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No, I don’t, but being that it’s Levi we’re talking about here, I can venture a guess. Arching an eyebrow, I let the silence speak for itself.

“We need to fuck it out of our systems.”

10

The look on Vista’s face is priceless. When I tell her we should have sex, her jaw drops so fast I’m surprised it doesn’t fall right off. I questioned my own sanity when the idea first struck me, but I’ve since concluded that it may be the only way to rid myself of this unrelenting desire I have for this girl.

“You really are a son of a bitch,” she snarls, cold fury snapping in her eyes.

It’s nothing I haven’t heard before, so if she thinks she can hurt my feelings with name calling, she’s sadly mistaken. “I hope you don’t kiss your mother with that mouth.” Tucking a hank of hair behind her ear, I cup the side of her face in my hand hoping that a softer approach will help her to see things my way. “Just hear me out, princess, before you go running that filthy mouth of yours again.”

She opens that sexy ass mouth of hers again to spout off and I clamp my hand over it, silencing her. Her big brown eyes widen and I see the moment the fire ignites in them. With the arm I still have around her back I manage to secure her arms down at her sides before she has the chance to try to slap me again.

“Sex isn’t dirty or bad, Vista. Not even between you and me. Four years ago, things happened that were beyond our scope of control and now we have a chance to make it right. We need to work this...whatever this is, out of our systems before it can claim any more of our lives. Don’t you agree?”

Her eyes narrow in a way that suggests she’d much rather tear my balls off and make me eat them for dinner, but I’m not into that kind of kink, so I power on, determined to make her see this my way.

“I want to be inside you, Vista. I’ve dreamed of sinking myself inside this perfect little body for years and now that you’re here, I can’t stop thinking about feeling your warm, wet heat wrapped around me. I bet you’re still tight as a fist, aren’t you?”

The longer I talk, the more her muscles begin to relax and the more Vista leans her weight into mine. I bet she doesn’t even realize she’s doing it, but it’s encouraging.

Bending my head down, I place my lips against the shell of her ear, dropping my voice to a whisper. “I see the way you watch me when you think I’m not looking,” I tell her, grinning to myself when I hear her subtle intake of breath and feel the way her body begins to tremble in my arms. “Can you really tell me that you haven’t imagined what it would feel like to have my dick inside you again? Buried so deep you can feel me in your stomach? We fit together perfectly, didn’t we, princess? We can have that again. All you have to do is say the word.”

“Levi.” Her voice is soft and reedy and my cock grows hard as steel at the sweet sound of it.

“Tell me you want me, princess,” I coax her. “It’s what we both want. All you have to do is give in, give your body what it wants, what it craves. Nobody has to know. It’s just us out here, alone. We can be as bad as we want to be.”

I know the moment she’s made her choice. Vista’s body softens against mine and a defeated breath blows past her lips, coasting over the base of my neck in a soft caress that winds me up tighter than a bow.

She doesn’t have to say the words for me to know she’s made her decision, and I’m not about to wait around for her to change her mind.

Without wasting another moment, I swoop in, sealing my lips against hers. Vista’s body braces at the impact, her muscles freezing her in place for a moment before she melts into me. Her hands, now resting against my chest, slide up and around the back of my neck as she tilts her face up. The feel of her fingers latching onto my hair, of her nails scratching my scalp, drive me wild and I deepen the kiss, pushing my tongue into her mouth with the same ferocity I imagine using on the sweet spot between her legs.

It’s damn near impossible to control myself around this woman. I feel like I’m eighteen all over again and she’s steamrolling over my entire world. Lost in her kiss, in the way her body responds to my touch, and in the way she grabs onto me like her next breath depends on it, only drives me deeper into insanity, because everything that’s happening right now is insane.

Going against my father’s wishes is insane. Knowing the kind of PR nightmare this could produce if word got out about what we’re doing here and not giving a damn about any of it, is insane. Not giving a shit about anything aside from how fast I can get this woman naked and under me is perhaps the most insane thing of all, because I’m not this guy. I’m not the man who leads women on or forges relationships or even wants to. But Vista, she’s different. Vista is the type of woman who wants and deserves to be shown off, to be taken home to meet the parents. I’m not that guy, but I am the guy who will fuck her straight into next week, and when she leaves my bed, she’ll be smiling.

Bending down, I scoop her into my arms, and rather than leave the water, I draw us deeper into its depths. This place is secluded. In all the time I’ve spent here, I’ve never happened across another soul, but it’s not worth the risk. I’ll be damned if I allow another pair of eyes to see what’s mine.

I wade far enough in that if anyone stumbled across us, all they’d see is our head and shoulders poking out of its murky depths before I stop. Still able to touch the muddy bottom and retain some control, I put my years of training to good use and release the clasp on her bra.

Breaking the kiss, Vista draws back, looking uncertain as ever. “Levi, maybe we shouldn’t do this.”

“Maybe you need to shut up and enjoy yourself for once.” One at a time, I draw the straps of her bra down her slender shoulders, and she lets me. Which is answer enough, isn’t it?

“What if someone catches us?”

“They won’t.”

“But what if they do?”

“When was the last time you got out of your own head?” I ask, burying my face in that soft curve between her neck and shoulder. Her hands clutching me to her, Vista leans into me, encouraging me to continue.

I kiss my way down her chest to breasts that are just as I remember—a small handful of silky, pale peach flesh. Perfect. Flicking my tongue across her soft rosebud nipple, she gasps, arching her back, and all the blood in my body rushes south.

I’ve never been so hard or so desperate to be inside a woman in my life. Why does it have to be this woman who makes it happen? If only life came with easy answers and even easier solutions...

Her skin is cold under my palm as the hand I have locked around her thigh skims higher to palm her ass. She shivers when my fingers find their way beneath the thin, soaked cotton of her panties, spreading wide enough to feel the heat of her core against the tips. But she’s far from being cold. Vista’s body is molten, the heat pouring off her in waves, warming the space between us enough that I no longer feel the cold either.

“Tell me you want it,” I say as I lean in for another kiss. “Tell me you want my cock.”

“God help me, I do. I want it,” Vista pants, squirming against me as I begin working her panties down. With her legs still wrapped around me, they don’t go far, but I’ve been in tighter spaces.

My cock is so hard and eager it’s managed to free itself through the helpful slit in my boxers. Reaching down, I wrap my fist around it, giving it a few good pumps. “Tell me where you want it.”

Hesitating, Vista kisses me instead. I smile against her mouth. For someone who uses profanity as often as she does, I find it amusing how quickly she clams up at the idea of talking dirty. Not a problem, though. I can talk dirty for the both of us.

“You want it inside you, don’t you, princess? You want me to put my big, fat cock in your tight little pussy.”