The first day the Reverend folded up his tobacco pouch, grabbed his bag and left, Celia started cleaning. She cleaned the smokehouse and the attic and all the jars in the root cellar, the lard-oil lamps and the grandfather clock. She cleaned the parlor and the water closet, scoured the cookstove and scooped its ashes, bleached the walls, the cabinets, and between the tines of every fork. She made Ephram help her drag out all three mattresses, one feather, two barley straw, and then she beat them into submission. She then scrubbed every floor with lye soap and water until her fingers withered and burned. She pumped water into three large tins and a kettle. Lit a pit fire. Took a washboard to seven sets of sheets, ten towels and a house full of clothes. Rinsed them in the second tin, boiled them in the kettle, with the last tin for bluing whites, then hung them all out to dry. When she finished, two weeks had passed.
After that, Celia was surprised that she had ever had time for classes; for spelling competitions; for A’s in Arithmetic and History; for boys like Chauncy Rankin and K.O. Charles, when there was so much to be done at home. Besides Chauncy and them had never made much time for her until her sophomore year, when her chest and hips had swollen up so that students actually pointed the first day of the school year. That was also the day Chauncy and K.O. began their friendly rivalry over the handsome, brown-skinned preacher’s daughter at number 8 Abraham Road.
Chauncy and K.O. fought over everything. Dominoes, dice, marbles, baseball, grades, rows plowed, races run, lakes swum and, most of all, girls won. Chauncy Rankin, at sixteen, stood six feet four inches, skin smooth and toasted almond, black hair that had the nerve to curl up and wave. His smile finished off most, perfect white with a twisted dimple under his left cheek. K.O. was the scholar, shale brown and only one inch shy of Chauncy’s height, but built for speed and strength. Angled jaw, cheekbones high, K.O. looked as if he’d been chiseled with a sharp blade.
The fall of ’36, Chauncy and K.O. descended upon Abraham Road. Since Celia’s father did not allow her to date, they came to her house, bringing Hershey bars and RC Colas. Sitting in the parlor for hours at a time until the Reverend made whichever one was there leave. Chauncy would tease her, blow bubbles in the soda and say, “I’m a huckleberry above K.O.’s persimmon any day.”
K.O. read her bits of Nature by Emerson, and when they were alone, leaned into her ear and asked her, if he could, in two years, ask her to marry him. When Chauncy got word he plain out asked her. Celia said yes, as long as long engagements were all right with him. Chauncy said they were his favorite kind. K.O. took the news as best he could.
They’d planned to ask her parents’ permission that Easter Sunday. At the picnic, Chauncy held her hand tight, until folks started laughing and talking and pointing. Chauncy let go of her hand and pointed too. Celia followed his arm, his index finger, and saw her mother at the end of it, walking over that hill naked save her Easter hat, her light blue shoes and her lacing tat. Chauncy would never take hold of Celia’s hand again.
At fourteen, Celia gathered her wits and stitched them into her apron. She gladly quit Lincoln High School and looked after Ephram, and their father when he came into town. In a year of chopping wood, and plowing ten acres of land, her arms grew thick and corded. Scars wrapped themselves about her shins and knees. At fifteen, her hair grew brittle from soap and steam, and her velvet eyes began to film with grease and onerous routine. At sixteen her full lips started their descent towards her jaw and grew tight with the anger of responsibility. At seventeen, Ephram came down with a sickness of the joints and she had to drag him back and forth from the County Hospital in Galveston for nigh on two years. She was nineteen years old when her father was found murdered out by Marion Lake. Ephram was only thirteen. And she’d tried the best she knew how to explain to him why Mama was still far away, and why awful men did bad things to good men. But looking at Ephram’s face, the only answers she could think of were not hers. They were found in God’s house, kneeling at His throne. She took Ephram by the hand, walked back into the church doors and began her new life in Christ. Where she stayed for the next thirty-two years.
And she was grateful. Of course she was. As she often said during testimony, “Satan set his hounds agin’ me, with a powerful mind to win me. But he chase me so high-hard, I run straight to the arms of God.” Celia had invented hundreds of what she called “Sanctified Saids” over the years. Different members of the congregation had their favorites and put in requests before service. Never a jealous man, the Pastor called upon Celia to testify often, said she had a gift.
It was only on rare spring nights, when the wind carried a pinch of jasmine into her window just before she fell asleep, that Celia would press her lips against her cupped palm … and wonder what it must be like to actually kiss.
THE DAY had long since broken its yolk and was high above the horizon. Ruby felt the morning tickling her fingers, tickling and biting. She opened her eyes and saw red ants scattered across her hands. She quickly brushed them off, wiping her palm across the ground killing an entire battalion. Then she saw the man. He was innocent with sleep. What was left of his cake lay in crumbs between them.
She watched the rise and fall of his broad chest. His head lay upon a shoulder of earth. A bit of wind crossed her lap and Ruby noticed her eldest child as she leaned up from her grave. She pressed her waxy hand on his chin. Then came the others, like Lilliputians to sleeping Gulliver. Some held back, while some went boldly over and sat on his chest, plucked at his eyelashes and played with his ears.
He didn’t move and Ruby liked it that way. He was nice enough. If only he had been a sweetbay magnolia or a thistle blossom and needed only rain and sun. But he was a man and would require much more than that. Most of the men she had ever met had been devils or boys, and she already had enough of both.
Ephram rose quickly, brushing ants from his hands, his slacks and shirt sleeves. But his movements swept the ghost children away as well. They tumbled and fell on the grass. Ruby glared at his carelessness.
Ephram saw the fear in her eye and looked slowly at the ground lest he startle her, his body still, his breath soft.
Ruby felt his practiced calm and lashed out, “Ain’t you got somewhere you need to be?”
She watched him chuckle. “Not anymore I don’t.”
Ruby stared at him. He looked at his watch and then up at the orange blue sky, shaking his head and grinning.
“Who you laughin’ at?” she spat.
A bittersweet relief stole across his face. “Myself.”
“Then don’t let me interrupt you.” Ruby rose abruptly. The children gathered behind her like clouds.
She was set to spring. Ephram knew the signs. He wanted something akin to the salt lick he’d used to call a young doe when he was twelve. Then, “I go get us some of Miss P’s tea cakes. Made fresh yesterday.”
Her eyes pulled to him. His voice easy, “P & K open an hour on Sunday before church. I be there back in no time.” He waited, couldn’t push.
“Suit yourself,” Ruby sniped.
Ephram wiped the sweat from his forehead, and set down the road he’d traveled only a few hours before.
Ruby watched him walk away, back wide, collar wet. The man was patient — like he’d learned sweets after spinach early in life. He would come for her after breakfast — of that Ruby was sure. Scared, then frantic and quick. Then leave ashamed. Shame was best — it was as pliant as biscuit dough.