'All right. Let me have mine then,' said Saffary.
He sent Violet in a plate of soup and a piece of toast, and when the fish was served he put some on a plate for her and gave it to the boy. But the boy came back with it at once.
'Mem, she say no wantchee,' he said.
Saffary ate his dinner alone. He ate from habit, solidly, through the familiar courses. He drank a bottle of beer. When he had finished the boy brought him a cup of coffee and he lit a cheroot. Saffary sat still till he had finished it. He thought. At last he got up and went back into the large veranda which was where they always sat. Violet was still huddled in the chair in which he had left her. Her eyes were closed, but she opened them when she heard him come. He took a light chair and sat down in front of her.
'What was Knobby to you, Violet?' he said.
She gave a slight start. She turned away her eyes, but did not speak.
'I can't quite make out why you should have been so frightfully upset by the news of his death.'
'It was an awful shock.'
'Of course. But it seems very strange that anyone should go simply to pieces over the death of a friend.'
'I don't understand what you mean,' she said.
She could hardly speak the words and he saw that her lips were trembling.
'I've never heard you call him Hal. Even his wife called him Knobby.'
She did not say anything. Her eyes, heavy with grief, were fixed on vacancy.
'Look at me, Violet.'
She turned her head slightly and listlessly gazed at him.
'Was he your lover?'
She closed her eyes and tears flowed from them. Her mouth was strangely twisted.
'Haven't you got anything to say at all?'
She shook her head.
'You must answer me, Violet.'
'I'm not fit to talk to you now,' she moaned. 'How can you be so heartless?'
'I'm afraid I don't feel very sympathetic at the moment. We must get this straight now. Would you like a drink of water?'
'I don't want anything.'
'Then answer my question.'
'You have no right to ask it. It's insulting.'
'Do you ask me to believe that a woman like you who hears of the death of someone she knew is going to faint dead away and then, when she comes to, is going to cry like that? Why, one wouldn't be so upset over the death of one's only child. When we heard of your mother's death you cried of course, anyone would, and I know you were utterly miserable, but you came to me for comfort and you said you didn't know what you'd have done without me.'
'This was so frightfully sudden.'
'Your mother's death was sudden, too.'
'Naturally I was very fond of Knobby.'
'How fond? So fond that when you heard he was dead you didn't know and you didn't care what you said? Why did you say it wasn't fair? Why did you say, "What's going to become of me now?"?'
She sighed deeply. She turned her head this way and that like a sheep trying to avoid the hands of the butcher.
'You musn't take me for an utter fool, Violet. I tell you it's impossible that you should be so shattered by the blow if there hadn't been something between you.'
'Well, if you think that, why do you torture me with questions?'
'My dear, it's no good shilly-shallying. We can't go on like this. What d'you think I'm feeling?'
She looked at him when he said this. She hadn't thought of him at all. She had been too much absorbed in her own misery to be concerned with his.
'I'm so tired,' she sighed.
He leaned forward and roughly seized her wrist.
'Speak,' he cried.
'You're hurting me.'
'And what about me? D'you think you're not hurting me? How can you have the heart to let me suffer like this?'
He let go of her arm and sprang to his feet. He walked to the end of the room and back again. It looked as though the movement had suddenly roused him to fury. He caught her by the shoulders and dragged her to her feet. He shook her.
'If you don't tell me the truth I'll kill you,' he cried.
'I wish you would,' she said.
'He was your lover?'
'Yes.'
'You swine.'
With one hand still on her shoulder so that she could not move he swung back his other arm and with a flat palm struck her repeatedly, with all his strength, on the side of her face. She quivered under the blows, but did not flinch or cry out. He struck her again and again. All at once he felt her strangely inert, he let go of her and she sank unconscious to the floor. Fear seized him. He bent down and touched her, calling her name. She did not move. He lifted her up and put her back into the chair from which a little while before he had pulled her. The brandy that had been brought when first she fainted was still in the room and he fetched it and tried to force it down her throat. She choked and it spilt over her chin and neck. One side of her pale face was livid from the blows of his heavy hand. She sighed a little and opened her eyes. He held the glass again to her lips, supporting her head, and she sipped a little of the neat spirit. He looked at her with penitent, anxious eyes.
