K. Katoc
He looked at the back. The signatures went on. The paper was wearing through at the folds. There was no other sheet in the papers-folder, nothing official but Ernestine'sembossed seal and the date.
"That's it?" he asked.
"War," she said, flat and quick,
"Refugee?"
"Yes, sir."
"Where from?"
" Ernestine," she said. "Sir."
Cold turn-down. Go to hell. Sir.
He saw Nan behind the glass wall, coming down the hall with the tray. She caught his eye discreetly, got his nod and came inside with it.
Yeager took the cup Nan offered. Her hand shook. She ignored the wafers and set the cup down untasted on the table beside her.
"Set it there," Ely told Nan, meaning the tray with the wafers, indicating the same table. He took his own cup and sipped at the sweet stuff as Nan set the rest by Yeager.
"Have a wafer," he said to Yeager.
Yeager took one, picked up the cup and sipped at it.
Hell with you, that look still said. I'll take hospitality, you better not think this is charity.
"Thanks," he said to Nan. "Hang around, will you?"
Nan gave him a look, added zero up, and left in irritated, worried patience. Nan had her own problems, probably had dinner going cold in the oven if this dragged on, maybe had a date to keep. He owed her for this one: and Nan clearly thought he was a fool. Nan, being a veteran of the Registry at Pell, had probably seen hundreds of Yeagers while he had sat in insulated splendor in Mariner's shipping offices. Certainly they dealt with odd types in this office. All of them had troubles. Some of them weretrouble.
He laid Yeager's paper on the desk in front of him. Her eyes followed that, the first hint of nervousness, now that Nan was gone, up again, to meet his. "How long," he asked,
"have you been here?"
"Year. About."
"How many jobs?"
"I don't know. Maybe two, three."
"Lately?"
A shake of the head.
"Maybe I could find something for you."
"What?" she asked, instant suspicion.
"Look," he said, "Yeager, this is straight. I've seen you around—a long time. This—"
He flicked a finger at the paper from Ernestine. "This says you know how to work. You show that to the people on interviews?"
A nod of her head. Expressionless.
"But you won't take station work."
A shake of the head.
"Those papers don't say anything about a license. Or a rating."
"War," she said. "Lost everything."
"What ship?"
"Freighters."
"Where?"
"Mariner. Pan-paris."
"Name." Mariner was his native territory. Home. He knew the names there.
"I worked on a lot of them. The Fleet came through there, blew us to hell. I was stationside." No passion in the voice, just a recital, hoarse and distant, that jarred his nerves. It was too vivid for a moment, too much memory, the refugee ships, the stink and the dying.
"What ship'd you transport on?"
"Sita."
That was a right name.
"No records, no registry papers." She set the cup down, hardly tasted, pocketed the wafer. "They got stolen. So'd everything else. Thanks all the same."
"Wait," he said as she was getting up. "Sit down. Listen to me, Yeager."
She stood there staring down at him. A light sweat glistened on her face, against the dark outside, the lone desk light in the next glass-walled cubicle that was Nan's backroom office.
"I was there," he said. "I was on Pearl. I know what you're talking about. I was in Q, just the same as you. Where are you living? On what? What pay?"
"I get along. Sir."
He took a breath, picked up the paper, offered it back, and she took it in a shaking hand. "So it's none of my business. So you don't take handouts. I watch you day after day coming here. It's a long wait, Yeager."
"Long wait," she said. "But I don't take any station job."
"And you'd rather starve. Have people offeredyou other jobs?"
"No, sir."
"You turn them down?"
"No, sir."
It would have been in the record. Illegal to turn them down, if she was indigent.
"So you fail the interviews. All of them. Why?"
"I don't know, sir. Not what they're looking for, I guess."
"I tell you what, Yeager, you do the scut around this office for a few weeks, you keep the place swept and the secs happy. A cred a day worth it?"
"I stay on the Registry."
"You stay on the Registry."
She stood there a moment. Then nodded. "Cash," she said.
It had to be. He nodded. She said all right, and she was his liability, a problem not easy to cure; and his wife was going to look at him and ask him what the hell he was doing handing out seven cred a week to a stranger. A Registry post on Thule was no luxury berth, and if Blue Section questioned it he had no answer. Probably it broke regulations. He could think of three or four.
Like unauthorized hire-ons in a station office.
Like failing to notify security of a probable free-consumer. No way in hell that Bet Yeager afforded a sleepover room. Damned right she was an illegal, taking Station supplies and returning nothing.
Day after day in the Registry. With the smell of restroom soap.
He fished in his pocket. What came out was a twenty-chit. He found no smaller change. He offered it, regretfully.
"No, sir," Yeager said. "Can't say where I'll be twenty days from now. Ship's due."
"So pay me back if you get a berth. You'll have it then."
"Don't like debts. Sir."
"Won't fill the gut, Yeager. You don't eat, you can't work."
"No, sir. But I'll manage. Your leave, sir."
"Don't be—"— a damn fool, was in his mouth. But she was like as not to walk out then. He said: "I want you here in the morning. With a full stomach. Take it. Please."
"No, sir." The lip trembled. She didn't even look at the money he was holding out.
"No charity." She touched the pocket, where the papers were. "Got what I need. Thanks.
See you tomorrow."
"Tomorrow," he said.
She gave a scant nod, turned and left.
Military, he thought, putting it together. And then he was worried, because there was nothing like that in the letter, very few freighters were that spit-and-polish, and military meant station militia, or it might just as easily mean Fleet or Union, if it was more than a few years back.
That scared him—because big, armed merchanters were rare, because Norway, the only real force the Alliance had, was God-knew-where at any given time: the Earth Company Fleet was God-knew-where too, and every unidentified blip that showed up on station longscan sent cold chills through Thule.
Call security, was the impulse that went through Ely's bones. An investigation was not an arrest. They could do a background check, ask around, see if there was anyone else of the three thousand souls on Thule who remembered Bet Yeager on Sitaor in Pell's infamous Q-zone.
But Security wouldarrest the woman if she came at them with that none-of-your-business attitude, Thule's very nervous Security would certainly haul her in and question herc feedher, that much was truec but they would go on to ask unanswerable questions like Where are you living? and How are you living? And maybe Bet Yeager was everything she said, and had never committed any crime in her life but to starve on Thule docks, but if they got the wrong answers to those questions about finances, they would put Bet Yeager on station rolls and charge her with her debt, and Bet Yeager would end up a felon.