He started right then and there: 'I will be strong. I will be strong. I will-' He stopped in mid-flow, hearing his Papa's voice in the hall below, and then the sound of his footstep on the stairs. He started back to his bed, and just made the safety of the covers when the door opened and his father came in, his face more forbidding than the sky outside the window. 'All right,' he said, without a word of greeting, 'I want an explanation from you, my lad, and I don't want any of your lies. I want the truth.' Will said nothing. 'You know why I'm home early?' his father demanded. 'Well?' 'No.'
'I got a call from Mr Cunningham. Damn lunatic, calling me in the middle of the day. He tracked me down, he said, tracked me down, because his son's in a terrible state. Can't stop the boy crying, apparently, because of some damn thing you've been up to with him.' Hugo approached Will's bed. 'Now I want to know what stupid stories you've been putting in this brat's head, and don't shake your head at me like that, young man, you're not talking to your mother now. I want answers and I want the truth, you hear me?' 'Sherwood's ... not quite right ...' Will said. 'What the hell's that supposed to mean?' Hugo said, spittle flecking his lips. 'He says things without really knowing what he's saying.' 'I don't care what's wrong with the little bugger. I just don't want his father coming to find me and accusing me of raising a complete idiot. That's what he called you. An idiot! Which you may be, by the way. Have you got no sense?' Will was starting to get tearful. 'Sherwood's my friend,' he spluttered. 'He's not quite right, you said.' 'He isn't.' 'So what does that make you? If you're his friend, what does that make you? Have you got no sense? What were you up to?' 'We just went looking around, and he ... he got scared ... that's all.' 'You've got a peculiar idea of fun, putting nonsense into a little boy's head.' He shook his head. 'Where'd you get it all from?' he said, already giving up on his son. Plainly he didn't want an answer, though Will so much wanted to give him one, so much wanted to say: I didn't make up anything, you dead-eyed old man. You don't know what I know, you don't see what I see, you don't understand any of it- But he didn't dare speak the words, of course. He just cast down his eyes, and let his father's contempt fall on his head until it was all used up.
Later, his mother came in with pills for him to take. 'I heard your father having a talk with you,' she said. 'You know he's sometimes harsher than he means to be.' 'I know.' 'He says things.' 'I know what he says and I know what he means,' Will replied. 'He wishes I was dead and Nathaniel wasn't. So do you.' He shrugged, the ease of the words, the ease of the pain he knew he was causing, exhilarating. 'It's no big deal,' he said. 'I'm sorry I'm not as good as Nathaniel, but I can't do anything about it.' All the time he was talking, looking at his mother, it was not her he was seeing, it was Jacob, giving him a moth to burn, Jacob smiling at him. 'Stop it,' his mother said. 'I won't listen to you talking like this. The way you behave. Take your pills.' Her manner suddenly became detached, as though she didn't quite recognize the boy lying in the bed. 'Are you hungry?' 'Yes.'
'I'll have Adele heat up some soup for you. Just make sure you stay under the blankets. And take your pills.' As she exited she threw her son an almost fearful look, the way Miss Hartley had at school. Then she was gone. Will swallowed the pills. His body still ached and his head still spun, but he wasn't going to wait very long, he'd already decided, before he was up and out. He'd drink the soup (he'd need the sustenance for the journey ahead) and then he'd dress and go back to the Courthouse. With his plan made he got out of bed again to test the strength of his legs. They didn't feel as unreliable as they had a little while before. With some encouragement, they'd get him where he needed to go.
CHAPTER III
Tbough Frannie wasn't sick, she suffered a good deal more than Will had the day after the night in the Courthouse. She had managed to smuggle Sherwood and herself into the house and upstairs to clean up before they were seen by their parents, and had entertained the hope that they were not going to be questioned until, out of the blue, Sherwood had begun to sob. He'd been thankfully inarticulate about what was causing him to do so, and though both her mother and her father quizzed her closely she kept her answers vague. She didn't like lying, mainly because she wasn't very good at it, but she knew that Will would never forgive her if she let any details of what happened slip. Her father simply grew cold and remote when his first fury was spent, but her mother was good at attrition. She would work and work at her suspicions, until she had them satisfied. So for an hour and a half Frannie found herself quizzed as to why Sherwood was in such a state. She said they'd gone out to play with Will, become lost in the dark, and they'd got frightened. Plainly her mother doubted every word, but she and her daughter were alike in their tenaciousness. The more Mrs Cunningham repeated her questions, the more entrenched in her replies Frannie became. At last, her mother grew exasperated.
'I don't want you seeing that Rabjohns boy again,' she said. 'I think he's a troublemaker. He doesn't belong here and he's a bad influence. I'm surprised at you, Frances. And disappointed. You're usually more responsible than this. You know how confused your brother can get. And now he's in a terrible state. I've never seen him so bad. Crying and crying. I blame you.'
This little speech brought the matter to an end for the evening. But sometime before dawn Frannie woke to hear her brother sobbing pitifully again, and then her mother going into his room, and the sobbing subsiding while quiet words were exchanged, and then the weeping coming again, while her mother tried - and apparently failed - to soothe him. Frannie lay in the darkness of her room, fighting back tears of her own. But she lost the battle. They came, oh they came, salty in her nose, hot beneath her lids and on her cheeks. Tears for Sherwood, whom she knew was the least equipped to deal with whatever nightmares would come of their encounter at the Courthouse; tears for herself, for the lies she'd told,