’s the preacher.
Why would he be down here?
He always—
Probably rats.
Rats?
Or a monster.
Ain’t no monsters in church.
You hear it again. Loud this time.
You point the beam. It came from over there. The beam glows a yellow eye on the closed door before you.
That’s a closet. I think.
You lean your ears to the door. Hear the noise again. Bleating? Beating? Breathing?
Open it, you say.
You open it.
What’s wrong? You chicken?
Yeah. So you open it.
You take the doorknob warm in your hand. You turn it. The door will not open.
It’s locked, Abu says. Let’s go.
No, you say. Give me that broom.
What you gon do? Abu hands you the broom.
You pluck two yellow straws. You kneel in the darkness, lean your ear to the lock. You put the two straws in the lock with one hand and work them like chopsticks as Uncle John had demonstrated. Learned it in the army. You can open anything. Listen for the heart. The heart sounds. You right yourself. The door opens with little force on greased hinges. But you and Abu don’t enter the room. Stay well behind the threshold.
I thought you was gon go in.
Shut up, you whisper. Who’s in there? you say, aim your voice into the darkness. Search it with your light. Crates. Boxes. And more crates and boxes. Your eyes loosen and tighten. Reverend Ransom? You feel Abu’s warm hand on your shoulder. Two red eyes peer from a dark corner. Look you in the face. You lift and aim the beam. A face springs up under the flashlight. Wings flutter.
I BEAT YOU AGAIN.
So. Least I ain’t bad at math.
Least I know my math.
I know mine too.
No you don’t. You a Christian.
What’s that got to do with anything?
Don’t you go to church?
I give fellowship every Sunday.
You believe in the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost?
I been baptized.
The Trinity fits no law of mathematics.
What?
How can one person be three?
THE AIR MOVES at a roiling boil. Heat you can touch. Heat that will never cool in the memory. You and Abu join hands — skin to skin, sweat to sweat — in the double field trip line — the buddy system — and march onto the yellow school bus. The driver revives the idling engine. Kids cheer. The driver maneuvers the big steering wheel and forces the bus into traffic. The sun shines merciless in blue sky. A glowing showman glistening with sleight of hand, tricking your eyes into hot shifting vision. Burns and blurs them into two halos. Song floats in the bus’s cool silver insides.
Five little ducks went out one day
Over the hills and far away
Mother duck said quack quack quack quack
But only four little ducks came back
You don’t join in. Keep your quiet hands in your lap. Watch the moving world outside the window. All the streets run in numbers.
A silver flower pushes metal petals through the bus window. A battleship grows in the grass-filled garden parallel to the Museum of Science and Industry.
Look. You nudge Abu. That’s a destroyer.
No it ain’t. That’s a battleship.
Boy, you don’t know nothing.
Yes I do. Can we walk the plank?
A destroyer ain’t got no plank.
Oh. What’s it doing in that garden? Why it ain’t floating on no water?
You say nothing. Shake your head.
THE MUSEUM is the biggest house you’ve seen. Acres of walls. Lengths of steps like giant rows of teeth. Marble columns and pillars that hold the sky above the earth. Frieze-giants carved in stone.
Dutiful schoolchildren quit the bus and slip through revolving doors, one upon the heels of the next. An enormous globe lights the mezzanine. The earth’s magnetic lines of force flow from south to north. Continental Drift. Look and learn. The museum harbors the siftings of centuries: two layers of fossil-rich earth caged off behind glass. Those fossils can bite! You view the heavens through a long tube. Cold metal sends shivers through your naked eyes. Stars blink and talk. The light from a star takes ten years to reach us. Hence, when you wish upon a star, you wish upon the past. You and Abu—Follow me—enter a cabin-sized hot and cool tank. Heat travels. Insulators. Conductors. Muscle a pulley and chain that rolls a bowling ball over a smooth rubber course only to return it to the place of origin and shoot it into free orbit again. A loop is an antinode, the node being the point, line, or surface of a vibrating object free from vibration. A round antenna blinks, vying for your attention. A loop antenna is used in direction-finding equipment and radio receivers. A rattlesnake snaps crescent fangs. The copperhead is related to the rattlesnake family, but he does not rattle. Film animates the origins of life. Whales used to walk the earth. Dinosaurs stand frozen over lacustrine ponds. One egg of an elephant bird provided an omelette for fifty people. Rows and rows of stuffed birds—birds can fly for thousands of miles without getting tired and can sleep with open wings on a moving stream of air—hover in perpetual air. A hummingbird flaps a haze of invisible wings. The hummingbird flies backward. A homing pigeon curves its course. A tiny crystal in their brain is supersensitive to the earth’s magnetic flow, which is received through their feathers and nerves. You rub a model brain until it glows like a crystal ball. The brain doesn’t feel pain directly. Man evolves from ape in caged glass fragments—natural selection selects and rejects from an indiscriminate flow of innovations—an upward plane of gradual height. There is a metronome to evolution. Ninety-nine-point-ninety-nine percent of all species that once existed are now extinct. Bananas reach for you with plastic yellow fingers. Musa paradisiaca is a seedless cultivated species of berry. How then did it arrive in our hemisphere before the arrival of—