NG nodded. Musa did, and she drew an easier breath.
"So I'm supposed to spook," she said, "and he's not going to lay a hand on you, he wants you to blow and do something stupid, and then Bernie might."
Musa's eyes went thinking-sharp on that. NG said, a ragged, hoarse whisper: "He'll put you in that damn locker, Bet, that's the next step…"
She felt a chill, knew he was flashing on that place, that time, knew McKenzie behind them and Williams in front of them had to be hearing it, even if some bug wasn't. "I know that. Know it real clear. But we got no choice, Fitch isn't going to give us a choice, we just got to keep our heads clear. He could grab any one of us. He can do it any time he can set us up, and that pressures Bernie, you hear? Skuts like us don't matter topside, you and me don't cross Fitch's mind one day out of thirty, it's a Bernie-Fitch fight going on, I don't know a damn thing else, but I pick that up real clear. Some of alterday bridge crew has got to be transferees like Bernie, them that want clear of Fitch; others has got to be Fitch's pets. Same as the 'decks. Hear? And Lindy Hughes is on the way out of here, but if Fitch doesn't own anybody down here now, he's going to find somebody he can spook or buy. Isn't he?"
They didn't say anything, they were thinking; Williams snatched up her biscuit and tea and it was their turn, over against the wall to gulp a few bites and put things together.
"He's fouling up Engineering," Musa said, "hauling in people off their shift—messing up Bernie's operations, forced transfers into his shift—but not us. Mad people, lot of heat and no outlet."
"We got to be nice to them," she said, and washed down a fast gulp of breakfast, hot tea stinging her lip. She nudged NG with her elbow. "We got to be 'specially nice. Even if they get skutty with us—they been put upon, seriously put upon, and we got to make things easy as we can."
"They got an earful," Musa said, "and they may've come in mad, but there's no fools in that bunch. They got contacts back into mainday. I got to talk to Freeman."
NG nodded, calmer now. He had pocketed his biscuit, was only drinking his tea—upset stomach, she thought, no appetite; but he was following everything, she was sure of it. And sure of him, in spite of the fact his hands were shaking.
"I got two fast questions else," she said. "Where's Orsini this morning and where's the captain last night?"
"Good question," Musa said after a breath.
"What in hell does Wolfe do on this ship? Does Fitch run everything?"
Scary question, possibly a mutinous question. And she thought about the chance of it getting past the three of them.
Musa said, in the lowest possible voice, "He ain't a real activist."
"Shit!" she whispered, disgusted, irritated, and, God! missing Africa. Porey might be a bastard and a bitch, but you never had any doubt somebody was in charge up there.
Scary, to know what was going on in Loki command; and she tried to put it together with the slight, cold man she had met, once, in the downside office.
Not a stupid man. Not a man who'd cower in his cabin. Not a man who'd give a damn about shooting you in cold blood, either.
Damn good captain, at least as far as keeping a ship like Loki alive through the war years. But you didn't know how many sides he'd played, or even what side he was playing now.
Spook ship captain and a spook top to bottom, evidently, and she didn't like it.
It was real odd not to be the only ones headed into Engineering—Freeman and Walden and Battista and the rest headed around the rim in the direction opposite to what they were usually going, and checking in with Liu and her crew under Smith—Liu with dark looks and a sullen, short manner, and Mr. Smith a little down in the mouth, over talking with Bernstein like most mornings.
But Bernstein saw them check in and came straight over, mad and upset even before he got a look at the damage.
"Damn," Bernstein said then.
"Little argument with a wall," Bet said. "Can I talk with you, sir? Private?"
"Five minutes," Bernstein said, and went back to Smith to settle something, while they sorted themselves out and Musa got Freeman and Battista and the rest of the transfers over in the corner. Fast, hard talking was going on over there.
And NG… NG just put his hand on her shoulder and squeezed ever so gently.
"Don't you think about anything stupid," she said. "Hear me?"
Because he was capable of it, capable of just walking into Fitch's office and killing him. She thought about the same thing, if it got down to being shoved in any locker with no trank. Take out the main problem and leave the ship to Orsini. There was a chance for everybody with Orsini.
And you could start figuring like that, if you were good as dead already.
"Hear me?"
He nodded, made a struggling little noise like a yes, as if everything in him was so dammed up that nothing could get out, and he didn't know how to talk to people anymore without being crazy.
"Team-play," she said. He got a breath and nodded as if he meant it, then grabbed up his data-board and went off to do his work. Alone. Like always.
"Sir," she said, when Bernstein got back to her and they got off in the corner, "has Fitch got something in for you?"
It wasn't what Bernstein had looked to hear. It was impertinent, and maybe it wasn't information he wanted to hand out to whoever asked.
"He indicate that?"
"I just got this feeling," she said.
"What happened?" he asked.
"Hauled me in, asked me about the drugs, knocked me around and let me go. And I got this bad feeling it's not finished. I got this feeling it didn't have a damn thing to do with Hughes. I get this feeling," she said on a deep breath, "he's got it in for this shift, and it's not NG.—And I don't ask to know, except to tell you that's what we think, and we're watching out for it.—I tell you another thing, sir—it's no secret in quarters what happened last night and there's a lot who don't like Hughes, and a lot I don't think like Mr. Fitch very damn much, sir. Begging your pardon, but a lot of people don't think we got fair shift and they think crew's being pushed."
Bernstein was upset. Not mad. Upset. Finally he said, "Musa keeps me updated."
Not surprising, no.
"You being a fool, Yeager?"
"Nossir."
Bernstein passed a hand over the back of his neck. "The lid needs to stay on."
"Yessir," she said, "you want it, you got it."
He gave her a long, long stare then. "Where'd they get you?"
"Sir?"
"Spit 'n polish. Where'd they get you?"
"Thule, sir." Her heart started thumping, painfully hard. "You know that."
"One of Fitch's picks."
"I signed with the captain, sir, at least, I asked him for a berth."
"Fitch picked you out of the station brig."
"Got arrested after I talked to the captain. I had some trouble on Thule. I'm not in the habit of knifing people, sir."
"Knifing people. That's not what I hear."
"Man asked for it, sir."
"Asked for what you did?"
There was a lot of the upstanding merchanter in Bernstein. A lot of sensibilities. Like Nan and Ely, back on Thule. She tried to put that in perspective, tried to see how a man like Bernie would even think, if she told him what Ritterman was.
"Yessir," she said, and stopped it there. "He did."
Bernstein was quiet a few seconds. Then he said, "Must've. Must've. So the captain signed you. Personally."
"Yessir," she said, puzzled because it puzzled Bernstein. "At least verbal. I ran into Mr. Fitch first out of the ship, I says, is there a berth? See the captain, he says. So I came aboard and I saw him and he said report. But they arrested me first."