"You told me you loved me when you gave it to me. It pissed me off. And it scared me. I guess maybe I wear it because it doesn't piss me off anymore. But it still scares me sometimes."
Though his cheek rested on the top of her head, he traced a finger unerringly along the mark the knife had left on her throat. "Love's a scary business."
She turned into him. "Why don't we terrify each other?"
Her lips were a breath from his when the 'link beeped.
"Ah, damn it, damn it." She crawled over the bed to answer it.
Eve burst out of the elevator into ICU, strode down the deathly quiet corridor. She hated hospitals more than morgues. She slapped her badge on the counter at the nurses' station. "I need to see whoever's in charge. I need to see Moniqua Cline."
"Dr. Michaels is in with her now. If you'd just wait – "
"In there?" Eve jabbed a finger toward a set of thick glass doors. She was through them before the nurse could do more than let out a piping sound of protest.
She knew who she was looking for. She'd gotten a solid description from the med-tech who'd helped transport the victim into the ER.
She passed a glass-walled room, scanned the bed inside. The woman lying on it looked a hundred and fifty and was tethered to so many machines she no longer looked human.
Give me a full blast, right in the heart,Eve thought,and end my time clean.
In the next room the man was much younger, and cocooned in a thin transparent tent.
She found Moniqua one door down, with the doctor scanning the readout on a monitor while his patient lay white as death and still as stone.
He glanced over with annoyance, and a frown marred the face set off by a natty beard and mustache the color of paprika.
"You're not allowed in here."
"Lieutenant Dallas, NYPSD." She offered her badge. "She's mine."
"On the contrary, Lieutenant. She's mine."
"Is she going to make it?"
"I can't say. We're doing all that can be done."
"Look, I don't want the company line. Two other women haven't made it to the hospital. They went straight to the morgue. MT told me she had a cardiac incident, a bp that hit the cellar, and complications from the OD. I need to know if she's going to come out of it enough to tell me who put her here."
"And I can't tell you. Her heart was damaged. We're unable to determine as yet if there was brain damage as well. Her vitals are low and weak. She's in a coma. Her system's been so compromised by the drugs it's a minor miracle she was aware enough to call nine-eleven."
"But she did, and I say that makes her tough." She looked down at Moniqua, willed her to consciousness. "The drugs were administered without her knowledge. Are you aware of that?"
"That hasn't been confirmed, but I've heard the media reports on the two murders."
"He doused her with the two illegals, then he raped her. I need someone in here with a rape kit."
"I'll have one of the physician's assistants take care of it."
"I need a police rep, too, to collect whatever evidence she's got in her."
"I know the drill," Michaels said with a snap of impatience in his voice. "Get your rep, get your evidence. That's not my concern. Keeping her alive is."
"And mine is pinning the son of a bitch who put her here. That doesn't make her less to me. You've examined her? Personally?"
He opened his mouth again, then whatever he read on Eve's face had him nodding. "I have."
"Any trauma? Bruises, bites, cuts?"
"No, none. Nor any sign of forced sexual activity."
"Was she sodomized?"
"No." He laid a hand, almost protectively over Moniqua's. "What are we dealing with, Lieutenant?"
"Don Juan, with an attitude. Who'll know he didn't finish the job once this hits the media. I'm putting a guard on her, twenty-four-seven and I don't want any visitors. None. No one gets into this room except authorized staff and cops."
"Her family – "
"You clear them through me first. Me personally," she added. "I need to know if and when there's any change in her condition. I need to know the instant she wakes up. And I don't need any bullshit about her not being able to answer questions. He meant her to die, and she didn't. Two others have. He's having too much fun to stop now."
"You wanted to know her chances? Less than fifty percent."
"Well, I'm betting on her." Eve leaned over the bed, spoke quietly, spoke firmly. "Moniqua? You hear that? I'm betting on you. If you give up, he wins. So you're not going to give up. Let's kick this bastard in the balls."
She stepped back, nodded at Michaels. "You contact me when she wakes up."
CHAPTER ELEVEN
By the time she left Central it was nearly four a.m., and exhaustion was wrapped around her like a damp blanket that smothered the senses. Rather than trust her reflexes, she programmed for auto. And hoped the jokers down in Maintenance hadn't played any pranks with the mechanism.
Still, she was too tired to care if she ended up in Hoboken. There were bound to be beds in Hoboken.
The recycle trucks were already out, limping along with their monotonouswhoosh-bang-thump, and their teams moving like shadows to dump contents of sidewalk receptacles and bins and prepare the city for another day's garbage.
A utility crew in their ghostly white reflector suits was tearing up a half block section along Tenth. The nasty, tooth-drilling buzz of their hydro-jack competed with the headache spiking into her left temple.
A couple of the guys gave her the once-over from behind their safety goggles as she idled at the light. One smooth customer grabbed at his crotch, grinning with what she imagined passed for charm in his limited world while he jerked his hips.
The pantomime had several of his cronies laughing uproariously.
She knew she was past her personal threshold when she couldn't drum up the irritation to step out of the car and bust their balls while she cited them for sexual harassment.
Instead, she let her head lay against the seat, closed her eyes as the sensors picked up the light change and the car cruised through.
Mentally, she took herself through Moniqua's apartment again. Champagne this time. Eve had recognized the label as one of Roarke's and knew the bubbly could go for upwards of a grand a bottle. A hell of an outlay, in her opinion, for some pop and fizz.
He'd taken glasses into the bedroom this time, but the rest of the setup was identical to the others.
Creatures of habit,she thought, drifting a little.Taking turns.
Keeping score? Most games were competitions, weren't they? The goal hadn't been reached with Moniqua. Would they try to finish it? Or just sit back and hope she did the job for them and coded out?
She shifted in the seat, seeking comfort.
Call Michaels in the morning, check status. Brief guards at change of shift. She'd put the dependable Trueheart on the first shift. He'd be solid. Process data on Allegany and J. Forrester. Follow through with Dr. Theodore McNamara. Nag Feeney re cutting through blocks on the account number Charles had provided. Continue to nag re data search on unit impounded from cyber-joint.
So far, she'd gotten nowhere on the roses. Take another push at the flowers.
Take dose of goddamn Awake, and swallow a stupid pain blocker before your head explodes.
She hated drugs. They made her feel stupid or weak or overcharged.
Drugs would be trickling into Moniqua's system now. Sliding inside her, working to bolster her heart, clear brain channels, and God knew. If the tide turned the right way, she'd wake up. And remember.
She'd be scared, confused, disoriented. Her mind would feel detached from her body, at least at first. There'd be blank spots, and the questions that had to be asked would drop into some of them.
The mind, she knew, protected itself from horror when it could.