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REBUS  Biggest regret of the lot. All the ways I’ve failed her.

CAFFERTY  I’ve no regrets at all. None. Seriously. Except maybe that. No kids. A waster son that died and didny know me...

REBUS  No-one to inherit the royal house of Cafferty.

CAFFERTY  No.

REBUS  Nothing makes you vulnerable like a child does. Maybe that’s the secret of your success. They could never really get to you.

CAFFERTY  Maybe. We’re drinking now eh?

REBUS  Aye.

CAFFERTY  Good.

Gets them both another.

CAFFERTY  You nearly got me Strawman, I can say it now. I did have to scramble to stay ahead of you a few times.

REBUS  Good.

CAFFERTY toasts him.

CAFFERTY  To a fucking good fight and the best man won.

REBUS  Who says it’s over?

CAFFERTY  Ah come on. Maybe I could adopt. What do you think?

REBUS  I’m no sure you’d match the adoption agency profile of the ideal parent.

CAFFERTY  Buy a Chinese one. Na. Fuck that. Needs to look like me.

REBUS  Sam doesny look much like me.

CAFFERTY  Sure she’s yours?

REBUS  Fuck you.

CAFFERTY  She’ll have her mother’s looks. Way it goes eh? DNA. All the mysteries it solves, ’cause you canny tell by looking can you?

REBUS  So maybe there’s a few monster mini Cafferties running around like the wee bastards they are.

CAFFERTY  I’d know.

REBUS  But...

CAFFERTY  I’d fucking know!

REBUS  Christ. Sore point?

CAFFERTY  Ach. Alright, since we’re talking. You never got me put away for the heroin dealing you said I was doing.

REBUS  That you were doing.

CAFFERTY  That you never caught anyone for doing. And how many junkie deaths are we talking about?

REBUS  Conscience troubling you?

CAFFERTY  No. Not one bit. But yours is eh? Every death another reason to sook on your wee bottle. All those poor dead junkie wasters, and then there’s all the friends and colleagues, all drowned in the endless sea of John Rebus’s mistakes. Your fault. Every one. That’s what you think, eh Strawman, that’s what you see in the 3 a.m. dark. Regrets. Me? If I’ve killed anyone...

REBUS  If!?

CAFFERTY  Casualties of war, every one. Victims of the battle they brought to me. I sleep like a well-fed bairn. Only kind of death I’d ever regret... the kind that didn’t have to happen. That’s why I’d never drink like you. Responsibility of power. You can never lose control. Too dangerous.

REBUS  Sounds like maybe you did then? Just the once.

CAFFERTY  You make mistakes and you learn.

REBUS  What mistakes?

CAFFERTY  One woman. But I learned. Taught me how to behave. You’ve got another woman on the go I hear. Fuck did you pull that off? How’d you find yet another head case who hates herself so much she’ll lie down under a man that regurgitates his own lungs every time he coughs?

REBUS  Trick is to let them go on top.

CAFFERTY  Trick is to buy the best you can afford, someone smart enough no even to need to fake admiration for the size of your wallet. Big money buys you real respect from an intelligent woman.

REBUS  Aye dream on.

CAFFERTY  It’s a weird power relationship you see, men and women. If we’ve got the physical power what does that leave them with? Emotional manipulation. Fucking dangerous weapon to turn on a powerful man, do you not think?

REBUS  You don’t like that?

CAFFERTY  Do you?

REBUS  So what’re you saying?

CAFFERTY  Nothing. Just there’s very little I regret.

REBUS  Except beating up on ‘manipulative’ women?

CAFFERTY  Come on. Worst I’ve ever done is hand out a wee slap to some lassie too cheeky to take a telling.

REBUS  Christ you’re a feminist icon Big Ger.

CAFFERTY  (looking at his watch) She better be back soon. Want to text her Rebus?

REBUS  I tell you, I would like to hear that song again.

CAFFERTY  No.

REBUS  Bad memories?

CAFFERTY  What?

REBUS  Why do you hate it? Has it got anything to do with a woman. One particular woman?

CAFFERTY  Still the fucking detective.

REBUS  Your only regret?

CAFFERTY  Right. We’re done talking about this. Time’s up. I’m calling D.I. Clarke back.

REBUS  Easton property development. Not Weston. Something that begins with an ‘E’. That the name of your company? Easton property?

CAFFERTY  What about it?

REBUS  You built all those big flats down in Newhaven then.

CAFFERTY  Some of them. That company’s sold now. You’ll not get anything digging in that mud. My name wasny ever near the paperwork anyway.

REBUS  No you’d have been a bit scary sitting in your best suit eyeballing the ladies and gents of the planning application committee. I heard you were a bit scary altogether, no-one wants to talk about it even now.

CAFFERTY  Talk about what?

REBUS  Maggie Towler.

A beat.

CAFFERTY  What?

REBUS  Thought she could take on the world... Till she took on a man she couldny handle.