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of them, inscribing at some moment the fragile and indelible signature of

her meditation in one of the panes of it (the window): her frail and

workless name, scratched by a diamond ring in her frail and workless hand,

and the date: Cecilia Farmer April 16th 1861;

At which moment the destiny of the land, the nation, the South, the State,

the County, was already whirling into the plunge of its precipice, not that

the State and the South knew it, because the first seconds of fall always

seem like soar: a weightless deliberation preliminary to a rush not downward

but upward, the failing body reversed during that second by

transubstantiation into the upward rush of earth; a soar, an apex, the

South's own apotheosis of its destiny and its pride, Mississippi and

Yoknapatawpha County not last in this, Mis-

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sissippi among the first of the eleven to ratify secession, the regiment

of infantry which John Sartoris raised and organised with Jefferson for

its headquarters, going to Virginia numbered Two in the roster of

Mississippi regiments, the jail watching that too but just by cognizance

from a block away: that noon, the regiment not even a regiment yet but

merely a voluntary association of untried men who knew they were ignorant

and hoped they were brave, the four sides of the Square lined with their

fathers or grandfathers and their mothers and wives and sisters and

sweethearts, the only uniform present yet that one in which Sartoris stood

with his virgin sabre and his pristine colonel's-braid on the courthouse

balcony, bareheaded too while the Baptist minister prayed and the Richmond

mustering officer swore the regiment in; and then (the regiment) gone; and

now not only the jail but the town too hung without motion in a tideless

backwash: the plunging body advanced far enough now into space as to have

lost all sense of motion, weightless and immobile upon the light pressure

of invisible air, gone now all diminishment of the precipice's lip, all

increment of the vast increaseless ear-th: a town of old men and women and

children and an occasional wounded soldier (John Sartoris himself, deposed

from his colonelcy by a regimental election after Second Manassas, came

home and oversaw the making and harvesting of a crop on his plantation

before he got bored and gathered up a small gang of irregular cavalry and

carried it up into Tennessee to join Forrest), static in quo, rumored,

murmured of war only as from a great and incredible dreamy distance, like

far summer thunder: until the spring of '64, the oncevast fixed impalpable

increaseless and threatless earth now one omnivorous roar of rock (a roar

so vast and so spewing, flinging ahead of itself, like the spray above the

maelstrom, the preliminary anesthetic of shock so that the agony of bone

and flesh will not even be felt, as to contain and sweep along with it the

beginning, the first ephemeral phase, of this story, permitting it to boil

for an instant to the surface like a chip or a twig-a match-stick or a

bubble, say, too weightless to give resistance for destruction to function

against: in this case, a bubble, a minute globule which was its own

impunity, since what it-the bubble-contained, having no part in

rationality and being contemptuous of fact, was immune even to the ra-

tionality of rock)-a sudden battle centering around Colonel Sartoris's

plantation house four miles to the north, the line of a creek held long

enough for the main Confederate body to pass through Jefferson to a

stronger line on the river heights south of the town, a rear-guard action

of cavalry in the streets of the town itself (and this was the story, the

be-

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ginning of it; all of it too, the town might have been justified in

thinking, presuming they had had time to see, notice, remark 'and then

remember, even that little)-the rattle and burst of pistols, the hooves, the

dust, the rush and scurry of a handful of horsemen led by a lieutenant, up

the street past the jail, and the two of them-the frail and useless girl

musing in the blonde mist of her hair beside the window-pane where three or

four (or whatever it was) years ago she had inscribed with her grandmother's

diamond ring her paradoxical and significantless name (and where, so it

seemed to the town, she had been standing ever since), and the soldier,

gaunt and tattered, battle-grimed and fleeing and undefeated, looking at one

another for that moment across the fury and pell mell of battle;

Then gone; that night the town was occupied by Federal troops; two nights

later, it was on fire (the Square, the stores and shops and the professional

offices), gutted (the courthouse too), the blackened jagged topless jumbles

of brick wall enclosing like a ruined jaw the blackened shell of the

courthouse between its two rows of topless columns, which (the columns) were

only blackened and stained, being tougher than fire: but not the jail, it

escaped, untouched, insulated by its windless backwater from fire; and now

the town was as though insulated by fire or perhaps cauterised by fire from

fury and turmoil, the long roar of the rushing omnivorous rock fading on to

the east with the fading uproar of the battle: and so in effect it was a

whole year in advance of Appomattox (only the undefeated undefeatable women,

vulnerable only to death, resisted, endured, irreconcilable); already,

before there was a name for them (already their prototype before they even

existed as a species), there were carpetbaggers in Jefferson-a Missourian

named Redmond, a cotton-and qua rterma ster-supplies speculator, who had

followed the Northern army to Memphis in '61 and (nobody knew exactly how or

why) had been with (or at least on the fringe of) the military household of

the brigadier commanding the force which occupied Jefferson,

himself-Redmond-going no farther, stopping, staying, none knew the why for

that either, why he elected Jefferson, chose that alien fire-gutted site

(himself one, or at least the associate, of them who had set the match) to

be his future home; and a German private, a blacksmith, a deserter from a

Pennsylvania regiment, who appeared in the summer of '64, riding a mule,

with (so the tale told later, when his family of daughters had become matri-

archs and grandmothers of the town's new aristocracy) for saddle-blanket

sheaf on sheaf of virgin and uncut United States

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banknotes, so Jefferson and Yoknapatawpha County had mounted Golgotha and

passed beyond Appomattox a full year in advance, with returned soldiers

in the town, not only the wounded from the battle of Jefferson, but whole

men: not only the furloughed from Forrest in Alabama and Johnston in

Georgia and Lee in Virginia, but the stragglers, the unmaimed flotsam and

refuse of that single battle now drawing its final constricting loop from

the Atlantic Ocean to Old Point Comfort, to Richmond: to Chattanooga: to

Atlanta: to the Atlantic Ocean again at Charleston, who were not deserters

but who could not rejoin any still-intact Confederate unit for the reason

that there were enemy armies between, so that in the almost faded twilight

of that land, the knell of Appomattox made no sound; when in the spring

and early summer of '65 the formally and officially paroled and disbanded