"Drinking water, they call it? I'd not wash a horse in it! And the salt beef! Three years in the cask-that fellow Sullivan could carve a fleet of models from it. It's like iron!"
But a purser was rarely content.
Adam watched the approaching boat. Another senior officer. Think of it like that. He had noticed that Cousens's signals party had already bent on a flag for Herrick, and were ready to run it to the mizzen truck as he came aboard. Herrick would decline it; he was coming as an agent of the government, not in the capacity his rank implied. A matter of courtesy then.
He saw the bowman toss his oar and replace it with his boathook. The barge was still turning, and the man almost lost his balance.
Jago was looking on. It was not hard to guess what he was thinking.
He could see Herrick's cocked hat now; he was wearing his best uniform. Then he thought of Unrivalled, how she must appear to Herrick, not just another frigate, surely, but as a singular ship. Perhaps I misjudged him. Thought of my own pain rather than his.
The boatswain's mates moistened their silver calls on their tongues, and Captain Luxmore brought his sword to the carry.
"Pipe!" As the calls shrilled in salute and the marine guard brought their muskets to the present, Herrick's head and shoulders appeared in the entry port.
Adam removed his hat and stepped forward. He heard a gasp of alarm and saw Herrick lose his grip on the guide-rope. He knew Herrick never made any allowance for having only one hand, but this time he had misjudged it. The guard of honour, the hard glare from the harbour, an error of timing. Or was it emotion? Could it be that?
Jago was there in a second, before even the boatswain's mates could move, seizing Herrick by the wrist, yet still managing to remove his own hat, while even the disciplined marines gaped with astonishment.
Herrick stepped on to the planking and doffed his hat. Then he looked for Jago and said, "That was nearly a very short visit. I thank you for your alertness." Then he glanced up. In the sudden confusion Cousens's assistant, Midshipman Fielding, had misunderstood his instructions. Lazily, defiantly even, the rearadmiral's flag had broken from the mizzen.
Ilerrick nodded, as if he had heard someone speak, and looked directly at Unrivalled's captain.
The full uniform gave him a stature which had been lacking at their last meeting. There were lines about his mouth but his eyes were as blue and clear as that young lieutenant of years past.
Adam said, "You are welcome here, sir."
He saw Herrick wince as he shook his hand. The empty sleeve was a constant reminder.
They walked aft beneath the poop, and Adam was aware for the first time that the same eager and anxious aide had come aboard with him. The marine sentry, snapped to attention, the screen doors were open wide, and young Napier was waiting, wearing his best jacket. And shoes.
Herrick hesitated and looked closely at the Royal Marine. "I know you! Lucas, isn't it?"
The man's eyes barely blinked beneath his leather hat.
"Yessir. Th' old Benbow, sir!"
"You were younger then. We all were."
It would be all over the marines' messdeck, the barracks as they called it, within the hour. No, Herrick had not forgotten.
They walked into the great cabin, Adam sensing that Herrick was moving almost uncertainly, as if unprepared for this moment. So many ships, so many situations; he must have seen it all on his way up the ladder of promotion from his humble beginnings.
Napier said anxiously, "This is the best chair, sir."
The blue, clear eyes turned to him. "And you look after the captain, do you?"
Napier considered it, frowning slightly. "We take care of each other, sir, that is…"
"Well said."
But he went to the wide bench seat beneath the stern windows, and gazed out at the anchored shipping and tangle of masts and rigging. His eyes were far away; he was somewhere else.
Adam said, "We have some ginger beer, sir. From the army mess.
Herrick grimaced. "It would be." He looked past him towards the sleeping cabin. "I would relish a drink, however."
Adam nodded to Napier, and saw him frown once more as his shoes clicked noisily across the deck.
Herrick said, "I have read your reports with great care. The seizure of the two slavers was commendable, and a useful example of what can be achieved with the will behind it. This ship performed well, although I cannot judge if her exact position at the time was the most suitable." He looked up calmly. "For I was not there." Then he smiled. "That was an observation, not necessarily a criticism," and repeated, "I was not there."
Adam heard the shoes returning and said, "I was obeying orders."
Herrick glanced at the silver tray and the two goblets. "From the very beginning we are told, orders will be carried out at all times without question. Obey. Do your duty." He took the proferred goblet of cognac and studied it gravely. "But as we move up the ladder, we discover that there is more to it than obeying orders. There is the responsibility, the conscience, if you like. You will know that better than many, I suspect." He swallowed some of the spirit and closed his eyes. "This takes me back." He changed tack again, as if he had momentarily lost control of his thoughts. "My aide will give you all the relevant details, or as much as you and I are intended to know, but I want this to remain between us."
"You have my word on it, sir."
"You see, I have always done my duty, or tried to. I never allowed myself to question the minds of those who dictated the orders. You make friends and you make enemies. A friend is everything, but he can break your heart." He did not explain. He did not need to.
"I never wanted to quit the sea, the navy, even after this…" He looked down at the empty sleeve with more than a suggestion of hatred. "In the end I was offered an appointment with the revenue service at Plymouth. Someone blocked the way-I'll not mention his name, but his word was accepted, and I was given this role of Crown Agent. At best a dead end, at worst a scapegoat." He shrugged. "I accept that. I have no choice. Not anymore.
Adam looked quickly at his own goblet, surprised that it was empty; he remembered nothing of it. Herrick was speaking of Valentine Keen. It explained so much. A missing link.
Herrick continued, "So personal matters can intrude, even with the wary and the righteous." Ile waited until Napier had refilled the goblets and the pantry door was closed.
He said quietly, "Commodore Turnbull made full use of his time after Paradox was disabled-er, wrecked. He is a lucky man."
Adam waited, but there was no hint of suspicion, whatever he might voice in his private report to the Admiralty and the Foreign Office.
Herrick shifted his position and reached for his drink.
"I am all but finished here. I have seen and made enough reports to carpet Portsmouth Point. Some will be acted upon, others will be `considered.' The fleet was cut down to a dangerous level when the last French flag was lowered. As Our Nel, and-" he hesitated "-Sir Richard proclaimed many times to deaf ears, the main need will always be for frigates. There have never been enough. Nothing has changed."
Adam watched his hand smoothing the goblet as if to seek a reason for breaking his own severe code of loyalty.
Then Herrick did look at him, his eyes very direct, calm. As if he had come to a decision, any previous doubts dispelled.
"There is to be another offensive in the Mediterranean. Very shortly. Frigates are few enough, experienced captains hard to find. You will know what I am saying, where the last offensive failed." He almost smiled. "You were there."
"Lord Rhodes?"
Herrick shook his head. "You may discount that." He leaned forward on the bench, the sun across his shoulders and epaulettes. "Unrivalled will be leaving for England in a day or so, after Captain Tyacke returns here." He gazed at him impassively. "You were asked for by name. More, I cannot say."
Adam stared around the cabin, scarcely able to believe what he had heard. England, the Mediterranean again, and there could be no doubt in his mind that Algiers was the destination. It was like turning back the calendar to last year, when men in this ship had paid dearly for Rhodes ' arrogance and stupidity.