'I'm sorry, Violet. I didn't mean to do that. I'm dreadfully ashamed of myself. I never thought I could sink so low as to hit a woman.'
Though she was feeling very weak and her face was hurting, the flicker of a smile crossed her lips. Poor Tom. He did say things like that. He felt like that. And how scandalized he would be if you asked him why a man shouldn't hit a woman. But Saffary, seeing the wan smile, put it down to her indomitable courage. By God, she's a plucky little woman, he thought. Game isn't the word.
'Give me a cigarette,' she said.
He took one out of his case and put it in her mouth. He made two or three ineffectual attempts to strike his lighter. It would not work.
'Hadn't you better get a match?' she said.
For the moment she had forgotten her heart-rending grief and was faintly amused at the situation. He took a box from the table and held the lighted match to her cigarette. She inhaled the first puff with a sense of infinite relief.
'I can't tell you how ashamed I am, Violet,' he said. 'I'm disgusted with myself. I don't know what came over me.'
'Oh, that's all right. It was very natural. Why don't you have a drink? It'll do you good.'
Without a word, his shoulders all hunched up as though the burden that oppressed him were material, he helped himself to a brandy and soda. Then, still silent, he sat down. She watched the blue smoke curl into the air.
'What are you going to do?' she said at last.
He gave a weary gesture of despair.
'We'll talk about that tomorrow. You're not in a fit state tonight. As soon as you've finished your cigarette you'd better go to bed.'
'You know so much, you'd better know everything.'
'Not now, Violet.'
'Yes, now.'
She began to speak. He heard her words, but could hardly make sense of them. He felt like a man who has built himself a house with loving care and thought to live in it all his life, and then, he does not understand why, sees the housebreakers come and with their picks and heavy hammers destroy it room by room, till what was a fair dwelling-place is only a heap of rubble. What made it so awful was that it was Knobby Clarke who had done this thing. They had come to the F.M.S. on the same ship and had worked at first on the same estate. They call the young planter a creeper and you can tell him in the streets of Singapore by his double felt hat and his khaki coat turned up at the wrists. Callow youths who saunter about staring and are inveigled by wily Chinese into buying worthless truck from Birmingham which they send home as Eastern curios, sit in the lounges of cheap hotels drinking innumerable stengahs, and after an evening at the pictures get into rickshaws and finish the night in the Chinese quarter. Tom and Knobby were inseparable. Tom, a big, powerful fellow, simple, very honest, hard-working; and Knobby, ungainly, but curiously attractive, with his deep-set eyes, hollow cheeks, and large humorous mouth. It was Knobby who made the jokes and Tom who laughed at them. Tom married first. He met Violet when he went on leave. The daughter of a doctor killed in the war, she was governess in the house of some people who lived in the same place as his father. He fell in love with her because she was alone in the world, and his tender heart was touched by the thought of the drab life that lay before her. But Knobby married, because Tom had and he felt lost without him, a girl who had come East to spend the winter with relations. Enid Clarke had been very pretty then in her blonde way, and full-face she was pretty still, though her skin, once so clear and fresh, was already faded; but she had a very weak, small, insignificant chin and in profile reminded you of a sheep. She had pretty flaxen hair, straight, because in the heat it would not keep its wave, and china-blue eyes. Though but twenty-six, she had already a tired look. A year after marriage she had a baby, but it died when only two years old. It was after this that Tom Saffary managed to get Knobby the post of manager of the estate next his own. The two men pleasantly resumed their old familiarity, and their wives, who till then had not known one another very well, soon made friends. They copied one another's frocks and lent one another servants and crockery when they gave a party. The four of them met every day. They went everywhere together. Tom Saffary thought it grand.