He looked around at the throng who pressed at the barricades, daring the hussars who kept them in check with boots and threats. By Christ, how they stank tonight! Foetid clothes on foetid bodies.
'Rabble...' he murmured.
To Steep's left, a beet-faced brat was shrieking on her father's shoulders, snot frozen at her nostrils. To his right a drunkard with a grease-clogged beard reeled about, with a woman in an even more incapacitated state clinging to his arm.
'I hate these people,' said a voice close to his ear. 'Let's come back later when it's quiet.'
He looked round at the speaker, and there was Rosa, her exquisite face, pink from the cold, framed by her fur-lined hood. Oh but she was beautiful tonight, with the lantern flames flickering in her eyes.
'Please, Jacob,' she said, tugging on his sleeve in that little-girl-lost fashion which she knew worked so well. 'We could make a baby tonight, Jacob. Truly, I believe we could.' She was pressing close to him now, and he caught the scent of her breath; a fragrance no Parisian perfumerie could ever hope to capture. Even here, in the heart of an iron winter, she had the smell of spring about her. 'Put your hand on my belly, Jacob,' she said, taking his hand in hers and placing it there. 'Isn't that warm?' It was. 'Don't you think we might make a life tonight?'
'Maybe,' he said.
'So let's be away from these animals,' she said. 'Please, Jacob. Please.'
Oh, she could be persuasive when she was in this coquettish mood. And truth to tell he liked to play along.
'Animals, you say?'
'No better,' she replied, with a growl of contempt in her voice.
'Would you have them dead?' he asked her.
'Every one of them.'
'Every one?'
'But you and me. And from our love a new race of perfect people would come, to have the world the way God intended it.'
Hearing this, he couldn't refrain from kissing her, though the streets of St Petersburg were not like those of Paris or London, and any display of affection, especially one as passionate as theirs, would be bound to draw censure. He didn't care. She was his other, his complement, his completion. Without her, he was nothing. Taking her glorious face in his hands, he laid his lips on hers, her breath a fragrant phantom rising between their faces. The words that breath carried still astonished him, though he had heard them innumerable times.
'I love you,' she told him. 'And I will love you as long as I have life.'
He kissed her again, harder, knowing there were envious eyes upon them, but caring not at all. Let the crowd stare and cluck and shake their heads. They would never feel in all their dreary lives what he and Rosa felt now: the supreme conjunction of soul and soul.
And then, in the midst of the kiss, the din of the crowd receded and completely disappeared. He opened his eyes. They were no longer standing on the street-side of the barricades, but were at the very threshold of the palace. The thoroughfare behind them was deserted. Half the night had passed in the time it took to draw breath. It was now long after midnight.
'Nobody's going to spy on us?' Rosa was asking him.
'I've paid all the guards to go and drink themselves stupid,' he told her. 'We've got four hours before the morning crowd starts to come and gawp. We can do what we like in here.'
She slipped the hood back off her head, and combed her hair out with her fingers so that it lay abundantly about her shoulders. 'Is there a bedroom?' she said.
He smiled. 'Oh yes, there's a bedroom. And a big four-poster bed, all carved out of ice.'
'Take me to it,' she said, catching hold of his hand.
Into the palace they ventured, through the receiving room, which was handsomely appointed with mantelpiece and furniture; through the vast ballroom with its glittering stalactite chandelier; through the dressing room, where there was arranged a wardrobe of coats and hats and shoes, all perfectly carved out of ice.
'It's uncanny,' Jacob said, glancing back towards the front door, 'the way the light refracts.' Though they had ventured deep into the heart of the structure, the glow from the torches set all around the palace was still bright, flickering through the translucent walls. To other eyes it would surely have aroused only wonder; but Jacob was discomfited. Something about the place awoke in him a memory he couldn't name.
'I've been somewhere like this before,' he said to Rosa.
'Another ice-palace?' she said.
'No. A place that's as bright inside as it is out.'
She ruminated on this for a moment. 'Yes. I've seen such a place,' she said. She wandered from his side and ran her palm over the crystalline wall. 'But it wasn't made of ice,' she said. 'I'm sure not...'
'What then?'
She frowned. 'I don't know,' she said. 'Sometimes, when I try to remember things, I lose my way.'
'So do L'
'Why is that?'
'Consorting with Rukenau maybe.'
She spat on the floor at the sound of his name. 'Don't talk about him,' she said.
'But there's a connection, sweet,' Steep said. 'I swear there is.'
'I won't hear you talk about him, Jacob,' she said, and hurried away, her skirts hissing across the icy floor.
He followed her, telling her he'd say no more about Rukenau if it troubled her so much. She was angry now - her rages were always sudden, and sometimes brutal - but he was determined to placate her, as much for his own equilibrium as for hers. Once he had her on the bed, he'd kiss her rage away, easily; open her warm body to the cold air and lick her flesh till she sobbed. Her flesh could stand to be naked here. She complained of the cold, of course, and demanded he buy her furs to keep her from freezing, but it was all a sham. She'd heard other women demand such things from their husbands, and was playing the same petulant game. And just as it seemed to be her wifely duty to pout and stamp and flee him in some invented tantrum, so it was his to pursue and coerce, and end up taking her body - forcibly, if necessary - until she confessed that his only errors were errors of love, and she adored him for them. It was an absurd rigmarole, and they both knew it. But if they were to be husband and wife, then they were to play out the rituals as though they came naturally. And in truth, some portion of them did. This part, for instance; where he caught up to her and held her tight; told her not to be a ninny, or he'd have to fuck her all the harder. She squirmed in his arms, but made no attempt to escape him. Only told him to do his worst, his very worst.
'I'm not afraid of you, Jacob Steep,' she said. 'Nor your fucks.'
'Well, that's good,' he said, lifting her up and carrying her through to the bedroom. The bed itself was in every way a perfect replica of the real thing, even to the dent in the pillow, as though some frigid sleeper had a moment past risen from the spot. He gently laid her there, her hair spread upon the snowy linen, and began to unbutton her. She had forgiven his talk of Rukenau already, it seemed. Forgotten it, perhaps, in her hunger to have Steep's flesh in her, a desire as sudden as her rages, and sometimes just as brutal.
He had bared her breasts, and put his mouth to her nipple, sucking it into the heat of his mouth. She shuddered with pleasure, and pressed his head to the deed, reaching down to pull at his shirt. He was as hard as the bed on which they lay. Eschewing all tenderness, he hoisted up her skirt, found the place beneath where his prick ached to go, and slid his fingers there, whispering in her ear that she was the finest slut in all of Christendom, and deserved to be treated accordingly. She caught his face in her hands and told him to do his worst, at which invitation he removed his fingers and pressed his prick to service, so suddenly her cry of complaint echoed through the glacial halls.