He fixed Vansen with his weird red eyes, demanding, pleading: his words swam in fearful thoughts like fish in a swift cold, current. Understand this- if I die here, you two must take this thing from me and carry it to the House of the People.You must. If you do not, all will be lost-your people, mine, all drowning in blood and darkness. The Great Defeat will have a swifter, uglier end than anyone could have believed.
Vansen stared at the strange, almost entirely expressionless face. You are asking me to perform some task…for you? Or for your mistress, as you call her- the one who has put a spell on the prince? For your people, who slaughtered hun¬dreds of my guardsmen, burned towns, killed innocents? He turned without thinking to Barrick, but the prince only stared at him as though trying to remember where they had met before. Surely this is madness.
I cannot compel you to do anything, Terras Vansen, said the fairy. J can only beg this boon. I understand your hatred of my kind very well-believe me, I have all those feelings for your folk, and more. Gyir lifted his head, listening. We can speak of this no longer. But I beg you, if the time should come-remember!
How could I forget? Vansen wondered, but this time his thoughts were only for himself. I have been asked to help the murderers of my people. And, may the gods help me, I think I will have to do it.
After the confusing conversation between Gyir and Vansen, only a little of which he remembered, let alone understood, Barrick fell back into sleep again. The nightmares that plagued him in the next hours were much like others he had suffered in his old life-dreams of rage and pursuit, dreams of a world that he did not recognize but which recognized him and feared him-but they seemed fuller now, deeper and richer. One thing had changed, however: the girl with dark hair and dark eyes now appeared in every dream, as though she were as much his twin as Briony, his own flesh and blood. Barrick did not know her, not even in the suspended logic of a dream, and she took no active part in any of his dire fancies, but she was there through it all like a shepherd on a distant hilltop, remote, uninvolved, but an indisputable and welcome presence.
Barrick woke Lip blinking. His companions had moved him into the sin gle shaft of light (if something so weak could be graced with the name) that fell through the grille and into their cell, illuminating the crudely mortared stones.
He sat up, but the cell spun around him and for a moment he felt as if the corpse-pit itself they had seen had somehow reached up to clutch him, to pull him down into the stink and the jellying flesh. He managed to crawl to the privy-hole at the far end of the narrow cell before vomiting, but his aim was hampered by his convulsive movement. Even though his stomach had been almost empty, the sour tang quickly filled the small space, adding shame to his misery. Ferras Vansen turned away as Barrick retched again, bringing up only bile this time-an act of courtesy by the guard captain that only made Barrick feel worse. He still had not forgotten that Vansen had struck him-must the man condescend to him as well? Treat him like a child?
He tried to speak but could not summon the strength. He was hot where he shouldn't be, cold where he shouldn't be, and his bad arm ached so that he could barely stand it. Vansen and Gyir were watching him, but Barrick waved away the guard captain's helping hand and ignored the throbbing of his arm long enough to crawl back to the cell wall. He wanted to tell them he was only tired, but weakness overcame him. He let them feed him a morsel of bread moistened with water, then he fell yet again into miserable, feverish sleep.
What day was this? It was a discordant thought: the names of days had become as much of a vanishing memory as the look of the sky and the smell of pleasant things like pine needles and cooked food. The silence sud¬denly caught his attention. Barrick rolled over and sat up, certain in his panic that the Qar and the guardsman had been taken away and he had been left alone. He gritted his teeth through a moment of dizziness and fluttering sparks before his eyes, but when the sparks cleared he saw that Vansen and Gyir were only a short distance away, slouched against the wall, heads sagging in sleep.
"Praise all the gods," he whispered. At the sound of the prince's voice Gyir opened his red eyes. Vansen was stirring, too. The soldier's face was gaunt and shadowed with unkempt beard. When had the man become so thin?
"How are you feeling, Highness?" Vansen asked him.
It took Barrick a moment to clear his throat. "Does it matter? We will
die hero. Hverything 1 ever thought… said… it doesn't matter now. This is where we'll die."
Do not give in to despair yet. Gyir's words were surprisingly strong. All is not lost. Something in this place seems to have strengthened my… Barrick could not understand the word-the feeling was of something like a small, fierce flame. My abilities, you would say-that which makes me a Storm Lantern.
Funny. I feel worse than I have since I left the castle. It was true: Barrick had actually experienced some easing of the nightmares and strange thoughts after leaving home, especially during the days he had ridden with Tyne Aldritch and the other soldiers, but since he and his companions had en¬tered this hellish hole in the ground the old miseries had come back more powerfully than ever. He could almost feel doom following just behind him like a shadow. Do you think it is that horrible fikuyin who has done it to me, that giant? I felt as though his voice… it hurt me…
Gyir shook his head. I do not know. But there is something strange about this place-stranger even than the presence of the demigod himself, I think. I have spent much of the last days casting out my net, gleaning what thoughts I can from the other prisoners, and even some of the guards, although most of them are little more than beasts.
You can do that?
I can now. It is strange, but this place has not only given my strength back to me, I think it has even made me a little stronger than I was before. Barrick shrugged. Strong enough to get us out of here?
He felt sure that Gyir would have smiled regretfully if he had a mouth like an ordinary man. I think not-not by pitting strength alone against the pow¬ers of both Ueni'ssoh and great fikuyin. But do not despair. Give me a while longer to think of something. I need to learn more of the great secret of this place.
Secret? Barrick saw that Vansen was listening raptly, too-might even be carrying on his own conversation with Gyir. Instead of the burst of jeal¬ously such a realization usually caused, this time he felt oddly connected to the man. There were moments he hated the guard captain, but others when he felt as though he were closer to Ferras Vansen than to any other living mortal-except Briony, of course. Gods protect you, he thought, his heart suddenly, achingly full. Oh, strawhead, what I would give just to see your face, your real face, in front of me… I
I have not wasted the time while you were lost in fever dreams, Gyir told him. / have found a guard who works sometimes in the pit-one who watches over the prisoners who put the bodies on the platform and send them up to the wagon-slaves.
Can you… see his thoughts? Can you see what's down below us?
No. 'The guard has a curious emptiness where those memories should be.
Then what good is he to us? Barrick was weary again. How absurd, when he had been awake such a short time!
I can follow him-stand inside him as I stood inside the thoughts and feelings of the woodsprite. I can see what he sees down in the depths.
Then I will go with you again, like last time, Barrick said. I want to see. Gyir and Vansen actually exchanged a look, which infuriated him. / know you two think me weak, but I will not be left behind in this cell.
I do not think you are weak, Barrick Eddon, but I do think you are in danger. Whatever about this place troubles you grew worse when I carried your thoughts with me last time. And Terras Vansen and I will not leave-only our thoughts will. You will not be alone.