Another lady who didn’t have to worry about a lack of companionship was Eva Greene, Mrs. Caton’s stepdaughter from a previous marriage. To use Freddie’s word, Eva was a “smasher” — tall, blonde, blue eyes, great figure and smile, and in another century, she most definitely would have had to tuck lace into her bodice. She had most of the men, married or not, lined up to dance with her. But before the evening was over, it was obvious that she definitely had two favorites: Michael and Rob.
Mrs. Caton had asked Jack to say a few words before the ball got under way. In his booming baritone, he thanked his guests for coming. “There are many reasons why we are here tonight, but none of this would have been possible without Don and Ellen Caton.” After waiting for the applause to die down, Jack said, “I grew up in this house, and I can honestly say it has never looked more beautiful than it does tonight.” Mrs. Caton now had her reward for all of her hard work.
“Another reason is that we are among friends. We’ve been through a lot together. Britain’s not completely recovered, which will be evident once you see the buffet table.” Using a voice that was familiar to everyone who had listened to wartime BBC broadcasts, Jack said, “Grow your own vegetables, meats and fats are to be used sparingly, and eat your potatoes in their jackets.” Everyone laughed. Even this crowd was familiar with rationing.
“There is a third reason,” Jack said looking at me. “Beth and I had the good fortune to meet a young American whose curiosity about Montclair and its history led to a friendship that, I believe, will last a lifetime.” And he introduced me, “Miss Maggie Joyce of Minooka, Pennsylvania.”
“While in England, it was Maggie’s good fortune to meet another American, a former navigator for the 8th Air Force, stationed at Bassingbourn during the war.” Turning in Rob’s direction, he said, “I’m afraid I’m going to embarrass you.” Everyone was looking at Rob, waiting to hear what Jack had to say. “Rob McAllister left his home in Flagstaff, Arizona, and flew thirty missions over Nazi Germany and has the scars to prove it.” Everyone burst into applause, and I thought, “There goes my makeup.”
“One more thing, and then I’ll shut up. I’d like everyone to raise a glass to all of the young people who served us so well in this last war, and I pray to God it is the last. There are too many to mention individually, but we know who you are and what you did. Please be upstanding.” And raising his glass, Jack said, “To love, to family, to friends.” After everyone emptied their glasses, Jack added, “Cut the ribbon. Let the games begin.”
The band’s first song, “Sing, Sing, Sing,” had everyone on the dance floor and got the night off to a roaring start. Rob and I did a mean jitterbug to “Bugle Call Rag,” as did Violet Alcott and Michael Crowell. Apparently, James had been teaching Angela how to swing because she was dancing her heart out. I had only a couple of dances with Rob because there were plenty of young ladies who got in ahead of me, especially Eva Greene. I danced with every man who wasn’t in a wheelchair, as well as Freddie, who couldn’t dance at all, but that didn’t stop him. When the band leader announced the last dance, I looked for Rob, but he was nowhere to be found, nor was Eva. So the last dance, “Always,” went to Michael. Instead of taking my hand, he put both of his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him. By that time, I was a little tipsy, and so I put my arms around his neck and laid my head on his chest. And nothing I had ever done seemed as right to me as being in the arms of Michael Crowell. But that last dance would set the stage for all that happened the next day.
When I came downstairs the following morning, the house was quiet. I found Rob drinking coffee and reading the newspaper in the garden. “Good morning,” I said, still yawning. Rob and I had stayed at Montclair until the last of the guests had left at 3:00 a.m. I was so tired I had fallen asleep on the four-mile trip back to Crofton.
“It’s afternoon.”
“A little cranky, are we?” I said, taking a chair next to him at the patio table. “Where is everyone?”
“James and Angela left at dawn. Apparently, Julia doesn’t travel well, and she was up all night. You just missed Beth, Jack, and Michael. They went up to Montclair to visit with Ellen Manning and the Alcotts. The Catons are having a late lunch for family members.”
“Did you have a good time last night?” I asked.
“Yes, I did,” Rob said, folding the newspaper. “But now that this shindig is out of the way, we probably should be talking about our next step. I’ve already booked a berth to New York for September 3rd, but I don’t know what your plans are.”
For me, this was a shot out of the blue. Rob had not given any indication he was ready to talk about the day after tomorrow, no less our future plans. “Before we start on my plans, may I ask what yours are?”
“Well, I have to go back to Atlanta. I figured I’d give TRC at least a month’s notice. I’m not sure they’ll need that much time, but it seemed like the right thing to do.”
Apparently, step one did not include my going to Atlanta. “And after that?” I asked.
“Flagstaff. I want to spend some time with my family and then go on to California to see if I can get an interview with Boeing. I’ve heard they’re hiring. The problem is, there’s no place to live. Every apartment gets snapped up as soon as it’s listed. I’ll have to check all of these things out.”
“And while you’re going to all of these places, where am I?” This was the big one, and my heart was pounding because I didn’t know what Rob was going to say.
“I assumed that you’d want to go back to Minooka, at least for a while, so that you could be with your family. You’ve been gone a long time.”
“Go back to Minooka?” If only it was that simple. I thought about what would be waiting for me at home: a dying coal town, no jobs, my mean grandfather and alcoholic father, and the deciding factor, my brother, the one who hung my bras out the front window and told his friends when I was “on the rag.” “Rob, I am not going back to Minooka until I know when I will be leaving Minooka.”
“Is there any other reason why you would rather stay in England?”
I thought of saying something sarcastic about getting so used to post-war austerity that I wouldn’t be able to adjust to America’s prosperity, but I wanted to know what he meant by “any other reason.”
“Maybe it’s just me, but where I come from, a man does not flirt with another man’s girlfriend when the boyfriend is in the same room.”
“If you are referring to Michael Crowell, then I should object to all of the time you spent with Eva Greene. I didn’t say anything because it was a party, and after Monday, there’s a very good chance I will never see Michael again and you will never see Eva. So this is a non-issue.” I should have left it right there, but I didn’t. “You know what the issue is? You have plans for you, and you have plans for me. But you don’t have any plans for us. And you know why? Because there is no ‘us.’”
I had run this whole thing through my mind time and time again. I thought Rob’s relationships with women spoke volumes. I thought about Alice in Flagstaff, whom he dumped as soon as he went into the Army, and then I asked him about Arlene in Atlanta, who got the heave-ho when he went overseas.
“Arlene?” Rob looked at me as if I had two heads. “What the hell does Arlene have to do with this?”
“I’m getting to that. How long did the two of you go out?”
“I don’t know — three or four months. We enjoyed dancing and going to the movies. That was it.”
“I assume the two of you were intimate?” Rob nodded. “And when you told Arlene you were taking a job in England, she was just fine with that. After all, you were just dance partners, right?”
Looking at Rob, I said. “I bet she cried her eyes out.”