They would be back late, Chris knew. She was disappointed she wouldn't get to spend the evening with Jessie, but she was glad Annie was getting to spend this time alone with her.
"Hey, McKenna," Roger greeted her when she stuck her head in his office. "Didn't expect to see you today."
Chris shrugged. Her cabin was lonely.
"Thought I'd help out. I see Hatcher's being tour guide," she said, motioning with her head to the group of skiers Robert Hatcher was talking to.
"You know, McKenna, he probably likes you even less than you like him. What's up with that? I don't think I've ever seen you two even have a conversation before."
"He's useless. He's lazy. And he thinks he's God's gift to women."
Roger smiled. "He hit on you, didn't he?"
"Yes, he did. First time we met. When I turned him down, he called me a fucking dyke. I was forced to agree with him," she said with a grin.
"Hey, McKenna, just the woman I need to see."
Chris turned at Mart's greeting, offering him a smile.
"Hi, Matt. What's up?"
"Can I talk to you a minute?" He glanced at Roger. "Privately?"
"Sure. I'll talk to you later, Roger."
She followed Matt down the short hallway to the makeshift kitchen in the back. Matt glanced back down the hallway before closing the door.
"What the hell's going on?" she asked and she perched on the edge of the table, crossing her feet at the ankles. "Secret?"
"Sort of. I finally invited Donna to dinner. Last night. We had a great time," he said.
"What did you cook?" she asked.
"It doesn't matter, McKenna," he said impatiently. "That's not what I want to talk to you about."
"Well, was it at least nice? It wasn't hamburgers, was it?"
"I got one of those frozen lasagna dinners at Ellen's. Garlic bread and a salad."
"Wine?"
"Beer."
"Beer? Matt, you served beer with lasagna for your romantic dinner? I thought I taught you better," she teased.
"Will you stop with the menu already?"
"Okay, I'm sorry. What's on your mind?"
"I kissed her."
Chris grinned and playfully punched his arm.
"Well, way to go, man. And?"
"And I think it surprised the hell out of her. But, well, it was just the one and it's not like she slapped me or anything. In fact, she invited me over tonight," he said.
"Well that's great. What's the problem?"
"What does it mean?"
"It means she likes you, I guess," Chris said. "Isn't that what you wanted?"
"What is she expecting?"
"Well how the hell should I know?"
"You're a woman, McKenna! What does she want?"
"Matt, maybe she just wants to spend the evening with you, have dinner again, talk, get to know you better. Are you afraid?"
"What if she wants sex?"
"Bring condoms," she teased.
"McKenna!"
"Will you lighten up? What if she does?"
"I'm not ready," he said. "I don't want it to be like that."
"You don't want a sexual relationship with her?"
"Yes. Just not on our second date." He looked at the closed door again before continuing. "McKenna, I think I love her. I mean, I think I might want to marry her."
"Good God, Matt. You've had one date. Are you trying to scare her to death?"
"We've had one date, but we've known each other since I came here. We've talked for hours. I feel like she's the one I was meant to be with."
"That's fine, Matt, but slow down. Last night was her first hint that you wanted more than friendship. Give her a chance to get used to this before you propose, okay? And what the hell is wrong with having sex? Please don't tell me you plan to wait until your wedding night?"
"No, of course not. But I don't want to make it into some cheap affair, either."
"You know, Matt, you are a rare breed." She stepped closer and gave him a hug. "Donna is a lucky woman."
"So, if I don't do anything more than kiss her again, she won't think I'm weird?"
Chris laughed. "She won't think you're weird. She'll think you're a gentleman."
"Thanks, McKenna. And you'll just keep this between us, right?"
"Of course."
Chris watched him nearly skip down the hall and she laughed. Love was in the air for sure.
"What was that all about?" Roger asked when Chris plopped down in the chair across from him.
"Private," she said. "Secret. Can't tell."
"Come on," he coaxed.
"Nope."
"Fine. I don't want to know, anyway. I've got enough to worry about. There's another damn storm out there," he said.
"This one wasn't bad, Roger. Only four or five inches in town."
"Yeah, but the mountain is full of skiers today, tomorrow will probably be worse as people from Sacramento drive up for a Sunday afternoon."
"The weather's fine, Roger. Will you quit worrying?"
"This spring, McKenna, when we lost those three skiers, that did me in. I mean, you hear about it all the time, but we were so helpless here."
"Sometimes, you can have the best SAR around and still be helpless."
"We didn't know how to respond. It started snowing and didn't stop for three days."
"Roger, if I'd been here, do you think I could have found them? They could have had radio transmitters, and we still wouldn't have gotten to them in time. It's not your fault."
"Yeah, but I've been dreading the season all the same. Damn jet stream," he murmured.
"Would you feel better if I went out on the trails?"
He smiled. "Bobby's already out there. He went up Ridge Trail. That's where they were," he said. "It shook Bobby up pretty good."
"Well, I'll take a stroll around Lake Trail, then."
"Ellen and I are having dinner at the Rock tonight, if you want to join us," he called as she walked out.
"Yeah, I might do that."
Chapter Thirty-eight
Chris stood silently in her kitchen, impatiently watching the coffee drip. She drummed her fingers on the counter while Dillon watched her.
"I know. Should have set the timer," she said.
But after the four beers she shared with Roger and Ellen, she'd gotten home last night and went straight to bed. As Jessie had said, sleep had not been a priority the last few nights. She wondered how the shopping trip had gone. Jessie had not been home yet when Chris went out for dinner and she didn't call her. She didn't want to interrupt her time with Annie.
"Finally," she said when the coffee stopped dripping. She poured a steaming cup, then took it back into the bedroom where the heater was still on. She dressed quickly, noting with some concern that low clouds were already drifting in from the west, obscuring the early morning sunshine. It was supposed to be another sunny day, perfect for skiing, but the clouds made liars out of the forecasters. Again. Maybe Roger's storm was making an early entrance.
She wasn't surprised to find Roger already at the ranger station. She met his worried eyes as soon as she walked in.
"What's up?"
"Goddamn storm," he said. "Low pressure in the Pacific moved ashore already. Ten hours early."
"What's the word?"
"Hell, like they know. The lodge is full, that's all I know."
"Roger, we can close the trails fairly quickly. Don't panic on me, okay?"
"We can close Lake Trail and Elk Meadow, sure. I'm worried about the back country."
She wanted to tell him not to worry. She'd worked many winters in Yosemite where storms had come up suddenly. And she could remember only two times where skiers didn't make it back in time and they had to go out and find them. Most skiers were aware of changing weather patterns and didn't take chances. But the type of skiers they had here were recreational, at best. Most of them wouldn't carry backpacks in case of emergencies. Most were families, just out for a quick few miles, then back to the warmth of the lodge or cabin, then maybe back out for another run in the afternoon. Only the most experienced skiers took the South Rim trail. And experienced skiers would watch the weather.