It was nearly noon by the time I made it in to work. As I stepped into the city room, Lomax grabbed my arm.
“Mulligan! Hear what happened to Gloria Costa?”
47
Fifteen minutes later, I slipped into her room at Rhode Island Hospital and didn’t recognize the face on the pillow. Her right eye was covered with gauze. Her nose was blue-black and hooked to the left. Her lips were split and swollen. Her right hand, encased in a cast, lay still on the crisp white sheet. Dried blood matted her blond hair. She didn’t look like Sharon Stone anymore.
I reached for her left hand, then saw the IV line taped to the back of it, so I just laid my palm on her shoulder. Her left eye fluttered open, and she mumbled something that might have been my name.
I got up and removed her chart from its hook at the foot of her bed. “Severed tendon, right hand. Fractured right occipital bone. Three fractured ribs, right side. Multiple contusions to face, arms, chest, and back. Detached retina, right eye. Prognosis for regaining sight uncertain.”
I couldn’t remember which eye she used to look through the viewfinder.
* * *
That night Veronica cooked for me again, bringing her own wok and stir-frying a fragrant mix of shrimp, ginger, and something she called “vegetables.” The rising steam misted her skin.
“How is Gloria doing?” she asked.
“She’s hurting. She’s not talking much. It’s hard to look at her. You should go see her. I’m sure she’s tired of gazing up at my face.”
There was silence as Veronica turned off the burner beneath the wok. Finally she said, “I wouldn’t be so sure.”
The Sox game was a safer subject. As we ate, I blathered about it, stopping about ten minutes after her eyes glazed over. Then she told me about her weekend dining out and shopping at Providence Place with her sister.
“Miss me?” she said.
“Oh, yeah. I sure did.”
When I got around to my encounter with the little thug, she dropped her fork and stared at me. “Jesus, Mulligan! Why didn’t you tell me this first?”
“ ’Cause the Sox are way more important.”
“What if he comes back?”
“I’m counting on it. Believe me, I can totally kick his ass, and I’m going to, first chance I get.”
She picked up her fork again and stabbed at a shrimp.
“You aren’t two boys on the playground, Mulligan. If this is our firebug, we already know that he kills people. What if he has a gun next time?”
“I’ll just take it away from him,” I said, suddenly feeling less cocksure than I sounded.
“What if he goes for this again?” she asked, her fingers brushing the front of my jeans. “With the luck you’ve been having lately, he might do some permanent damage next time.”
I didn’t like where the conversation was going, but I liked where her hand was wandering. I was a little tired, but the parts I planned on using weren’t. Once we flopped into bed, I was turned down flat. For the first time since we’d first done it, we weren’t doing it.
“You need to rest,” she whispered. “And you need to stop acting like such a cowboy.”
She pulled my head to her chest, and it felt good there. She touched her lips to my forehead, lingering on a spot I swear had never been kissed before. Suddenly, sleep became a distinct possibility. Her smell was a drug, pulling me under.
“G’night,” I managed to mutter.
“Love you, baby,” she said. Or maybe I dreamed it.
48
The next day, Gloria was a little better. Not much, but a little. Well, enough to try to tell me her story. She spoke in snapshots, sometimes stopping to weep, sometimes to catch her breath. Her voice was hoarse and faint. I sat at her bedside for two mornings and two afternoons before I had the story straight.
Saturday night, after I’d let her stroll out of Hopes alone, she prowled Mount Hope in her little blue Ford Focus. Just before midnight, the rain turned hard and cold. She reached for her thermos and realized she’d forgotten to fill it before starting out. Zerilli’s store was still open, so she parked in the lot beside the building and dashed inside. At the coffee stand, she recharged the thermos with a quart of Green Mountain. When she stepped back outside, the rain beat down harder. Head down, she sprinted to her car and slid the key in the lock.
She had just yanked the car door open and put her right foot inside when it happened:
The heel of a hand ramming into her back. A face-first fall onto the driver’s seat, the thermos slipping from her hand, clattering on the asphalt. A man’s weight slamming on top of her, stealing her breath. Rain hammering the roof, drowning her screams.
Clawing out from under him. Scrambling across the console toward the passenger-side door. Fists pounding her face. Her head shoved under the dash. Her hand wrenching off a shoe, whacking it against the side window to attract someone. Anyone. The shoe torn from her hand, bashed against her skull. A knife suddenly at her throat. A voice cutting the dark:
“Gonna fuck your ass, you nosy bitch.” Saying it again. And again. And again.
Lying motionless now, half on the floor, as he pulls the Nikon from her camera bag, then rummages in her purse. His voice again:
“Where’s the money, bitch?”
Her voice: “In the wallet. Just a few dollars.”
The fists again. The knife on the seat now as he works the clasp on her Skagen wristwatch. The knife so close. Taking a chance. Grabbing the knife, pointing it at his face. A face that is no face. Covered with a blue ski mask.
His voice: “Asking for it now, bitch.”
Her small hand crushed in his, mangled, making popping sounds. The blade biting through the base of her right thumb, severing the tendon, then dropping to the seat. Her head grabbed and whacked against the dash again and again. And the mantra: “Gonna fuck your ass, you nosy bitch.” A mantra just for her.
Suddenly the voice stopping, his body falling over hers, pinning her to the seat. Two of them out of sight, still as death. Was someone passing by? The DiMaggios? A police patrol?
Her car keys had gone flying when their dance began. He found them now on the passenger-side floor mat, fired the ignition, drove. She tried to peek out the window, to catch a glimpse of freedom, but he slapped her hard for it, then put his big hand on top of her head and pushed it down. She wasn’t sure how long they had been driving when she felt the car slow and stop.
“It’s time, nosy picture-taking bitch.”
His hands at her clothes now, yanking the sweatshirt over her breasts, ripping off the bra. The fists again. An endless beating. Pointing the knife at her throat, making her tug off her jeans and panties. Thick fingers snaking clumsily between her legs.
Remembering. You don’t resist a rapist. Something she read somewhere.
Her voice: “Let’s get in the backseat so we can both enjoy this.”
His voice: “Yeah. Go ahead, bitch.”
Scrambling over the seat on all fours into the back, feeling in the dark for the lever that unlatches the hatchback. The man just behind her, his big hands groping.
Her good hand finding the latch, jerking it, flinging the hatchback open. Scrambling out. Slamming the hatch in his face. Running blindly, smack into a telephone pole. Turning and running, naked and bloody, through the cold, cold rain.
Jesus. She’d asked me to go with her.
“What did he look like?”
She mumbled something I didn’t catch.
“Short? Muscular?”
Could it have been the little thug?
Another mumble.
I stopped pressing. I’d put her through enough.